i was just deciding whether to go Play with peipei they all tmr,
but,
i dont even need to think about it now. great.
i dont get it!
but i guess i dont have to.

i hate to stay at home.
spider webs are growing on me, so are the fats.
all of a sudden, i hope school starts soon.

PP's over, like FINALLY.
i think it went well, not as scary as i thought it would be(:
and i think i am addicted to cutting hair.
i think it just made me feel, changed, some how.

blogger's back to normal.

which means that i can upload pictures!

i hate to blog without pictures.

is staying at home the new sex now?

i wanna ton out someday.

home is so $%^&*.

i miss my friends.

naz i want bitch talk soon please.

i'm home alone again and its so boooooringgggg.
going for match later, then to hospital.

hate cough. it kept me awake for a while last night. it wont stop.


and i hope life would change, somehow.
i dont know in what way, and i usually hate changes.
and i hope my aunty wont pressurize me so much.
i just need rest.


&blogger's really cranky. i cant even bold or italic. zzz.

blogger still dont allow me to upload photos. i hate blogger :(

thanks naz and ryzzal for coming over my house that day to kill my boredom. i appreciate it veh much:D

i'll upload the photos as soon as blooger allows me to.



my bro-in-law is admitted into the hospital cos he was bitten by something on his thumb and apparently it leads to infection in his blood vessle or something like that. i hope he gets well soon(:

kayyyyys people. me are damn farking bored.

:(((((

naz and ryzzal's taking forever to come MY HOUSE. yes they're coming over to accompnay me. the dogs are sleeping. i'm alone at home. now,thats sad.

i dont know what's wrong with blogger. the icons on top are missing= cannot upload photos. and no, i'm not at the edit html mode. even that icon itself is missing.


my blardy advisor says that my poster is too wordy. damn. i hate her. i edited alrdy okay! i dont care. i'm not going to let her approve alrdy. hah.

had been eating instant noodles for 2 days. kinda sick of it. hey i usually love instant noodles okay. just that i dont really like the ones at home.


okay my post is random. dont mind me.
so much for being AT HOME D:
i want party please.
my idiot1 too. heh.
singapore is such a boring place, and the night life is $%^&*.

genevieve tan please cheer up. you said you werent sad but i aint so sure, so yar(:



k, bye.

my genetics faci, felicia changed group today.
SHE CHANGE AWAY MY FAVOURITE TEAM:(
my idiot 1, idiot 2, asshole and bastard :(

idiot 1 miss me alotttt that she put this as her msn nick
x- i.luv.my.idiot2 and fuking bitch... pls come bak.2.mie.soon (: no fyp pls.... i'm out of it.... '.'.'.'.'.'. ❤ ˚-x says:

awww. i love my idiot 1 too. haha.


went cwp with mum and naz after school to get my baggggg. she wasnt here cos she have to work. OH SO SAD. LOL. didnt manage to get my havianas cos dont have the one that i wanted.
naz knows how happy i am cos i was smiling all the way. heh.

went up to kelong just now. ate super lots of baby lobsters. shiok sial (:

cant go Play with chris on the 13th alrdy cos i'll be in GENTING(:
sorry love. go with you next time okay?


life's been good. not the best, but its better. thanks people.

work on sunday at ford canning park. it SHOULD be a nice place, quiet, serene,romantic and peaceful, where newly weds go there to take wedding photos, family go there for picnic, and couples go there hanky panky etc.

BUT.

last sunday was powderful. we had this party there, morning for the indonesians and night for the indians and bangladesh. WAH REALLY POWERFUL ONE LOR. mountain people mountain sea-.-

the best part was, RAIN. all day long please. i was drenched, totally.

me, peisi and larry was in charge of the main entrance where we will collect the ticket, give lucky draw coupons and free gifts, which was a pathetic sunshine bread and a bottle of SINGTEL mineral water. haha. too bad peisi had to go in to help with the top up cards.

night time was fun cos there are still alot of leftover breads. SO, we gave away the breads in BULK. and the indians and bangladesh just snatch like the breads are gold. plus the place is super drk at night so we just see many many black hands snatching all out bags. scary can. even the breads that we kept for ourselves also GONE. poof. haha.

thank god tinghui's dad came to fetch us home, if not i'll be dead beat by the time i reach home, cos i'm alrdy half dead. 9am to 11om leh! my underwear was still wet when i reach home can.

photos to be uploaded soooon.

cam-whored with naz few days back. just a 2 of us, with lollipops and 30 min or so. the photos are flooding my phone please. hahaha. yea we missed each other alot cos we were not in the same class that day. HAHA.

she's got me deeeepest, daaaaarkest secrets. LOL.

went sis house yesterday. didnt manage to play badminton though. MY HANDS ARE ITCHING. haha. going simei ite later to watch badminton match. i hope we can get a medal this year. jia you people (:

oh gosh my cough is back. its damn irritating.

on a lighter note, MY PP POSTER IS DONE:D

printing is expensive cannn. i'm going to find a cheap cheap printing shop.

&&& TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

i'm going to miss the ex-w54n people, for one week.

but here comes my beauty sleep. yay!

random sushi plates, taken at some sushi restaurant i forgot the name. we're pig family. serene love my hair. look at this photo in a artistic point of view. haha.
my hairrrrr. short not short not?

Finally, I went to cut my hair on tuesday. Like FINALLY. And I'm so happy about it, I was so hyper lah. Can you imagine I did all the chemical equation and solve the problem statement today? CHEMISTRY EH. Hahaha.

I totally love my new hair. The longest part is at my bra hook, the shortest is a little above my ear. Go imagine. haha.

and nazzzz is not in school today:(

not here to share my joy. COS SHE GOT FOOD POISONING. HAHAHA.

open up and see. its darn farneyyyy.

me and naz is having some lame chat. its funny. lets share(:

[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
i totally love my hair now lah
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
i spend like 1 hour plus cutting
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
ill see tmrw
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
yes yes(:
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
is it emo-ish
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
ill give u some of my shit
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
no its not
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
i think i look alot neater:D
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
i dont want your shit
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
i bet its liquidish
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
duh!
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
& very nice smell
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
like pooooo
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
duh it is poo
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
wth
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
LOL
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
does it smells like chicken?
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
yea balls
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
omg i bet its tasty too
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
did you like, try it or something?
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
u can have the honor!!!
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
omg i am touched cannn!
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
chew chew.
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
chew chew chew(:
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
ehno
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
it should be slurpy isnt it?
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
:D

(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
wat is slurpy?
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
cos its liquidish, you dont have to chew. just slurpppppp it

(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
fucken shit. dats so gross.
(M) ๑۩۞۩๑ AsywaQ ๑۩۞۩๑ says:
horrible
[[♥ meow`]]™ ;perfectly imperfect says:
stop acting like you are any less grossier than me please

then she dont wanna talk to me:(

SO SAD CAN!

anyway i am high. like high on drugs or something. haha. and i'm full of equations! can you imagine me teaching chris alan and peisi biochem all at the same time? like ME? omg. and i am having chem today, i think god is looking over me (:

going back for coach lee's lesson later. i hope i wont die. i havent been playing badminton for 2 months. i bet he'll say something like 'huimin what happen to you?' or something. gosh!

yar i took the last photo merrily-go-round myself and it was edited by yours truely too. how many times you want me to repeat -.-
if you dont believe you go deviantart find, if have i tok diao. LOL.
not counted if you find it in my deviant account though. hahaha.

life's fine. i seriously need to cut hair. SERIOUSLY.
and i am missing alot of people.

studied for chemistry last night, and i realised that i dont understand almost everything. cool shit. wth. zzz. dont know what am i doing in class sial. sure flunk. i need to pull up my panties.

k back to lesson. i wanna pay attention okayyyy. imma goodd girrrl. hah.

Serenading pieces,

Merry-go-round,

And floating drapes

Of breezes so sweet.

and thats the warmth of home.

something to share(:

' You have never lived my life.

So you don't know anything about it so do stop thinking that you know everything. Because truth is, you will never understand.

You smirk at others as if you are of higher status to them.

But do you know? People from the opposite side do not care.

Instead, they are mocking at how shallow you are.

You have to accept the fact that to some other people,

Your opinions don't matter.

Stay in your own space and stop trying to squash into mine.

Thank you.'

Quoted from ICEANGEL's blog.

Not trying to refer to anyone though. Just like the way that she blog though i'm not a great fan of hers.

And I agree to what she says.

FINALLY, after so long, I WENT FARM YESTERDAY &&& BIRD SHOPPPPP! (:

Damn fun cannnn. Its like when bro-in-law dont have car license, we've not been to the farm. So finally he got his car license back, farm is love:D

Drop-by Goodwill yesterday to look at birdies, and I'm so tempted to buyyy. But I wont cos I dont even have enough time for tenshi alrdy. Spend quite a sum there.

Bought pellets, travelling cage and calcuim&vitamin powder, all for tenshi.

Then to cow farm to drink milk, vegetable farm and farm mart for BBQ quails, super nice otah, honey water, puppies, more parrots and fish therapy.

I swear I wanna go there more more more.

And he's coming to fetch me after school today to go farm to get quails cos mum's cooking curry chicken tonight and we are frying the quailssss. heh.

I wanna clubbbbb ):

blogskin changed. its too colourful, it hurts my eye. its irritating.






i'm fine. really.
because it cant get any worser.








eejia says: eh i stomachache leh. want go accompany me shit not?
me says: serious arh?
eejia: yar!

HAHAHAHA. idk why, but its funny. it made us laugh (:

PMS

MENSES CRAMPS

ATTITUDE

i'm sorry i irritated you you'll.

i thought you could understand how i feel.

i'm sorry, friends.

i'm sorry, to the dearest friend out there who always wake me up from my dream and bring me back to reality, that i feel has always been by my side.

i need some time alone.

damn. peisi and chris is not in school.

ut later.

I don’t know whats the fucking problem with me nowadays.

Yes, I think the problem is with me. But its not just me feeling this way.
2 friends. TWO friends whom I treasure so much. Idk what to say. And maybe sometimes I shouldn’t even say anything. Truths are hurtful. And nobody wants to hear the truth, of how we feel and everything. Maybe I should just keep my fucking big fat mouth shut. Maybe I'm making everyone hates me. Yar, I am irritating and my attitude sucks. I should just bang the wall and die. Like, damn fucking sad :(

Friends sometimes just dont get how much I needed them.

Yes you have your freedom and so what if I have my prejudice. Yes you should treat your friend the way your friend treats you. I'm sorry. I'm just a brainless bitch. I should've treat you better. I dont deserves anything. I'm really sorry. Please let things be back, to where it used to be. I'm just, speechless.

Okay maybe I shouldnt say anything anymore. I guess it would just make things worse.

I had enough of what is happening around me. I want to sleep and never wake up again. Nobody understands how I feel. Nobody cares anyway.

Went out with Nicole, Kaiqing and Vivienne yesterday to Vivo to give Viv a birthday surprise. Damn happy to see them. And we played like nobody's business. Its been long. Photo updates soon.

shooooo cough. i hate you.

this CHRIS ARH. PS ME AGAIN THIS MORNING. what happened was this morning, i recieved 2 messages, one from gene and one from peisi. one go school first and one will be late. then i called chris when i reached the interchange and i couldnt get through her phone, so i thought her line kena cut off. so i waited like an idiot, but in the end she never come :(
christina chan you cheat my feelings again. i'm so gonna kick your ass. watch out.

and today's biochem was a brisk :D
my presentation was good and i understood totally! heh.
clap for me people.

i am hungry. i feel like eating this. this is actually my breakfast that me and my sis made. and its damn cute. hahaha. but the right eye machiam got eye cataract like that. LOL.

i hate to work with people who like to snatch credits, period.
and its been 2 days with 2 different person y'know! :(
i've been hardworking in class these 2 days lah. i'm doing work y'know! okay lah. not that i usually dont. its just that when my group got those people that likes to act clever and do everything so that they will get all the credit, i wont do anything. i'll just prolly do my part and maybe go downstairs to slack or accompany mat and guys go fag, since got nothing much to do and the class sucks. okay not all the people in the class sucks. its just hard to get close to the class because there are different people coming and leaving the class everyday. i cant remember their names except for a few. i dont even know some of my team mates name cos i only see them for once a week.

going yvonne's house later. but my body feels dead. and i feel like puking everything out now. its so sickening. i'm feeling unwell, and coughing like fuck. my mucus are depriving me my oxygen.
and my aunty just need to nag and nag to make sure that the cough syrup goes down my throat last night but i kept asking her to wait cos i'm making yvonne's birthday card. hard work eh! i'll make sure she paste that bloody card on her wall and read the messages from us every night before she goes to sleep. its actually kinda tasty, i like. haha.

my friends are all leading good life sia. one by one all go holiday. fangs go bangkok. peisi go japan. now yvonne going thailand soon also. LOL. i also want lahhhhh :(
hope you have a safe trip, girl. take care and remember to buy back lots of stuffs to peace your friends! haha.

okay i really really feel like throwing up. i can feel that warm thing up my throat and i kept swallowing it back. fffffffffffuck. bye.