Monday, May 31, 2010

Crossed path.


People only cherish only after they lose things. So true. But sometimes, you'll only be left w memories.




I told magesh i'm too afraid to walk away because i feared not to be called back :(
Okay. 420am. Time to try to sleep. Nights world.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Poison


Its 4.44am and i cant sleep. Felt like a loser suddenly. Sucks D:
Aint teling you how much you're missed.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Joy.

Okay i stared at this space v long but i dont know how to start.



But i'm v happyyyyyy since yesterday. Cos i had the best dinner after so long w <3s, i think i ate ALOT compared to the past weeks hahahaha. I'm still v happy today!
My rash is recovering (although i'm still red) but i think my tonsil problem is back, so pain i cant turn my head properly idk why :(


Okay my blog is very boring because i never go out for almost 3 weeks alr i wanna eat frolick :(((
AND
I mayyyyyyyy be sneaking to town for a little while, just a LITTLE WHILE. I'm still weak I almost faint in kitchen yesterday but i'm still v happyyyyyyyyy :D

I feel like eating kinder bueno/kinder joy/kinder surprise I LOVE THE KINDER FAMILY



Bye!

Monday, May 24, 2010

Little angels

If you could pick a day and re-live it, which will it be?



Hello you,
Please take care of yourself from the insects and rocks!

W love,
Me.





My skin's so dry, my hands and feet are swollen, but I think I'm recovering! \m/

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Thursday.

Its Thursday.
I should be out. I want to be out.
But I'm stucked alone in this room looking and feeling like a freak who has rash reaching her wrist and ankle, and there's hints of pink rashes starting to appear on the face any time.
Its fucking itchy.
I still have important things to do, I have to go out.
But I'm not recovering at all.

I feel so depressed now I wanna cry :(


Sorry, you.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Itch itch itch itch itchyyyyyyyyy D:

Star crossed lovers
They say we’re not meant to be
‘Cause the stars in the sky, and the fashion that they are aligned.
I say if the futures been drawn out there’s no point in living.
I wont give up my love so that fate can have its way.


My rash is fucking spreading and the itch is making me have short spasm _l_

Saturday, May 15, 2010

The twitching heart and a stolen glance

Everything will change,
love remains the same.



Hello, I'm halfway recovering from my illness. Thanks everybody who texted/called me to show concern love die everybody!!! (:
Its called Acute Tonsillities (Google it!). Been to the doctor's twice and the hospital once. Had drug allergy in between which complicates things, had a jab, motherfucking throat pain which makes me have zero appetite cos i cant swallow anything, fever going up and down, chills, rashes, body ache till i'm paralyzed etc BUT just today the fever's gone, body ache's gone and i managed to swallow one full bowl of cold cold tau huey ^^
I've been craving for weird things. Like yesterday i was craving for ribena, last night was tau huey, now i'm craving for frozen yogurt :(
But i still cant go out yet i supposed, cos i'm still weak and my rashes are kinda spreading. I think I'll look like a freak soon if it doesnt stop and nobody will want me any moreeeeeeeee :'(

I wanna faster faster recover, then i can go outttttt, and start to meet people again because I havent seen any friend for almost a week and I had to miss pinkdot this year damn sadddd. Once in a year only lor. TSK.

Hokay i'm really really really hungry now, I feel itchy scratchy all over i think its going to my face soon i hope not, and........ I really feel like eating frozen yogurt :(


Bye.

Edited-

Okay so i was wrong, my fever came back. Walao fml..... I used to be quite excited about taking pills when i was a kid (dont talk about the seeing doctor part) but this time round I see the pills I wanna go *&^%$& wtf eat pills until i full, literally.

Latest temperature was 38.7 degree celsius. I cant seems to use my sense of smell v well. I keep smelling...........wood? No. Ashes? Idk la. Something weird. 7 days of fever makes me a true hot babe ahahahaha.

BUT! Dont worry. I'll recover soon, because supergirl never dies! I still have missions (:

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Mumsie day

Jumbo for dinner for celebrate mother's day. 1 word: shiok la! 4 person eat $200++ after $50 off. SIAO. The pig family seriously.

I've officially got the fever bug alr. I think i've got it 2 days back but i only got thermometer today, and tmr's graduation ceremony wha fml hahaha. I'm going to pass my bug to all SAS people ^^


WHY MY PAY HAVENT COME YETTTTTT :(



Actually I'm kinda jittery for the ceremony hahahahaha

Sunday, May 09, 2010

Let's play blindfold

And I've thrown away my pride, ego, feelings and heart.


They're invisible.

I'll wait a lifetime.


Mummy's out to play mahjong tonightttttttt= sleepless night.
I'm weird. I'm a big girl but I cant sleep alone :(


Something is wrong w me. My chest hurts frequently, I cough like freeflow, my ankle and wrist problem's back... and my neck. Fml.




Heart hurts too.


Saturday, May 08, 2010

Fight for this love



Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

You can make me smile, you can make me cry. You can make a place call heaven and hell. I'm controlled, I'm not struggling, because its you.

I need sugar rush to make me happy. I want kinder bueno:(

AND MY WANG ZAI NIU NAI FROM MYJM!!!

anyway........

the sick thing has been passing around FROM DENISE.
Victims: xinyi, hazel, yifang, greg

Hope i'm not the next one....

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

loosen up and party out.

Friday night @ Play ^^
Totally different feeling from thursday nights.
Thursday night= familiar faces all over
Friday night= STRANGERS all around

Still fun though. Great company, good music but just one queer incident hahahaha. Eww.












Dont have to check on my blog everyday for updates about you leh. Its topping the charts. You made me felt like I've disappoint you and I hate to disappoint people. But i'm not gonna make my blog an angsty one so I'm holding back ^^
I wanna start work soon and earn money! And hoping to go back school to study w bel asap (:

Monday, May 03, 2010

It's killing me

Hello. I'm back from the movie. Kickass was awesome. I'm happy in the car ride. I dont feel like doing anything now except staring into space. Goodbye.