PMS

MENSES CRAMPS

ATTITUDE

i'm sorry i irritated you you'll.

i thought you could understand how i feel.

i'm sorry, friends.

i'm sorry, to the dearest friend out there who always wake me up from my dream and bring me back to reality, that i feel has always been by my side.

i need some time alone.

damn. peisi and chris is not in school.

ut later.

I don’t know whats the fucking problem with me nowadays.

Yes, I think the problem is with me. But its not just me feeling this way.
2 friends. TWO friends whom I treasure so much. Idk what to say. And maybe sometimes I shouldn’t even say anything. Truths are hurtful. And nobody wants to hear the truth, of how we feel and everything. Maybe I should just keep my fucking big fat mouth shut. Maybe I'm making everyone hates me. Yar, I am irritating and my attitude sucks. I should just bang the wall and die. Like, damn fucking sad :(

Friends sometimes just dont get how much I needed them.

Yes you have your freedom and so what if I have my prejudice. Yes you should treat your friend the way your friend treats you. I'm sorry. I'm just a brainless bitch. I should've treat you better. I dont deserves anything. I'm really sorry. Please let things be back, to where it used to be. I'm just, speechless.

Okay maybe I shouldnt say anything anymore. I guess it would just make things worse.

I had enough of what is happening around me. I want to sleep and never wake up again. Nobody understands how I feel. Nobody cares anyway.

Went out with Nicole, Kaiqing and Vivienne yesterday to Vivo to give Viv a birthday surprise. Damn happy to see them. And we played like nobody's business. Its been long. Photo updates soon.

shooooo cough. i hate you.

this CHRIS ARH. PS ME AGAIN THIS MORNING. what happened was this morning, i recieved 2 messages, one from gene and one from peisi. one go school first and one will be late. then i called chris when i reached the interchange and i couldnt get through her phone, so i thought her line kena cut off. so i waited like an idiot, but in the end she never come :(
christina chan you cheat my feelings again. i'm so gonna kick your ass. watch out.

and today's biochem was a brisk :D
my presentation was good and i understood totally! heh.
clap for me people.

i am hungry. i feel like eating this. this is actually my breakfast that me and my sis made. and its damn cute. hahaha. but the right eye machiam got eye cataract like that. LOL.

i hate to work with people who like to snatch credits, period.
and its been 2 days with 2 different person y'know! :(
i've been hardworking in class these 2 days lah. i'm doing work y'know! okay lah. not that i usually dont. its just that when my group got those people that likes to act clever and do everything so that they will get all the credit, i wont do anything. i'll just prolly do my part and maybe go downstairs to slack or accompany mat and guys go fag, since got nothing much to do and the class sucks. okay not all the people in the class sucks. its just hard to get close to the class because there are different people coming and leaving the class everyday. i cant remember their names except for a few. i dont even know some of my team mates name cos i only see them for once a week.

going yvonne's house later. but my body feels dead. and i feel like puking everything out now. its so sickening. i'm feeling unwell, and coughing like fuck. my mucus are depriving me my oxygen.
and my aunty just need to nag and nag to make sure that the cough syrup goes down my throat last night but i kept asking her to wait cos i'm making yvonne's birthday card. hard work eh! i'll make sure she paste that bloody card on her wall and read the messages from us every night before she goes to sleep. its actually kinda tasty, i like. haha.

my friends are all leading good life sia. one by one all go holiday. fangs go bangkok. peisi go japan. now yvonne going thailand soon also. LOL. i also want lahhhhh :(
hope you have a safe trip, girl. take care and remember to buy back lots of stuffs to peace your friends! haha.

okay i really really feel like throwing up. i can feel that warm thing up my throat and i kept swallowing it back. fffffffffffuck. bye.