Thursday, April 29, 2010




“From time to time, people tell me, “lighten up, it’s just a dog,” or, “that’s a lot of money for just a dog.” They don’t understand the distance traveled, the time spent, or the costs involved for “just a dog.”

Some of my proudest moments have come about with “just a dog.” Many hours have passed and my only company was “just a dog,” but I did not once feel slighted. Some of my saddest moments have been brought about by “just a dog,” and in those days of darkness, the gentle touch of “just a dog” gave me comfort and reason to overcome the day.

If you, too, think it’s “just a dog,” then you will probably understand phases like “just a friend,” “just a sunrise,” or “just a promise.”

“Just a dog” brings into my life the very essence of friendship, trust, and pure unbridled joy. “Just a dog” brings out the compassion and patience that make me a better person.

Because of “just a dog” I will rise early, take long walks and look longingly to the future. So for me and folks like me, it’s not “just a dog” but an embodiment of all the hopes and dreams of the future, the fond memories of the past, and the pure joy of the moment.

“Just a dog” brings out what’s good in me and diverts my thoughts away from myself and the worries of the day. I hope that someday they can understand that it’s not “just a dog” but the thing that gives me humanity and keeps me from being “just a man.”

So the next time you hear the phrase “just a dog.” just smile, because they “just don’t understand.” ” —Anonymous

-- deemuffin.tumblr


Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

-Mallory Marie

hide&seek

So baby tell me what you want,
and dont leave me guessing the possibilities.

Kbox w the 5 girls yesterday, bumped into xiang, jeff, kim and jiamin, totally enjoyed myself, butt greg joined in then off to sengkang for dinner and chilling session.

Oh and i'm v happy yesterday hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. It's the same feeling as hanging out w your eyecandy for the whole day kinda feeling, y'know that feeling not?! ^^

xy: eh give me your phone, i send you something (:

me: *checks phone upon recieving* AIYO, THANK YOU LEH!! ^^

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *melts*

side note: I want to clubbbb. I miss thursdays :(

I'm dealing better.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

super no.1

I'm fightin' for this girl
In the battlefield of love

I saw a lil frog being squashed to death by a big truck while waiting for bus but there's nothing i can do to help that lil thing :(
Anyway i'm back home from meeting greg pingpongpiangz, xy and denise yeowgui. So sad la cos i cannot see the hunk greg is bringing cos i need to go off early :<

And so..... my sat is wasted and i can foresee my sunday too hahaha. I'm wasting time seriously. CHRISTABEL HENG when are we going down to JCU?!?!?!?! Please contact me ah!
And i'm counting down to something that i'll never want to face :'(



Suddenly everything seems to be worth, w nothing of return .

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Uncertain paranoia

I.Need.Assurance. Just that little.

Hello I am back from the chalet and i'm deadbeat cos after work was immediate chalet and i didnt sleep more than 3 hours for the chalet. So here i am, ready to concuss after my bath and i'll be holding my phone to sleep just to wait for it to beep.

Recent eventful eventss:

Sunset grill- Level 30 wings ftw.



Meeting the secondary school people (:






Elvira's birthday/house warming bbq



And the chalet!




Many more but i cant exactly remember them because there're no photos and my brain's getting rusty. More photos on fb. I wanna work more, and earn more money cos i kinda need them badly. Oh and try to get myself into Uni. I wanna study omg although i know after that i'll hate school again. And and and i cant decide whether to take out my piercing cos i'm bored of it alr i have really short attention span when it comes to certain things. But sometimes i'm amazed at how i'm able to hold on to things too.


K i'm really sleepy but the toilet's still in used. Mum's not gonna be back tonight again but i think i wont have a v big problem sleeping alone cos i'm really tired, and idk what's gonna be my plan for tmr. G'night.



I'm happy having you my priority. I'm happy suffering from delusions. I'm happy like that. Dont take it away from me.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

How do you measure the depth of pain?

Too tired to blog. Very very tired. Till then.

xo.