Rain those loveletters

Random

2011-11-23T02:54:00.000+08:00

Bruno Mars had a Grenade, and Taio Cruz had Dynamite. so they both threw them at Katy Perry who expoloded like a Firework. th bang was so loud that Black Eyed Peas forgot Th Time, while Rihanna had memory loss and ran around saying Whats My Name. then Eminem looked around and said Im Not Afraid, then Willow Smith began t Wip Her Hair which started a Far East Movement. they then crashed their G6 into a club and stopped Party Rocking. and luckily for Nelly, it was all Just A Dream.

The Numberology

2011-11-16T00:15:00.002+08:00

I did this interesting search on Numberology. It's similar to Astrology but its just using your name to calculate your personality!

So.. Firstly, you use the birth name (given a person at birth) to determine the Name Number (also known as the Expression Number), which reveals the overall personality. To calculate the name number, find the number that corresponds to each letter in the name in the chart below, add the numerals up, and then "reduce" the final number to a single digit, as you did with the birth path number, above.

Example:

Name given at birth: Mary Lynn Smith.

Find each letter and its corresponding numeral in the chart above, and then add these digits together:

4+1+9+7+3+7+5+5+1+4+9+2+8 = 65

Reduce by adding the sum's digits together, and then further reduce to come to a single digit, if necessary:

65 = 6+5 = 11
11 = 1+1 = 2

Therefore the number '2' represents your personality type.

The Meaning of Basic Numbers in Numerology

One is the leader. The number one indicates the ability to stand alone, and is a strong vibration. Ruled by the Sun.

Keywords: independent, creative, original, ambitious, determined, self-assured. If expressed negatively: arrogant, stubborn, impatient, self-centered.

As lovers: Number ones take the lead in love. Love and/or the chase is of utmost importance to these lovers. There can be self-centeredness, however. These lovers are willing to experiment, and they can be quite exciting--they can also require a lot of excitement because they can bore easily.

This is the mediator and peace-lover. The number two indicates the desire for harmony. It is a gentle, considerate, and sensitive vibration. Ruled by the Moon.

Keywords: diplomatic, warm, peaceful, sensitive. If expressed negatively: too dependent, manipulative, passive-aggressive.

As lovers: Number Twos will bend over backwards to keep a relationship running smoothly. They offer emotional security to their lovers. The number two is associated with the Moon and, since the Moon rules Cancer in astrology, is similar to the Cancer vibration.

Number Three is a sociable, friendly, and outgoing vibration. Kind, positive, and optimistic, Three's enjoy life and have a good sense of humor. Ruled by Jupiter.

Keywords: jovial, friendly, positive, adventurous, self-expressive. If expressed negatively: extravagant, scattered, superficial.

As lovers: Number Threes are fun, energetic, and willing to experiment. These lovers need space and contact with others in order to feel content. If they feel confined, they will be unhappy and restless. Allowed the freedom to socialize and scatter their energies, they are exciting and happy lovers.

This is the worker. Practical, with a love of detail, Fours are trustworthy, hard-working, and helpful. Ruled by Uranus.

Keywords: trustworthy, helpful, steady, logical, self-disciplined, problem-solving. If expressed negatively: contrary, stubborn, narrow.

As lovers: Although steady and generally trustworthy, Fours can be quite emotional and frustrated if they feel caged in. They tend to need some level of confrontation in their love lives. A relationship that stagnates will bring out their contrary nature. They love to solve problems, and if allowed to "take on" and tackle predicaments, they are very loyal lovers.

This is the freedom lover. The number five is an intellectual vibration. These are "idea" people with a love of variety and the ability to adapt to most situations. Ruled by Mercury.

Keywords: adaptable, freedom-loving, romantic, resourceful, witty, fun-loving, curious, flexible, accommodating. If expressed negatively, non-committal, irresponsible, inconsistent.

As lovers: These lovers are generally attractive to the opposite sex, as they are adaptable, curious, and friendly. Their wit and love of fun is unmistakable. In order to be happy in love, they need some level of change and variety. They also require mental stimulation. They are quick to adapt to ups and downs, but when under-stimulated, they can be inconsistent and resisting of making commitments.

This is the peace lover. The number six is a loving, stable, and harmonious vibration. Ruled by Venus.

Keywords: compassionate, stable, family-loving, trustworthy, domesticated. If expressed negatively, superficial, jealous, possessive, unwilling to change.

As lovers: Number Sixes have a deep dislike of discord and will generally work hard at keeping the peace. They are very attached to their homes and their families. At their best, they are devoted and stable partners who do whatever they can to maintain balance and harmony. At their worst, they take their peace-loving natures too far, and become lethargic, diplomatic to the point of superficiality, and jealous.

This is the deep thinker. The number seven is a spiritual vibration. These people are not very attached to material things, are introspective, and generally quiet. Ruled by Neptune.

Keywords: unusual, introspective, intuitive, psychic, wise, reserved. If expressed negatively: melancholic, odd, leaves too much to chance, hard to reach.

As lovers: These lovers are a little spaced out, and sometimes hard to reach and to understand. However, their disinterest in material things and focus on spirituality makes for interesting, if a little kooky, bed partners and mates. They are intuitive, some are psychic, and although they can be loners at different times in their lives, they are often devoted partners. They can reach levels of intimacy and romance beyond many people's imaginations. However, their goals in love may be too lofty and thus they can be prone to disappointment when relationships inevitably fall short of ideal.

This is the manager. Number Eight is a strong, successful, and material vibration. Ruled by Saturn.

Keywords: ambitious, business-minded, practical, leading, authoritative, successful, courageous, accomplished, organized. If expressed negatively: tense, narrow, materialistic, forceful.

As lovers: These lovers take a commitment with responsibility and bravery. When they treat relationships like business deals, however, they can easily alienate partners and fall short of creating a tolerant and romantic atmosphere. Eights are generally practical and secure, and offer their mates stability and security.

This is the teacher. Number Nine is a tolerant, somewhat impractical, and sympathetic vibration. Ruled by Mars.

Keywords: jack of all trades, humanitarian, sympathetic, helpful, emotional, tolerant, active, determined. If expressed negatively: financially careless, moody, bullying, overly emotional, sullen, restless.

As lovers: These lovers are involved and helpful. Because they are sympathetic, they can easily be doormats. They show their love by helping their partners, and assuming their lovers' problems. If triggered, their emotions can be volcanic, and a seemingly meek personality can resort to bullying tactics when unhappy.

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Master Numbers

In the first example above, in which the calculations for the Birth Path Number were demonstrated, the final number was reduced from an 11 to a 2. In Numerology, there are such things as Master Numbers that are noted, and these are the numbers 11 and 22. Essentially, the number 11 is a 2, but it is considered a higher vibration of the number 2. Similarly, the number 22 is a 4, but it is a higher vibration of the number 4.

This is the giver. Number Eleven is an innovator with an unmistakable streak of humanitarianism.

Keywords: idealistic, intuitive, considerate, tolerant, accepting, steadfast. If expressed negatively: too dependent, over-sensitive, manipulative.

As lovers: These lovers are romantic in the idealistic sense of the word. They want to see good in people, and they find it. Elevens are the least selfish lovers, and they are extremely considerate. They won't push you to do anything. They hold onto their partners (and their friends) and they are the masters of compromise. Elevens are tolerant and accepting.

This is the master builder. Although Number Twenty-twos are idealists and visionaries, they still manage to keep their feet on the ground.

Keywords: achiever, wise, intense, idealistic, resourceful, passionate. If expressed negatively: overly emotional, destructive, dramatic.

As lovers: It's all or nothing with these lovers. They don't seem capable of doing things halfway, and that includes their relationships. They are generally bent on achieving in life, and their sheer intensity is something people either love or hate.

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Interesting right???

I'm number 5. Which is kinda true and its similar to the personality of Gemini and I'm a true blue Gemini! What's yours? :)

11/11/11 @11:11pm

2011-11-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

This picture was once posted here on 11/11/2010. It's a v significant date that marks the change of my life. The change for the better. The whole world is gonna celebrate this special day f me :)

At times the days seemed so long, I thought I'd never make it through,
Then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you.
I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key,
Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew we're meant to be.

2011-11-11T02:29:00.000+08:00

Shadows dancing on the sand,

a man and women walk hand in hand.
They watch the moon dance in the sky,
then watch the stars twinkle in each other's eyes.

They hear the waves crash on the shore,

then, just silence... and nothing more.

The horizon, so beautiful,

The breeze, so shy,
as the new day ascends into the sky.

The only people who matter,

Are you and are I.

Let's Have a Twist in Fairytales

2011-11-09T01:44:00.002+08:00

Today is happy happy day because today is farm day!

Then tanning at Sentosa tmr before school. Life is good minus my uncle zzz. People who are not providing for me in any way should stop poking their noses into my business.

And you.....

You're so fake you make me wna expose you, but I cant be bothered so... Nvm.

Anyway I'm so exhausted but I'm still awake cos I have to prepare the ppt for thur's presentation before I can hit the sack. But I trust my capabilities to finish within 30min haha RP trained me well!

3 more days!!!!!!

I'm anticipating hehe ok back to work!

Dolt

2011-11-05T00:06:00.007+08:00

I always thought you deserve something. For the deep rooted love that you couldnt let go. I see that as being faithful, emotionally. I admire you for that, and prolly i should be guilty.

BUT NO. You dont deserve a single shit from me, or us. What do you need? Oh, a dick. There's one beside you what.

Make me dulan only. I should be happy but i'm angry for the love that was pretended to be there. Love is something precious. And you're not worthy for it at all.

Anyway, I'm really tired. I seriously dont know what's draining me out. I guess I'm getting old. I miss those times where I can club every week and I'm still super energetic kind. Now I cant. Yesterday's drinking session with Lixin has already drained me out. We didnt even dance or move around or what! We're just.. sitting down and drink? Plus singing a few songs or two before HQ closes. THAT'S ALL :'(

Oh and my mum's side is going Genting without me because nobody's willing to accommodate to me. Yeah shows how much I actually mattered to them, or her as a daughter. But it's really ok la. Since when do I ACTUALLY mattered lol. She likes to boast, stating that I will only go to her when I need something from her and that she's disappointed to raise me and not to have me by her. What's the truth, we all know best. I'm tired being in this. But y'know, god is fair. Although I dont have many beside me, but i'm thankful for the few, and you :)

6 more days!!!! ^^

2011-10-17T02:50:00.002+08:00

Looking forward to many things especially when its year end hehehe but definitely not the upcoming law assignments and presentations :/

Happy Eleventh.

2011-10-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

Well day spent. Mini cupcakes + macaroons + 2 movies. Awesome! :D

2011-10-10T22:33:00.001+08:00

Men's Bestfriend

2011-07-19T01:20:00.005+08:00

Dear Mom and Dad,

I died today. You got tired of me and took me to the shelter. They were overcrowded and I drew an unlucky number. I am in a black plastic bag in a landfill now. Some other puppy will get the barely used leash you left. My collar was dirty and too small, but the lady took it off before she sent me to the Rainbow Bridge .

Would I still be at home if I hadn't chewed your shoe? I didn't know what it was, but it was leather, and it was on the floor. I was just playing. You forgot to get puppy toys.

Would I still be at home if I had been housebroken? Rubbing my nose in what I did only made me ashamed that I had to go at all. There are books and obedience teachers that would have taught you how to teach me to go to the door.

Would I still be at home if I hadn't brought fleas into the house? Without anti-flea medicine, I couldn't get them off of me after you left me in the yard for days.

Would I still be at home if I hadn't barked? I was only saying, "I'm scared, I'm lonely, I'm here, I'm here! I want to be your best friend."

Would I still be at home if I had made you happy? Hitting me didn't make me learn how.

Would I still be at home if you had taken the time to care for me and to teach manners to me? You didn't pay attention to me after the first week or so, but I spent all my time waiting for you to love me.

I died today.
Love, Your Puppy

- FuturePaws- Americas new Alive-Shelters

Get a dog, or rather any pet, only when you are ready to commit, and to love it no matter how playful/naughty it is, and to have patience while the dog takes time to learn what it should and should not do, and is ready to look after it for the rest of its life, bearing in mind that all living things fall sick at points of their life especially when they are old, which may result in large amount of medical fees.

This is old, but I have to reiterate because many always forget:

You have your friends, your family, your wife/husband/gf/bf, your children, your friends etc. Your pet has ony YOU. For its whole life from the day you brought it home, YOU are the one that it look forward to everyday at day break. YOU are the only family, the only friend it's gonna have for its life.

I've seen too many cases that saddens me and some that touched me. Be responsible.

Anyway! Marketing proj is finally overrr! Whoop whoop!

Upcoming will be Consumer Behaviour proj, biz law assignment + exam, then final term exams which 2 of them is gonna fall under the same day, and all is gonna be cramp within a month. I feel so breathless and it made me lethargic. I feel so guilty for pushing away all the outings because I hardly have time to rest and I have classes on weekends as well :(

K time for rest. Today shall be a relax day since presentation's just over. Shall sleep well tonight and start to chiong again tmr. Sigh.

Oh and I dont even have time for my masks!!!! Facial this wed w MEECEE~ Hehe <3

I need to pamper myself badly.

For my super belated birthday dindin

2011-07-12T02:23:00.003+08:00

Thank you Ho Mummy for the super naise steamboat although its super belated and you wont get to see this but I appreciate ty!

And my bbg ^^

Ok I havent been updating my blog wtf. I barely have time to sleep =.= My eyebag is like... Ginormous please. Projs and test was suffocating me but thank god its over, for now. I still have like, 4 more bridging to go starting from next week(4 bridging= 4 more assignments + 4 tests) , 2 more presentations and one more proj before the term ends then it will be the final term exams. Its never ending omgwtfbbq zzz.

Suddenly regretted taking degree. Spend so much money and time and sleepless nights etc etc must well go work and get regular hours of sleep and earn money for my 1st 2.55 Chanel in baby pink right wtf sounds like a good idea BUT!

Considering the fact that I work hard in school, get my degree, start work at management level and earn even more $$$, ok my Chanel can wait 3 years nvm maybe got nicer design :D

But I guess I better start finding part-time to fund for the big day in dec ^^

K time for bed. Cant really sleep cos my gastric problem is back and its annoyingly painful. I'm so sleepy D: And somebody must be drooling all over the pillow alr :<

Cant believe that I'm gonna be 21

2011-06-14T02:17:00.003+08:00

But I'm still young at heart,

And I still like hello kitty and winnie the pooh and rilakuma bear and love cartoons and furry bears and pink and all the glitter hearts.

And you.

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2011-05-17T00:40:00.002+08:00

Last week/last last week was bee-bee-beee-beezy :)

Zoo, marina barrage for picnic, sunset grill etc etc. And I've slowly becoming a housewife in making cos i've been watching alot of cooking shows and reading cook books! Last menu was prawn aglio olio, baked portabello mushrooms and corn soup. What should be next? Hiak hiak.

School's started. And i've scored straight As for my bridging modules. Prodigy in making LOL. Cant wait to know new friends!

Now I'm looking forward to USS on the 22nd, maybe Play this thursday, Zouk on 3rd june, and the whole of june cos its my birthday month, or maybe not cos........................ :(

I Do.

2011-05-05T00:40:00.002+08:00

I WANT LEH.

2011-04-28T01:13:00.001+08:00

Life is like photography, we develop from the negatives.

tyfmmh :)

Hungry at 3am

2011-04-26T03:00:00.002+08:00

I'm still awake after rounds of viwawa mahjong and webcamming hehe.

I had my fill of weekend foodhunt at Kiseki for buffet! I wanted to post photos but my phone is not cooperating w me. Gonna go there again again! They have salmons and chawanmushi to die for. Somebody ate like, 4 chawanmushi!!!!! Hehe. And they have nice desserts! They have pomelo ice cream which tastes like flower. Nice in a unique way. But their prawns disappoint me considering the fact than i'm prawn's no.1 fangirl. I took a whole plate of prawns and threw away everything. Yucks.

Where's our next destination for foodhunt bbg?!

mhttyli!

And lim fangying! I need to meet you to catch up alr ah! Update update!

How far would you go to possess the one you love?

2011-04-17T10:47:00.001+08:00

Too beautiful to be true.

2011-04-16T16:38:00.001+08:00

Whimsical Popsical

2011-04-15T14:40:00.002+08:00

Um, nothing's up w my title it just rhyme and i like it that way.

ANYWAY,

I think my life's pretty much good and back to pace. School's started, bank loan done and waiting for approval, no disruption of my life, getting friends back blah blah. Life's all about appreciation and know how to feel contented isnt it.

Except for the fact that I'm gonna have lesson today till 10.30pm fuck my life as well as lessons over the weekend. So I'm gonna miss rach's birthday dinner and cancel all my weekend food plans:(

Nevertheless I'm still contented w life right now. Probably gonna blog lesser here, more on tumblr cos more privacy. Idw unwanted attention here so, my dear toilet readers like Lim Fangying, wanna know my tumblr URL please take the initiative to ask me and probably treat me dinner I'll consider letting you know ;) Kidding!

Still, I will not close down this place because its full of memories. And stalkers!

Bye! Love yall xx

Stop talking/tweeting like you have done nothing wrong at all. It makes people judge the innocence. Stop acting like one and start feeling guilty.

2011-03-29T16:27:00.003+08:00

Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect and I don't live to be.

2011-03-26T16:33:00.001+08:00

Don't let society's standards doubt what you believe or stand for. The society is flawed.

2011-02-19T21:07:00.001+08:00

HELLO!

2011-02-12T15:47:00.010+08:00

I'm v kind. If you want to read my blog, then i will blog a post specially for you.

Stop being a keyboard warrior la! No life. Dont know anything dont come and kb so much. Go home drink milk can. Grow some brains/height before you come and talk to me.

Firstly, ever heard of the cause and effect theory? She made a mistake in the past, so this is what she had to go through now. Or sad to say, her karma. Too late to regret. Refer to post below. Blame nobody but herself. She brought this upon herself. She is the one who chose to come by, so she should had expect the consequences. You chose to humiliate yourself first, so dont blame me. You were warned.

Secondly, dont put words into my mouth. Yes i want to talk to her, but i didnt had a chance to because she chose to walk away. Dont assume what i wanna say when nothing of humiliation/insults came out of my mouth. If you think you are not wrong, why dont you stand up for yourself? Why hide away?

Lastly, dont come and talk to me about brain, figure and character. Thats childish. Yes, maybe you have a better figure, and MAYBE a better character and brain. But you had lost in this game. Why? Because you betrayed her trust, then thats too bad for you because right from the start, I have no intentions to break your r/s, or should i say, you destroyed it. Blame yourself. Suck thumb k?

Its too late to cry over spilled milk. I'm really not trying to be mean here, and i cant be bothered to stoop to your level to use vulgarities. Thats besides the point. But if nothing can get into your brain by going through the soft way, then you need to know the cold hard truth. If still cannot get what i'm trying to say, I'm always contactable at 96478720.

-EDITED

And you this lelejang. Since when is this your business. You dk anything just stfu. Dont act one smart talk so much. You dont know me you dare to comment/judge me. Finding for trouble right, there you go. Wanna confront me/find me/slap me? I'm waiting. Time and date alr on twitter. Say me bo ji? You better make sure you find your ji and turn up.

Immature kids-.- Better think w your brain before shooting your mouth off.

2011-02-12T02:15:00.003+08:00

Hey you.

2011-02-09T00:55:00.005+08:00

Yes you. Why are you annoying? Cant you just leave her alone? She also not yours alr. Stop being a bugger la. Go away!

I hate cny

2011-02-03T01:49:00.001+08:00

I love Kate Spade! All girls should love KS lor! They're so girls-friendly and cute, although i'm not girly but i still love KS!

This is only selling at $175 now omgomgomgomg

Omg this is so cute only $165 from loves-coach gagaga.
They have pretty bags accessories shoes wallet except for their sales girls hahaha.

I'M NOT MATERIALISTIC HOR SHUT UP.

The last call

2011-02-02T20:54:00.003+08:00

Deprived a happy home, happy childhood, happy relationship, now studies. Am I the selfish one? Nobody tries to understand me at all.

This time, I'm just doing something for myself. If I'm selfish, whatever.

2011-02-02T03:01:00.000+08:00

2011-01-25T23:11:00.001+08:00

2011-01-25T00:31:00.003+08:00

Drama or childish?

Last chapter of 2010

2010-12-31T00:34:00.003+08:00

Hi people. How's your 2010. Mine was filled w fear, tears, sadness, disappointment, anger, but also love, happiness, joy and laughters. I made new friends, lose friends as well, lost someone i thought was important to me and met someone who totally brings me back to life. Its a year of contradiction and mixed emotions, but i'm glad its gonna end w a smile in my heart.

Sucks to be working on a NYE though :<

Anyway, my bintan trip was boring and there is literally nothing to do there plus weather was cranky. Thank god i had awesome companies (Y)

Light of my life

2010-12-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

I had a great december so far. Its awesome! Its like the best december ever. Next will be bintan trip in 2 days time w besties!! Cant wait -grins-

But. HAVENT START PACKING YET!

Honey Bunny ♥

2010-12-13T23:57:00.005+08:00

Too much things, too little time.

Because you're all thats on my mind.

Cant wait for Christmas.

Christmas= sales!!= shopping:D= BROKE

Puppies!

2010-12-08T01:10:00.002+08:00

Going back tmr again to feed them. Cant wait! Tehee

December

2010-12-01T01:04:00.001+08:00

Its gonna be a busy month w lots of events! Whoop! ^^

Cos you're stuck in my head like my favourite song.

2010-11-26T01:30:00.002+08:00

I'm looking forward for the next few days.

Tmr meeting naz, bel, and fangs, sat meeting D, AWAQ and shantal, sunday's farm day! Although i love lazy weekends but this packed weekend is gonna make me excited:D

Oh and i'll be anticipating for my marc jacob bag coming on monday! My toms are here alr teehee. Okay i should come up w a saving plan alr cos i gotta spend ALOT in december. Start saving now and stop spending!

I miss that girl.

2010-11-21T20:18:00.002+08:00

Today is a lazy sunday. I spent most of my time nuaing and munching on the chocolate my aunt brought back from Europe. She went to swarovski and branded goods outlet store there and she didnt get anything omg how can that happennnnn! But okay at least there're chocolates heh.

Yesterday was awesome w the L clique. Lepak in the day and 10 people steamboating at night in shantal's crib. Her room damn nice to chilllll. Okay photos up soon!

(L)

2010-11-19T00:21:00.001+08:00

We all love surprises, dont we? ♥

2010-11-18T00:18:00.005+08:00

And this is all that matters :)

My cold is getting better compared to yesterday. Fever subsided, not coughing as much but my nose's still blocked. Just had B's med i hope i'll recover by tmr cos i'm working:(

I'm craving for nutella on toasted bread. Slurp!

Against all odds

2010-11-15T02:24:00.003+08:00

So.. i cant really blog in peace now, can i? And to TSQ, I will not hesitate to pour a glass of rootbeer down your head. I have no temper but you can try stepping on my tail :)

Had a great day at AWAQ's crib on sat w denise shantal simran and nat. Love heart talks and bitching in the middle of the night. Cant wait to meet all of them next sat for sports day and steamboat!

B we should stop eating like pigs hahahaha. BUT, cant help it cos there're too much temptation every where!:(

My 11:11

2010-11-12T02:02:00.002+08:00

11:11 wishes does come true!

Mine came on 11/11 at 11:11pm:)

My stomach's grumbling. Time check: 2.07am :(

2010-11-10T02:25:00.001+08:00

Gastric pain sucks:(

Where's my happy pill?

2010-11-09T01:36:00.003+08:00

Who lives in the pineapple under the sea? SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS!

Cant wait for Rapunzel and Yogi Bear to be out. I'm craving for cartoons! :D

Cus baby tonight, DJ caught us falling in love again

2010-11-08T02:10:00.002+08:00

SERIOUSLY.

Embrace

2010-11-07T01:06:00.002+08:00

3 days seems like 3 hours. Its never enough.

Summer

2010-11-06T03:37:00.003+08:00

I always forget the time whenever you're here. Why are you so irritatingly... cute. Heh.

2010-11-03T01:10:00.002+08:00

This is a rough patch, but we're gonna go through it together no matter how hard it gets.

2010-11-03T00:57:00.002+08:00

2010-11-01T01:54:00.005+08:00

I'm not entirely good w words and all the cliche stuffs. But you know I'll always be here. If you're gonna make the effort to visit my blog, then i'll make the effort to blog :)

Anyway, Halloween at simran's place was awesome and bloody hehe. Photos all up on facebook!

You.

2010-10-30T14:25:00.002+08:00

Soul food

2010-10-30T14:21:00.000+08:00

2010-10-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

You kidnapped my heart.

Soft whispers

2010-10-22T02:06:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, the strength of a person is only this much. At some point of time, the feeling of giving up overwhelms and dries you up. But some how, the strength to carry on is just amazingly strong.

However,
I always have my lowest point of time. And I hate the situation I'm always caught in. I hate how unreasonable and demanding I can get at times and I have to fight my feelings because I know I cant behave this way. I really need assurance all the time.

Maybe overcoming myself will make me even stronger. Persevere!!

My workplace's desktop wallpaper..

2010-09-20T13:00:00.002+08:00

IS THIS.

No i'm not pervertic okay..

I changed my seat today cos there are new colleagues coming in and they need the desktop that i was using so i changed to the one one of the 2 guys used before they left. Guess what? I had a shock when i on the computer. Cool wallpaper.

I'm bored :(

2010-09-13T10:30:00.001+08:00

Why should you continue to make someone smile when the person makes you feel like shit? :)
I'm happy w my life now and I love the people around me. So god damn drama free (Y)

2010-09-08T01:59:00.003+08:00

I went back to Jireh's today to collect my pay. Cuddled ginger omg she's so cute la. And Iwi's in the hospital instead of the iso alr. But they told me Iwi's having fever i hope she gets well soon :(
I'm really scared of cats in the past leh. But after I work for Jireh's i think i fell in love w them man. To the extend that I'm considering of keeping one next time hehe.
Ok its 2am now and i'm hungry byebye. Tmr need to wake up early heh heh

Fairytale

2010-09-06T22:56:00.004+08:00

Hello hello. This place has been neglected for a long long time.

I'm not working at Jireh's alr and i miss working there now:( contradicting i know. I have a happy time there though (of course there were the down parts) and i'm glad i had a chance to work at the back instead of reception, battling w the stupid fierce cats and feeding meds, treating them and of course the saddest part is watching some of them passing on. Good experience there w some pretty nice colleagues. Biggest part is missing Harvey, ginger and Dr Poh's Perri Poo Poo. Satisfied my crave for working at a vet clinic since young but it makes me wanna work towards it more hehe.

(Anyway the photo on top is Iwi, the first patient i looked after. She's damn sweet and she'll meow to me when i talk to her hehe)

I'm now stuck w what I wanna study:( There are so many things to consider: interest, location and COST. If only i'm rich.............

Anyway I've been pretty happy nowadays, or at least contented. Thank you^^

Brittle Hard

2010-08-18T02:58:00.002+08:00

I endured through the 1st week of work! Although half the time i was thinking when should I quit hahaha. It's really really really tough and tiring and stressful. K not gonna say much here.

Today's another long tiring day. But totally enjoyed myself after work cos i had sushi for dinner w ___ and then kbox w family. Tmr I'm going JB in the day and prolly meeting chris at night! Totally made full use of my off day before another tiring day begins hehe.
Ok i'm super tired now. Gonna bathe and concuss!

AND, before I go:
Hey bitch, I had enough of your nonsense. You live your life, I live mine. You want to step on my tail? Just watch out. You aint any better, bucket (Y)

Want your bad romance,

2010-08-09T13:58:00.002+08:00

Dont lie to me unless you're sure that i wont find out, cos i'd prefer to know the truth. Dont doubt a girl's ability to find out things.

Had haircut w ethel yesterday, then to town to do her smiley piercing. Omg she's joining me more and more hahahaha. She even wanna shave her hair! Picture spam soon when i get the photos from her :)
Omg work's starting tmr. Excited but..... :(

Stalking like a Predator

2010-08-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

'Just respect me for who I am.'

Faster start work, get my pay, and go shopping. Wheeee!
I met ethel today, like its been ages since i see her. Had my cravings satisfied at bugis and a little bit of shopping. Fried shitake, corn soup and chewy junior!! (Y)(Y)
Gonna meet her tmr again to cut hair and do her piercing. So damn tempted to do another piercing lehhhh. And i'm gonna move back to amk soon when i start work so, hello i'm back my amk friends! :D

And now, i'm contemplating if i should lock up my blog. Seriously need some privacy..

2010-08-03T01:28:00.002+08:00

Yes this is my contract! So i'll be working at a vet clinic soon! Alot to learn but i'll try my best hehe. Hope my colleagues are nice :/ Oh and the vet cat there is super cuteee!

Lets call the shots

2010-08-02T12:31:00.004+08:00

Guess i'm not your girl, cos we're from different world.
And this girl will be there for you i know, you wont need me any more.

I'm basically a v much happy girl now cos i've learnt to look at things in a different way. And life's good, i'm contented. Nice to have old friends back too hehe. I just went down to my workplace to collect my contract, shall upload it later to show you guys yay yay!:D
Yes, life's not perfect, but there're always perfect moments. And I'm glad i've got you, you and you ^^

Get down, get real.

2010-07-28T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hello! My life is wonderful because I have nice people around me. I dont need ALOT of friends around me to be happy. I'll do fine w a few real ones who can really make my day (L)
And I found a job! A dream job since young, but i'll need to start from scratch but its okay i'm paid to learn new stuffs!
Not gonna reveal now until I sign the contract heh heh. People closer to me will know. Those that dont, wait for me to update then ^^

Okay time to go for a run!

my posts are wordy but i like!

2010-07-20T13:28:00.001+08:00

‎"At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be"

- Simran

And i cant stand it that why some people are ACTUALLY talking about themselves oh gosh, please stop your drama, childish people.

2010-07-19T17:29:00.001+08:00

" Just because I’m quiet, doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say. Just because I appear happy, doesn’t mean everything is okay. Just because I forgive, doesn’t mean I forget. Just because I don’t listen to your problems, doesn’t mean I don’t care. Just because I’m gullible, doesn’t mean I can be cheated. Just because I’m stubborn, doesn’t mean I’m not easy going. Just because I don’t study, doesn’t mean I’m stupid. Just because I don’t show my feelings, doesn’t mean I don’t have any. Just because I’m honest, doesn’t mean I’m outspoken. Just because I’m not like you, doesn’t mean I’m weird. Just because I’m unsure, doesn’t mean I’m afraid. Just because I don’t love you, doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings for you."

- From tumblr

I'm spending more time on tumblr now than blogger hahaha. The air there's fresher ^^

2010-07-19T03:46:00.000+08:00

Superficial

2010-07-18T19:12:00.003+08:00

I miss you. The old you.

I feel so lethargic these few days. Yesterday's picnic was successful! Shall wait for the photos hehe. Should I go for the vet job or wait for RP? Should i go wait for JCU or go for PSB? Roar.

Oh, I cant wait to meet fangs on Thursday! So many things to update each other :)

Hey,

2010-07-17T04:30:00.002+08:00

watch your mouth and get the facts right before shooting.

And i really hate the sentence 'so what do you expect me to do now'. Hardcore hate. The next time i hear it, i think i'm gonna punch the person right into the face. Ha, just kidding. Not aiming at any person so please dont think too much that its for you.

And having good temper doesnt mean that i have NO temper. So please dont push my limits. Good night bitches. Cant wait to meet my favourite girls tomorrow!^^

Instant

2010-07-11T02:49:00.005+08:00

There will always be words unspoken, truths untold. As much as I want to, I'm scared. Scared of falling down because I've got too many scars you dont know. It's a phobia I'm overcoming. It's scarier than anybody could imagine.

Despicable Me's niceee. Super cute. I missed Alice in Wonderland, and I just missed Shrek4 :(

I wanna watch Toy Story 3 and 9 temples. Cheryl promised to have horror movie marathon w me heh heh. And Part 3 of Chronicle of Narnia's coming out yay yay yay! Happy movies make me happy. I'm such a kid hehe.

2010-07-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

I have nothing to blog about.
But i'm looking forward to suntanning and swimming w gene tmr morning and friday's bbq hehe.

Other than that, life's mundane + in a mess. And my sinus problem's back.

2010-07-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

Cocoa

2010-06-30T23:57:00.007+08:00

Hehehehe I got so many chocolates thank you everybody!!! (L)

Actually got some more but i finish alr :$

Imbecile

2010-06-29T12:39:00.002+08:00

How can I change myself to be a priority when all along I'm an option?

I tried too hard, I need a break.

Forgive me.

I need to feel like a girl sometimes.

Reminisce

2010-06-29T03:27:00.002+08:00

It hard to keep myself going at this rate, but i promise to do my best. Anyway, Ive been loving tumblr. Its speaking my heart so much i can tear while reading those heartfelt posts. Find me if you can. The link's some whereeeeee.

Happy note: I still have lots of chocolates (especially hazelnut's) thank you all my loves. I'll upload a picture w ALL my chocolates maybe hehehe. And i'm going to GentlePaw's again tmr (i mean later) to see the dogssss :D

2010-06-28T04:39:00.002+08:00

Fml my W709's spoiled. Now i cant tap wifi using phone. I want my phone back cos there are so many things in there. I am depressed.

back at one

2010-06-27T03:18:00.000+08:00

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

My wisdom tooth is aching again zzzz. Its annoying and not making me any wiser lorrrr. And my tonsil problem is back, the same side as my wisdom tooth. I think I agitated it after accidentally swallowing a unagi bone. So if you see me and I dont talk, please forgive me haha.

Sore

2010-06-24T03:41:00.004+08:00

Nobody can make me feel better than you, nobody.

I'm back from genting, nothing much happened there except for eating ice cream in the cold at night w shorts and jacket-less and I injured myself, blood flow like buffet and flood my slippers hahaha. I'm back in singapore, I'm having sore throat, and I miss the weather and chee cheong fan there omg damn niceeeeee.

Back to Singapore= back to reality. I'm sick of disgusting real life dramas. Wanna play bitch game? I'm on. Not happy, come straight to me. Stop being sneaky.

happy pills

2010-06-20T01:37:00.006+08:00

I need no diamonds. I just need simple things to make me happy.
I've got a box of kinder surprise today, and 2 packets of kinder bueno from cheryl!!

I'm more than happy today:)

Anyway I'll be going genting on monday, 3 days 2 nights. I'll miss you.
And BBs, please change away the stupid airplane ringtone TYVM!!!!

Shall hit town tmr for shopping. I need clothes.

GentlePaws

2010-06-19T01:46:00.003+08:00

Hello hello. GentlePaws' having an adoption drive from 10 to 11 july at pasir ris. If you're interested to get a dog and have a big big heart, come down and visit! The dogs are v cute and all have v sad backgrounds:( So give them a good home! I'll most probably be there to help out also so if you're interested, call me :D

Blink.

2010-06-19T01:37:00.003+08:00

I'm so tired of doing the same thing over and over and over again. I'm not happy.

Do y'believe?

2010-06-15T03:20:00.003+08:00

我会很爱你一百个世纪
很爱很爱你没人能代替

Does she need you more than I do?

twenty

2010-06-15T03:16:00.000+08:00

I like how my both presents are in pink (:

Wired

2010-06-14T18:21:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, ignorance is bliss.
Sometimes, you'd rather be self denial than to be scarred by the truth.
Sometimes, you hope that you dont know about the things you dont wanna know.
Sometimes, its easier to pretend that you're fine because you're too tired to explain things.

I want to be happy for now. Please grant my wish.

5:40am

2010-06-14T05:34:00.004+08:00

I'm sleepy but I'm waiting for my hair to dry. I'm happy today too cos I got my second present ^^

My sticky's finishing because I have pig friends \m/
OH AND MY DRY INSTANT NOODLE ALSO. I just finished the last pack today:( Heng I still got my prawn soup one heh.

Note to self: buy MORE instant noodle just in case. Its my life saviour hahahaha.

2010-06-13T18:40:00.000+08:00

walao damn heartbreaking i wanna cry :'(

Airplane sucks

2010-06-13T02:27:00.003+08:00

Denise seriously never fails to irritate me. I think I'm immune to the airplane song even though I still hate it.
Now, I have something new to say when she sings the airplane song.

"Can we wish that airplane in the night sky's like shooting star~"
"NO I HOPE YOUR PLANE CRASH"
"Its okay, I dont need parachute ^^"
"I dont need no parachute, baby if i got you"

Love yesterday's surprise. Love yesterday even though my face's full of blemish thanks to the cream from the cake, my legs breaking from walking and my wallet got one hole cos i got cheated by another black hearted taxi driver AGAIN (2 times in a day fml), but i'm still happy and i bought 2 packs of STICKY!

Will update again (:

Bitchfist

2010-06-10T18:10:00.009+08:00

Yes bb i know you wont (:

"Can we wish that airplanes in the night sky's like shooting -cuts off-"

"OMG SHUT UP NO!"

Thanks to denise, the song kept me awake through the night cos it's repeating in my (existing) brain.

I'm meeting nicole and the rest for dinner tmr, then i'll head down for gay's night hehe.

I MISS GREG!!!!!! D:

Hate NS.

Oh, and i just realised that my birthday's just 5 days away omg why so fast?! I'm not gonna be a 19 year old kid any more. I'll be a 20 year old kid! :(

Just let me enjoy while i'm still 19 cos i can never be 19 again -sulks.

Sweetest Addiction

2010-06-06T03:53:00.002+08:00

Random crave: strawberry and arnold's chicken
Really damnnnn random. And, I wonder when i'll get my 11 cans of wznn, and my kinder family chocolates.
I had a full bowl of la mian from crystal jade today some more. Now i feel like making cup noodle at 4.30am stupid marilyn's eating too. Omg its all food. I'm gonna gain back all the weight I lost when i'm sick :(

Ecstacy

2010-06-05T16:27:00.006+08:00

Can I have you next to me today?

I'm so sleepy I only slept for less than 2 hours thanks to the 3 cans of redbull as mixer zzzzzzz. Clubbing for 2 days straight= cui. My eye bags are saying hello. No more clubbing/pubbing tonight sorry friends my bed miss me hahaha.
Thursday night was _____ till 6 plus at maxwell oh well I hope everything's alright now. Was only at the dance floor for about 30min but it was fun because of the right people and its freaking packed cos of SUTYA preview. Friday night was uh....... desperate guys -.-

Okay imma go take a power nap.

Summer snow

2010-06-03T02:04:00.004+08:00

So cuteeeeee reminds me of Hiyo when she's still a pup hehe.

I'm happy today! And I went out! Like, OFFICIALLY out till night after so long. Love the people I met today, full stop. The rest remains in ♥.

Greggy boy's enlisting tmr:(

Soon its gonna be more people going in. Gonna miss all of them.

Supergirl

2010-06-02T03:52:00.004+08:00

Hehehehehe so cute. I know of one, who keep cheating my feelings, forever sleeping :(
And one that keeps complaining to me on sms and msn and owes me WZNN,
And one that keeps sending me texts w typo errors (eg. hahahap, gagagaga),
And many many more <3

不要问我哭过了没因为超人不能流眼泪

Crossed path.

2010-05-31T03:53:00.005+08:00

People only cherish only after they lose things. So true. But sometimes, you'll only be left w memories.

I told magesh i'm too afraid to walk away because i feared not to be called back :(

Okay. 420am. Time to try to sleep. Nights world.

Poison

2010-05-30T04:37:00.003+08:00

Its 4.44am and i cant sleep. Felt like a loser suddenly. Sucks D:

Aint teling you how much you're missed.

Joy.

2010-05-27T01:32:00.001+08:00

Okay i stared at this space v long but i dont know how to start.

But i'm v happyyyyyy since yesterday. Cos i had the best dinner after so long w <3s, i think i ate ALOT compared to the past weeks hahahaha. I'm still v happy today!
My rash is recovering (although i'm still red) but i think my tonsil problem is back, so pain i cant turn my head properly idk why :(

Okay my blog is very boring because i never go out for almost 3 weeks alr i wanna eat frolick :(((
AND
I mayyyyyyyy be sneaking to town for a little while, just a LITTLE WHILE. I'm still weak I almost faint in kitchen yesterday but i'm still v happyyyyyyyyy :D

I feel like eating kinder bueno/kinder joy/kinder surprise I LOVE THE KINDER FAMILY

Bye!

Little angels

2010-05-24T02:37:00.002+08:00

If you could pick a day and re-live it, which will it be?

Hello you,
Please take care of yourself from the insects and rocks!

W love,
Me.

My skin's so dry, my hands and feet are swollen, but I think I'm recovering! \m/

Thursday.

2010-05-20T17:46:00.003+08:00

Its Thursday.
I should be out. I want to be out.
But I'm stucked alone in this room looking and feeling like a freak who has rash reaching her wrist and ankle, and there's hints of pink rashes starting to appear on the face any time.
Its fucking itchy.
I still have important things to do, I have to go out.
But I'm not recovering at all.

I feel so depressed now I wanna cry :(

Sorry, you.

Itch itch itch itch itchyyyyyyyyy D:

2010-05-19T22:22:00.005+08:00

Star crossed lovers
They say we’re not meant to be
‘Cause the stars in the sky, and the fashion that they are aligned.
I say if the futures been drawn out there’s no point in living.
I wont give up my love so that fate can have its way.

My rash is fucking spreading and the itch is making me have short spasm _l_

The twitching heart and a stolen glance

2010-05-15T17:14:00.005+08:00

Everything will change,

love remains the same.

Hello, I'm halfway recovering from my illness. Thanks everybody who texted/called me to show concern love die everybody!!! (:
Its called Acute Tonsillities (Google it!). Been to the doctor's twice and the hospital once. Had drug allergy in between which complicates things, had a jab, motherfucking throat pain which makes me have zero appetite cos i cant swallow anything, fever going up and down, chills, rashes, body ache till i'm paralyzed etc BUT just today the fever's gone, body ache's gone and i managed to swallow one full bowl of cold cold tau huey ^^
I've been craving for weird things. Like yesterday i was craving for ribena, last night was tau huey, now i'm craving for frozen yogurt :(
But i still cant go out yet i supposed, cos i'm still weak and my rashes are kinda spreading. I think I'll look like a freak soon if it doesnt stop and nobody will want me any moreeeeeeeee :'(

I wanna faster faster recover, then i can go outttttt, and start to meet people again because I havent seen any friend for almost a week and I had to miss pinkdot this year damn sadddd. Once in a year only lor. TSK.

Hokay i'm really really really hungry now, I feel itchy scratchy all over i think its going to my face soon i hope not, and........ I really feel like eating frozen yogurt :(

Bye.

Edited-

Okay so i was wrong, my fever came back. Walao fml..... I used to be quite excited about taking pills when i was a kid (dont talk about the seeing doctor part) but this time round I see the pills I wanna go *&^%$& wtf eat pills until i full, literally.

Latest temperature was 38.7 degree celsius. I cant seems to use my sense of smell v well. I keep smelling...........wood? No. Ashes? Idk la. Something weird. 7 days of fever makes me a true hot babe ahahahaha.

BUT! Dont worry. I'll recover soon, because supergirl never dies! I still have missions (:

Mumsie day

2010-05-11T02:30:00.002+08:00

Jumbo for dinner for celebrate mother's day. 1 word: shiok la! 4 person eat $200++ after $50 off. SIAO. The pig family seriously.

I've officially got the fever bug alr. I think i've got it 2 days back but i only got thermometer today, and tmr's graduation ceremony wha fml hahaha. I'm going to pass my bug to all SAS people ^^

WHY MY PAY HAVENT COME YETTTTTT :(

Actually I'm kinda jittery for the ceremony hahahahaha

Let's play blindfold

2010-05-09T16:28:00.003+08:00

And I've thrown away my pride, ego, feelings and heart.

They're invisible.