yes, i'm quite sure that my friends are somehow shunning from me? not talking about gene or peisi. i dont know. i've been pondering.

whats the point of waiting for you all when you all decided to leave without me?
whats the point of waiting for you guys to call me when you all dont seems to want me there?
and my dear friend has been so cold towards me, she dont even seems to want to talk to me? i miss all the nonsense talk that we use to have.(i dont know if she knows that i am talking about her?)


nothing offensive. i just want to voice out my thoughts.
and chris just told me she didnt bind today. which means its totally bare. HAHAHAHA. i shy lah!










i feel %^#&*@#$.

Is everybody shunning away from me?

un-loved.

anyway i'm on PROBATION people. no outings for me, handphone on-ed for 24/7, no hanging out late unless its with my family. look at what shit i'd got myself into D':

AND I CHANGED MY SIM CARD WITH MY SIS ALRD SO PLEASE DONT CALL MY OLD NUMBER. unless you wanna talk to my sis lah. she's chio (:

classic yo! dont kill me pleaseeee =X

WE LOVE ADMIRALTY PARK! (:

gayness.and i'm loving that fake eyeliner tatoo, ryzzal.sparsticity.
that was so genting.

i'm loving my life now. i'm moving on, hack yes, and you should too. i thought its hard. but something is dominating me, i know. and i know i am doing the right thing, somehow. thanks sis. i know what you're doing is for my own good. and i'm sorry.

thanks fangying, for listening to me and standing by me.

thanks christina chan, for your 'love la, love' :D

thanks yvonne, for your shoulder.

thanks 54N clique, for tolerating my nonsense.

and thanks to all of you all out there, for being my friend.

i know i sucks, and i'm full of shit. thanks for all that love.

anyway i found my brown eyeliner! maybe life's back on track (:

what's wrong with me?!

bad day D:

Today is a bad day. I woke up, went toilet, and my menses came. Then, I wash up, comb my hair, and I couldn’t find my brown eyeliner D':
My left ear is damn pain and swollen thanks to some one.
And its only 9.03am.
I don’t know what will happen at the later part of the day.

BUT. Fangying is treating us to White Dog Café, then after that we may be chilling out at Esplanade or what. I hope that will make my day better (:

and cheer up dear. Monster will be back soon. You know ily the most :D