when i am 13 year old,
i had the nerd-iest center parting hair all tied up in a ponytail,
i watch powerpuff girls,
i dont do makeups,
i dont know what's eyeliner,
i go home straight after school/cca,
i own a lousy phone with no camera,
i dont go town for shopping,
i dont go for sushi buffet with my friends,
i had $2.50 per day for school,
i dont own a computer,
i ...........

teenagers nowadays really look mature and dont look like their age. 13 year old looks like 23, have the best phones, best make up skills, get to stay out late, town almost everyday, eat the most expensive food, owns credit card and spend like nobody's business, has their own laptops etc.

BUT, i am contented with what i have for now. because i have the best pals who are supportive of whatever things i do, and i have a family who looks after me till i am so fat although i have a broken family. its enough, really.
okay i dont know what i am typing. ethel knows. haha.

its CHINESE NEW YEAR!:D happy cny to all and get lots of ang bao okay?
and i am wearing dress and wedges today. believe it or not, toot? HAHA. i'll try not to sit with my legs open. hehe.

I lack retail therapy please. Totally see-everything-must-buy mood. I think my self-control is superb. HAHA.
These 2 bags caught my eye and i fought with my wallet. $36. Worth it? I am still deciding should i buy/which one to buy. Hmm.

Swimming with ps and gene, then bugis yesterday. bought 2 skinnies but no tops catch my eye. thanks to the 2 who had to wait for me so long while i try. and its hell lots of people for a wednesday please. Dinner, then desert at ah chew. gene ate alot okay. like ALOT. HAHA.

went to meet sis, broinlaw and cousin after that in bugis junction. saw a dress that caught my eye at topshop. But its $112 which my wallet screams help, and its black and white which is impossible for me to wear on cny. In the end, got all my tops from Fox, which are all sleeveless. So not me. Haha. But sis pay for them, so its a lesser burden. Thanks sis.

Pay day will go to Diva! So many bangles caught my eye! And guess what? They have rainbow series accessories-omgawd. Some are too kua zhang uh.

Accompanying jac to amk hub after school to get her everlast pumps. I am considering getting it too since i havent buy any shoe for cny and i can wear that to school. Heh. Going to see flowers tonight, and ponning chemistry tomorrow. YAY. but still, i have to go back school for interview for FOP with toot :(

i sit with my legs open, very funny meh???

today, i make miss tan angry. because i forgot to tell her that i am going to school. sorry lah niang, i thought you know. cos 1. i need to come school to know the fyp teaming result, 2. i got ut, 3. my uncle dont let me pon.
sososososo sorryyyy. dont angry ardy k.

these 2 weeks was hectic, i couldnt even have enough sleep everday. openhouse, meetings, meetings, work, meetings, school and more meetings.
anyway, today is such a bad day. the curse of 12.34 am/pm came back. i couldnt get into eunice group. my heart totally dropped. i thought i could, we all thought we could. we put in so much effort, we went for the openhouse, meetings and everything, but we still couldnt get. i felt so disappointed, i felt kinda, used. no use crying, because it wouldnt change her decision.
i wanted the topic so much, i am willing to give up my time for everything. probably we were much weaker compared to the other 2 teams. hais.
I AM SO SAD LAH! CB. i really very dulan lah. no words to express. bye.

0- Who passed you this survey?
What is your relationship to her? How do u befriend with her? And how do u find her?
Vivian. She's my ex-classmate, my FYP team mate's gf, and my good friend. She's skinny, funny, noisy blah blah blah. Why is it called a strawberry when there is no straw in the berry? LOL.


1- What is your real name?

Cheng Hwee Miang. Oh i hate my english name.


2- Which one do you prefer to be call?
Huimin, cyntherea if you want to. but i might not turn around. hahaha.


3- Are u currently wearing something green?
No.


4- Do u eat raw salmon?
yes:)


5- Are u married? If no, when do u intend to get hitched?
No. Not anytime soon. Not until i enjoy myself enough:D


6- Are u attached or no? If yes whats his name and how do u met?
NO.


7- If you are attached, would you mind if your boy got kissed by someone?
It depends.


8- Do u love answering back?
did i mention, thats my hobby?


9- What is you fav color? Name three.
Black, rainbow, red


10- Why do u like the 2nd color of your earlier answer?
;)


11- Do u think u are someone known to public?
no?


12- Have u had sex with anyone before?
HAHAHA.


13- Do u like to be hated?
who likes to?


14- Do u think this survey is stupid? If yes, why? If no, why?
yes, because it asks stupid questions.


15- What is your fav lingerie shops? Name two.
anything comfy will be fine like like La Senza, Piere Cardin etc. but fyi, i dont buy market ones. oh i love sports bra!


17- What is your fav watch brand?
Sports watch


18- Have u own all the above mentioned watches yet?

Adidas


19- What is your current addiction fav song?
Wonderwall, I just cant live a lie, I kissed a girl


20- Name your fav blog website besides than your site (list their name down)
wiki, facebook, LJs and blogger



21- Do u think by blogging can make u famous?
i dont need that



22- Do u support rima melati adams or ida nerina? Pls chose only one.
?!


23- Do u think taufik batisah or hady mirza has the nicest voice? Chose only one.
Taufik Batisah.


24- Are u planning to adopt a child like Angelina Jolie does?
No.


25- Do u think you are pretty/handsome?

If i lose another 20kg. HAHA.


26- Do u rate yourself as caring or understanding?
idk?


27- What is your occupation now?
student, part-timer.


28- Where do u usually shop for your clothes?

Random with anything that catch my eye. but i love bugis street(cheap deals), F21, hula&co, cotton-on etc.


29- Do u prefer dresses or t-shirt and shorts? Chose only one.
T-shirt and shorts. i sit with my legs open.


30- If you were given a miracle to change something in yourself, what would it be? List four.
good eye sight, better brain, fat no more, kachings.



If you wish to know whats your friend’s secret, pass this on to at least 8 girls. Let them know if they got choosen for this survey!
yvonne(time to update your blog!), peisi, gene, christabel, fangs, serene, gynette, na-zoo-ra-toot.

short hair is the sex ;)


I havent bought any new year clothes yet! Its so hard to see mum, or even talk to her. Every phone call was so rush and she always cant wait to hang up to continue some mj session or meet her gf or attend some function or ....
Whenever I ask when can we go buy clothes, she'll say 'see first'. The problem is, I am only free on this sat cos I have school on weekdays, and i'm working on sunday! Next sat is just too rush. Fuck, now i dont feel like buying any clothes for cny.

Anyway, I cut my hair, again! Heheh. I went to the one at amk hub to cut on tue, but i still think its a little too long. So i went aunty there to cut on wed after swimming, and i bleached 3 strands of blueee. Aunty totally got a shock cos she know i love my long locks(now my exact hair length is shorter than the photo's). Cant really see the color though, but the aunty insisted that the color is obvious >:(
Just hoping that the color will become lighter after a few washes. I was thinking of coloured extention. Hehehe. But i love my hair now!

Now I'm so scared i cant get into the fyp project i want.
Holidays coming soon. Chalets!

Personality test from gene's blog.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.(rlly?) This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the one that you are interested in. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (RLLY?)

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (yesyesyes! :D)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (not so true)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (so true.)

You dont have to bring me down to make yourself look better.

Thanks, friend,

Love bite from tenshi. She didnt really bite down, as in i held her beak before she could and pull it out of my lips. But i tasted something salt-ish and i noticed my lips were bleeding. Haha. Lost quite a bit of blood, but nothing serious.
Just glad that i held her beaks in time before she bite off one chunk of my lips like eating fishball. *shudders*

I always thought i have gastric problems, because my upper abdomen is always pain, and the pain spreads to my back. But now i have second thoughts about that, thanks to biochemistry lesson today.
I went to research pancreas and found out that there are many types of pancreas problems eg, pancreas cancer, pancreatitis, acute pancreatitis, and one of the symptoms includes pain in the upper abdomen that sometimes extends through the back. This is because the pancreas is just located behind your stomach below your liver.
Other symptoms are like jaundice, weight loss(ehh, dont have? LOL), lost of appetite(i'm fasting) etc.

Omgawd i'm scared:(

Can read more about it here and here.


On a lighter note, I LIKE TO CLOSE CHRISTABEL'S LAPTOP LID BECAUSE HER LAPTOP WILL HIBERNATE :D

New year eve (you can see my phone is like hanging on everybody's neck. haha)haha.look at my face.cant see what's mathandoing?HAHA. chao da dick.We welcome 2009 by polluting the air. lol.2 monsters.hi, i'm talking to my invisible friend.2,0,0,9nightmare.i was raped.so was jidi. HAHA.how about some ice in your butt? :Dryz made those nice shirts(:POP!our catch :>say 'ahh'The rest went back, leaving me with the 4 guys.mathan got knocked out first. lousy. and ian was playing music to mat's ass.good morning. we stayed till 8 plus in themorning before mum came to fetch me and ryz back, and we went on our seperate ways.time check when i hit the pillows.and i shall end this post with photos of chio bu-s.