Monday, December 31, 2007

Yawwwww people! Its gonna be 2008 in less than 2 hours time. And we are camping at Yvonne’s house to celebrate it.
Okay I am hungry so I am going to dabao macs at Yvonne’s house downstairs :DDD

Idiot lah. Yvonne is going to move house so no more nice view and wind next time we go to her new house. So must visit her more before she move. HAHAHAHA!
But her new house will be nearer to mine. Not a bad thing either.

and by the way, its damn suay to have your menses come on new year eve D:

HAPPY NEW YEAR :D



All that I want for New Year is you too..

Sunday, December 30, 2007

my gastric is giving me problems again. sian lah. yesterday night suddenly super pain. pain until 4am in the morning then sleep. and i am still working today lah! okay. tata!

happy new year people!




爱 不是拥有 是希望你喜欢的另一半会过得比你幸福

Saturday, December 29, 2007

i am fucking angry and irritated after watching this video.

not for the faint hearted. you will feel the same as i do after watching this video. it shows how animals are being skinned alive. its really sad to see that lives are being tortured this way, for the sake of human's wants.
we cannot stop their doings, but we can all play a part by not buying materials and stuffs made from animal skins and leathers. we can live with fake furs can plastics cant we?

let's all play a part in helping them and hope that those bastards who tortured the animals have to good endings either.

Friday, December 28, 2007

It had been almost a week since I updated my blog. So shall update something now. Celebrated Christmas eve with the badminton team as usual. Went to CWP at noon to meet up with xiuling, lishi and Alvin, then akina. Sang at party world with them plus james and gene, and had dinner at siam kitchen after meeting up with loke, misa, james and ryan.

Was supposed to go my sis house for 2nd round of celebration but due to certain reason, I didn’t go. So went to amk hub. Slacked a while outside the hub with akina and gang. Yen hsi said he saw me there. Haha. After that went to mac to meet up with xiuling james and misa and we had a mini count down there. Me and gene had 2 kisses each from akina for Christmas. Haha!
Bus-ed home after that. Reached home at about 1am and I am dead tired.

Today today today.
Went school, then nyp cos the team have a friendly match with them. Ate at S-11 at amk centre after that. Nothing much.









Why are there hypocrites out there in this world to create trouble and to back stab? I want things to go back to the past. I want everybody to smile again. I need you ):

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Just came back from work and I am damn tired. And my muscles are aching. But I am going for the Christmas gathering with the badminton girls tomorrow. Cant wait to see them.

Anyway, happy birthday CLARA (:

And merry Christmas people!! May all your wishes come true :D





-confused

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Its holiday already and I am sick. The badminton girls team is going Malaysia tomorrow and I am working tomorrow. Zzz. Have fun girls :) I will miss you all.

Omg I feel so dead. There seems to be so much things to do but there is so little time. And I am broke. SUPER BROKE. I need quick moneyyyyy.

Arrgh!! There is something that I feel like saying. But I don’t know how to put it in words. And I think my blog is so dead. Like.. I don’t think any body’s even interested in reading it. And I got nothing much interesting to blog about. Maybe I’ll close it? LOL. Nah.



Okay I am so random. What is happening to me? Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Friday, December 14, 2007

dyed my hair yesterday. copper base with yellow strips.

damn striking. but i like (:see the diff between my old hair my my new one. same pose same place diff hair.

they say i look lian in this colour. got meh? my face so guai! LOL!

okay. i kinda miss my black hair. but i love my new hair too :D

and i am still sick. zzz

Thursday, December 13, 2007

I am sick. Super sick. I cant breathe. My throat hurts.

I was thinking a lot yesterday. Life is so fragile. Everybody has to go through death. It is just the matter of time. I can imagine myself lying in the coffin one day. How will I die? Where will I go? What will happen to me? It just sends shivers down my spine. What about my loved ones? I cant bear to let them go. My friends, my families.

Both grandma died because of cancer. Is it my turn already? That’s fast…

哪里有彩虹告诉我 
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静 
所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我 
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药 
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑
我怎么睡得着 
你的声音这么近我却抱不到没有地球 
太阳还是会绕 
没有理由 
我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单 
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开
但能不能别没收我的爱 
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我 
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药 
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着 
你的声音这么近我却抱不
到没有地球 
太阳还是会绕 
没有理由 
我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单 
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱 
当作我最后才明白

看不见你的笑 
要我怎么睡的着 
你的声音这么近
我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕 
没有理由我也能自己走掉
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药 
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开我知道很简单 
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开
但能不能别没收我的爱 
当作我最后才明白

Monday, December 10, 2007

went for the supernatural trail walk on saturday, 9pm-3am.

first destination: pasir ris park swamp

there were rumours that we will see a woman in white with a gigantic rabbit that will lead your way out. we walked in pairs seperately into the swamp which was super duper dark and we are supposed to look for a 4 storey high tower which a woman commited suicide there before by jumping down from there. didnt see any ghost there. we even went up the tower.

second destination: punggol end

if you had went punggol beach before, you would know that the stretch of road that leads to the beach was super duper dark. the bus stopped in the middle of the road and we were supposed to walk into the forest to find the rumoured pots that stacked on top of each other. some say that they were used to put bones and ashes of the dead, but it was actually ornaments on the wall left behind by the first singapore zoo. we went in, saw a car with an old couple doing you-know-what inside. hahaha! i even shone my torchlight into the car and the guy was naked. LOL! then tracked into the forest to see the pots. super lots of them. it was raining in the afternoon so the mud was slippery. had alot of obstacles from the branches etc. then the IC told us that surrounding us were cotton trees and it was said that pontianaks like to hide in cotton trees. but we see nothing there also =.=

third destination: bukit brau cemetry- first cemetry in singapore, also known as 咖啡山

nothing much there except for tombstones. went in there and visited a house that was built on a tomb. that fella owns 2 squirrels, one cockatoo and 3 dogs. all captured from the wild. so cool lar! the only thing that interest me there are the animals. no sighting of ghost except that i felt a hand gripping my arm but there was nobody beside me.

last destination: secret marsiling tunnel that leads to malaysia

tracked in the forest again. got lost in it for about 15minutes but still find the way to the tunnel. nothing in there except for pipes and big fat juicy lizards. there was also a piece of land there which was said to be cursed. those who own the land have no good endings. there were alot of obstacles there also. vines, branches, tires, pipes, drains etc. imagine going up and down slippery slopes. yes its slopes with no concretes or what so ever. my legs were shaking when i was stepping on the tires and pipes because it was slippery and i really dont wanna fall in that kind of place. the pitch dark with only the light source from our torch light made it worse.

finally after our last destination, the bus sent us back to CWP. gene's brother came to fetch us and i went gene's house for the night. bathed and ate cup noodles. slept a little until 6.45am and left for home. thanks gene for letting me camp at your house for the night. haha! didnt go to work the next day cos not enough sleep.

overall, the night was alright. more of adventure. paid $15 to make myself tired and dirty but it was worth it once in a while. good experience.

Monday, December 03, 2007

Had been really busy but meaningful this weekend.

Saturday, woke up at 7.30am and went to CWP to meet gene, peisi and jialu for the rotaract club event to bring kids from sunlove@marsiling to science centre.
Had lots of fun interacting with the kids. Although they are kinda rebellious at first, but they listened to us after that, and they are really angels.

After science centre, we wanted to go IT fair. So me, gene and ps went to suntec cos we thought it was there, but it was at Expo. Zzz.

So we cab-ed down there cos we were super tired, and shopped at the john little mega sale instead. Shopped around, bought masks, sponge and conditioner. At abit of lunch and we cabbed home. Reach home at about 7 plus. After bathing was about 8om. Wanted to take a nap but I am supposed meet gene to go yvonne’s house at 8.30pm. So called gene but she’s still sleeping so I decided to take a short nap while waiting for her call.
When I almost fell asleep, tk msged me. After that when I finally going to dozed off, zj msged me. RAHHHHH!

So I thought nobody would call me already and I went back to sleep. When I almost fell asleep again, Yvonne called me and say that she just called gene to wake her up and I can go over to her house now. GRRRRRRRRRR~
So I went over to her house without any sleep, ate bee hoon and chicken wings. It was nice. Thanks Yvonne!

After that, her dad fetched us to padang to take our attendance for the standard chartard marathon.
Our job is to set up the water station and pour water for the runners. Thought it was easy but it wasn’t okay! But it was damn fun lar, with all my friends. As expected, the first few runners were the blacks from Kenya. I tell you, their legs damn damn long and black lar! And they run super fast. Our station was 22km away from the starting point. Which means that they still got the stamina to run that fast after running 22km lar! I was WOW-ed. LOL. The whole marathon was 44+km lor.
The experience was good. I saw a person running while eating a burger. There was an uncle who came over and asked me pour water over his head for him. There were runners thanking us after taking water etc. A lot of funny things lar.
After the whole marathon finish, me gene and Yvonne cabbed home. Reached home at about 3pm. Bathed and slept till 9.30pm. Ate, watched 超级星光大道 and read news paper. Slept at 11.30pm.
And today I am still tired lar! Zzzz.

Okay. Now I am looking forward to the SUPERNATURAL NIGHT TRAIL next Saturday!!

pictures to be uploaded soon :DDD

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

i believe that everybody has heard about the death of 5 singapore dragon boaters in cambodia. its such a tragedy that it really shook my heart, i believe everyone's too. their bodies were found on the same day within 5 hours from the first body found.

i feel that this had something to do with supernatural power.
but nevertheless, i hope that the 5 deceased will rest in peace.

read more at http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/313897/1/.html



anyway, today's presentation totally screwed up, thanks to HIM. shit sia. i shouldnt have let him do it.
his resources totally take from 6P notes and he still dont admit. and i wanted to tell the truth but he ask me dont sabo. PLEASE LOR. ITS WORD FOR WORD IN THE 6P LAR!

I GIVE UP!

Monday, November 26, 2007

i am bored in school. because genevieve, chris and oscar never come. although i have shuxian, i am still bored. so this is what i do in classsssss.....



1.Name someone who you saw today?
` shuxian lor
2 . What were you doing at 8:00 thismorning?
` waiting for train.
3 . What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
` erm.. in school and staring into space?
4 . What was something that happened to you in 1992?
`i was happy that i finally turn 2. LOL
5 . What color is your hair?
` copper brown
6 . What was the last thing you bought?
` my lunch
7 . Where did you keep your money?
` my bra. HAHAHA
8. What was the weather liketoday?
`cloudy.. seems like its gonna rain soon..
9. Where did your last hug take place?
`forgot.
10. What are you excited about?
` THE SUPERNATURAL TRAIL WALK!!
11 . Who was the last person to tell u a compliment?
`gavin i think. haha
12. what was it?
` he said that my resources were good. haha
13. Do you wanna cut your hair?
`NO
14. Are you over the age 25?
` nopes.
1 5. Do you talk a lot?
`depends on my mood.
16 . Do you watch The O.C.?
`no.
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1.Who do you really want to be with?
`thats really a secret which i dont even know. xD
2.What is your favourite food?
`too many to name lor.
3.Who is the last person you kiss?
`tenshi
4.What Is Your Current Goal?
`strive for what ever i do
5.Who Is The Last Person You Ever Hug?
`dont know?
6.When Was Your Last Time Eating Laksa?
` last monday at the stall just beside oscar's workplace. haha!
7. What Is The Colour Of Your Bedroom's Background?
`white
8.Any Living Stuff In Your Bedroom?
`tenshi.
9.Do You Eat Lollipops?
` of course! i just had one. LOL!
10.Chocolate?
`cant live without!! and the lolly i ate just now was chocolate flavour!
1 1.Who Do You Hate?
` who? i hate ppl who ACT BIG!
12.Who Do You Love?
`i love everyone who i dun hate
13. What Is Your Favourite Cartoon character ?
`alot lor
14 . Do You Have A Twin Sister?
`no.
15.How many pillow do you have in yourbed?
`3
16.Does Your Sister Have Tatoo On HerBack?
`nope. she wanted. lol
17.Do You Like Piercing?
`yeah
1 8.When Was The Last Time You Pierce?
`2 months ago?
1 9.Where Did You Pierce?
`ear
21 .How Many Ex-bf/gf Do You Have?
`NONE
22 .Do You Wish To Have One?
` no
23. What is Your Full/Real Name?
` cheng hwee miang ( and i just got to know that i got a christian name Cynthia=.=)
24.Are You Mixed?
`i wish
25.What Is The Smallest Living ThingIn Your House?
`bacteria
26.Do You Sing In The Toilet?
`everyday
27 .What Do You Really Want Now?
`YOU.
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01.What does your MSN personal msg say?
- 遇见你 就像是找到了身命的最后一快拼图
02. What does your default photo mean?
- err... my bird?
03. Who is the first person on your top 6?
- gene, yvonne, alan, zj and hs
04.What exactly are you wearing right now?
- my jacket
05. What's your current problem?
- there will be a problem in rp everyday. LOL
06. Do you have a Date on this fine day?
- no
07. What makes you the happiest?
- being around with my friends and animals
08. Have you ever met anyone from frienster?
-nopes.
09. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- what do you think?
10. If you could go back in time and change something,what would it be?
- made my mum abort me
11 . Do you like to smile?
- :DDD
12. Ever had a near death experience?
- yeahh. scary.
13. Name an obvious asset you have.
- my phone?
14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your mind right now?
- 你是我的宝贝 by gary
15.Any celeb you would marry?
- WU ZUN. ehh.. aaron also not bad. LOL
16. Who will cut and paste this first?
- some body as boliao as meeeeee
18. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
-dont know
19. Do you have a crush on someone?
- errrrrr..... think so... sheeshh..
20. Have you ever vandalized someones private property?
-yeah. LOL
21.Hav e you ever been dumped?
- not that i remember.
22. Have you ever sung in front of a large group?
-yeah
23 . What's the first thing you noticeabout the OPPOSITE sex?
- eyes
25. What does your 4th text messageyou sent say?
-lazy check
26. What does your last received textsay?
-'im at E2 now. haha. wanted to ask u whether u got go for ure module selection talk?' from huiyan CARINEH
27. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
- yar. LOL
28. Say something totally random aboutyou?
- i am hungry
29. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
- hahah no.
30. Do you do karaoke?
- OF COURSEEEEEE
31. Do you listen to System of a Down?
-huh???
32. What is the closest thing to you?
- lappy
33. Do you have anything pierced?
- ears
34. Do you eat fish?
-loveeeeee
35. Do you like pain?
- who does?
36.Do you like to shop?
- DUH DUH DUH! i wish all my fav shops would sponsor me.
37. Whose bed did you last sleep in?
- my aunty's
38.What was the last thing you paid for with a credit card?
-i only got debit card
39. Who was the last person you talked long with you on the phone?
- yvonne
40. What is the background on yourdesktop?
- my dog
43. Do you have any weird relatives?
- yarrrrrrrrrr
44. What was the last movie you watched?
- stardust
45. What was the last book you read?
-the new paper. haha
47. What is your favorite mall to shop at?
- any mall also nice!
48. Recent pair of shoes/slippers youbought?
-my brazilian sandles. next will be NUM!
49.What song are you listening to?
- a super nice hit call 6th Presentation by my faci (:
50. do people think you are beautiful?
- nopes.
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THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1) huimin
2) hweemiang
3) meow
THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1) 15 june
2) 17 dec =x
3) 25 dec!
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 3HOURS:
1) reasearch
2) ppt
3) research and ppt xD
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1) smile always
2) live life the way you want to
3) be adventurous!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1) badminton
2) sing
3) having fun!
THREE PERSONS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1) grandma
2) old friends
3) my teachers that made me who i am
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1) new ipod
2) my dream adidas wind breaker
3) more presentssss
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE ITEMS:
1) phone
2) laptop
3) pets
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1) hongkong
2) taiwan
3) bintan
THREE FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1) poooooooh
2) charmmy kitty
3) tigger
THREE FAVOURITE MOVIES:
alot
THREE WISHES YOU WOULD MAKE:
its in my heart :DD
but i wish everybody good health.

Monday, November 19, 2007

i am now enjoying life with the coffee that oscar made (some wierd peppermint coffee) at starbucks with serene.

ta-ta! (:




{he gimme super lots of whip cream lar! i think i am gonna get super fatttttt!}
Some random things to post about.

Random #1


Yes I know. I am cute :]
LOL!

Random #2
I hate Oscar. I bet shuxian hates him too. Because he is gonna abandon us! :(
Stupid Oscar. Okay. I shall not elaborate on this.

Random #3
Shuxian’s cheek very nice to pinch lor. LOL! So soft! And did I mention before? My dear shuxian got 6 dimples lor! Mai siao siao! I told her if Singapore got famine, she can use her dimples to collect water. ROFL!

Random #4
First break went to sports hall today to find genevieve and tricia with peisi because genevieve pon lesson to go there play badminton. Dabao there to eat. Played a little. Very tempted to continue but need to go back class.
Second break went to food heaven to find gene and tricia again. But this time round with jia hang, leonad and Oscar. They went to buy waffles while I chatted with gene. Totally 0 mood to do work today because of the stupid stomachache since yesterday night.
After school met jingui to go mum’s stall. Oscar was supposed to follow initially but he had something on with his friend. Made her some pancakes. Slacked and rot there.
Then met clara and her mum there. They went to eat the famous crab bee hoon then shun bian come dabao pancakes. I got a shock lar. What a surprise to see them there. Clara become prettier ((:

Yupps. All that summarize my random life. Tomorrow will be going for the standard chartard marathon race briefing again. Then Sunday still gotta work. Hais. TIRED CAN! RAHHHH!
Anyway. I am happy. Because so far for the 5 modules, 2 of the daily grades are published and I got A for both. Yeah! And I got a B+ 10/15 for cognitive UT. Not bad but still under my expectation. Gotta jia you for my next few UTs.


Buck up hwee miang!


**i dont know why the picture cannot come out ):

i will try to post it again.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

read this from ms lu's blog. she dedicated this to her grandpa. reminds me of my grandma. take a look. its nice. at least i think so.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENEVIEVE

surprised gene with a tiramisu cake and the NUM Germany tanktop-in-greentea-box present. haha! she was touched. and i am happy. because i made my friend happy :]


anyway, i think that my neighbours will pray everyday that i dont bathe. because i always blast my phone's mp3 and sing along with it. hahahahahahaha. i think my neighbours very poor thing. but tooooo bad. i cant help it.





and i saw dear yesterday. she seems different. she seems to be so far from me now. i dont know. maybe thats life. and i hate life.







and oh fuck. i drop my new phone in the toilet. now the corner's scratched. damn it.



i miss the days when we walk down the same stretch of road and listening to the same song. and i miss you.


maybe only gene knows who i am talking about. haha.








OKAY I AM RANDOM.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

pictures taken few days back using my new k530i which cost $0 after signing up for the singtel student plan.

scenery taken at esplanade with zj, yvonne, alan, tk and gene. more pictures in my camera will be uploaded after i resize them.


camwhored with ethel after catching stardust with gene and yvonne. the movie was awesome. worth watching (:













a story to share

a beautiful story to share with you all.

Once there was a tree... and she loved a little boy.
And everyday the boy would come and he would gather her leaves and make them into crowns and play king of the forest.
He would climb up her trunk and swing from her branches and eat her appples.
And they would play hide and seek.
And when he was tired, he would sleep in her shade.
And the boy loved the tree very much.
And the tree was happy.
But time went by. And the boy grew older. And the tree was often alone.
Then one day the boy came to the tree and the tree said, "Come, Boy, come and climb up my trunk and swing from my branches and eat apples and play in my shade and be happy." "I'm too big to climb and play," said the boy. "i want to buy things and have fun. I want some money. Can you give me some money?" "I'm sorry," said the tree, "but i have no money. I only have leaves and apples. Take my apples and sell them in the city. Then you'll have money and you'll be happy"And so the boy climbed up the tree and gathered her apples and carried them away. and the tree was happy.But the boy stayed away for a long time... and the tree was sad.
And then one day the boy came back and the tree shook with joy and she said, "Come Boy, climb up my trunk and swing from my branches and be happy" I'm too busy to climb trees," said the boy. "I want a house to keep me warm, I want a wife and i want children and so i need a house, Can you give me a house?" "I have no house" said the tree "but you may cut off my branches and build a house. Then you'll be happy"And so the boy cut off her branches and carried them away to build his house. And the tree was happy.But the boy stayed away for a long time.
And when he came back, the tree was so happy she could hardly speak. "Come Boy she whispered, come and play" "I'm too old and sad too play" said the boy, "I want a boat that will take me far away from here. Can you give me a boat?" "Cut down my trunk and make a boat, said the tree, then you can sail away and be happy"And the boy cut down her trunk and made a boat and sailed away. And the tree was happy..... but not really.
After a long time the boy came back again. " I'm sorry, Boy, said the tree, "but i've nothing left to give you - My apples are gone." "My teeth are too weak for apples," said the boy. "my branches are gone," said the tree. "you cannot swing on them" "i'm too old to swing on branches" said the boy. "my trunk is gone" said the tree "you cannot climb" "i'm too tired to climb" said the boy. "I'm sorry" sighed the tree, "i wish i could give you something... but i have nothing left, i'm just an old stump, i'm sorry...." "i dont need very much now"said the boy, "just a quiet place to sit a rest. I'm very tired" "well said the tree, straightening herself up as much as she could, "well an old stump is good for sitting and resting. Come Boy, sit down and rest."And the boy did.And the tree was happy :]

Thursday, November 08, 2007

awwww.


dear i miss you! where are you? hope that you are coping well with your o's. dont stress yourself too much okay? jia you!

and i miss your tags!


take care! muacks!


okay i feel so mushy.

of course i miss the WAFFLES too!

miss you guys! LOVED (((:

where are all our cb talks?! LOL!

friendship test

You value your friendships: 70%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends. (REALLY?!)

personality test

got to know this personality test. gave it a try and this is my result.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (REALLY?! LOL!)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (all right lar...)

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. (YES!)

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (i dont like office jobs. i prefer meeting different people (: )

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (very true!)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. (very true also!)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



try it at http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

went for badminton match for the last few days. videoed them down so that they can see their mistakes and improve on them. tempted to join but i think i seriously cant.

shall upload the videos here all at one time after all their matches.

i am very tired. my menses are killing me.

bye.

Friday, November 02, 2007

pictures taken 2 days ago when akina and huiyan aka carineh came my class to slack and create havoc.




Thursday, November 01, 2007

went for POL-ITE competition against SP at simei ITE yesterday. girls team kena trash till very jia lat. guys team won.
took bus and went home with gene, darylle and larry. i think gene is very happy. LOL.

i hate oscar. he left me in the group D:

i feel so random. i dont know what to post. i think i am begginning to lose interest in blogging.

photos to be uploaded soon for CARINE-NEH. :D

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

i saw saw saw my eye candy again this morning again!!!
and and and he was just standing NEXT to meeeeeee and i didnt noticed it at all until i look up and saw him and and and i went so ga-ga over him suddenly, shrieking and jumping until meryl thought i was siao. hahahaha.

oh! and he was carrying the same shoe bag as meeeeeee :)))))

Monday, October 29, 2007

Oh yar. Did I mention that the market near my house was BURNT? Okay lar. It was quite a big news and I was sad sad sad!

My bak chor mee was gone. My fish ball noodle was gone. My lor mee was gone. My orh lua was gone. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, MY DA JIA LAI CHICKEN RICE NO MORRRREEEEEEEEE :’(

DA JIA LAI CHICKEN RICE WAS MY CHILDHOOD LARRRRR! Last time after school, I would go there eat with my classmates until the uncles and aunties’ also can remember what we want to order lor. and and and I was the best chicken rice I ever haaaadddd!
Sadded lar! No more da jia lai chicken rice for me :(((((((
I was still telling gene we should go there eat one day because we very long never go eat already but now haven’t eat jiu no more! No moooorrrrrreeeeeeeeeeee! ALL GONE UP IN THE SMOKE!
Shucks!
Ponned school today AGAIN! Hais. No choice lar. Who ask me to make friend with friends who love to sing like GENEVIEVE. ASK ME PON WITH HER GO PARTY WORLD SING! LOL.

So I ponned in the end despite my conscience telling me not to. Hahaha. Too bad. Because I love to sing too.

So ponned during the first break with gene and chris(thanks gen, I wont spell Christ any more. LOL) and cab down to civics plaza. Sang although I have sore throat. It was SHIOK lor. Took some pictures and recorded our singings. Not bad lar. Today we sing got FEEL. HAHA!
Pictures to be uploaded soon as soon as gene send me the pictures :D

Tata! (wo ding ding ding ding ding!) LOL. This is am inside joke that kept me laughing for 30min between me, gene and alan. Hahaha.

and and and gene found out that my eye candy's name is JEROME!

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Hi lovelies. Make a cup of tea while you sit down to read this post. It’s gonna be a long one.


Sorry that I was MIA for so long because I hadn’t been attending school since last Tuesday till yesterday, so it’s like a week?


Why? Many people had been asking me this question these few days.


It’s because my beloved grandmother had passed away last Tuesday morning, 16 October 2007.




After my UT in class, I saw the message from my brother-in-law. He told me that grandma had passed on. I can feel my heart drop immediately. I left the class and rush to the hospital. The stupid cab fare cost like $20 from woodland to Changi.


When I reached the hospital, a lot of my relatives were there already. Brother and sis were there too. Mum ask me to go into the room to see my grandma one last time.

When I went in, the nurses were changing her back to her home clothes. She looked pale. But it seems to me that she was sleeping. I kept wondering if they had made a mistake. Maybe grandma was only in a coma? Or maybe her heart was beating weakly but the system couldn’t detect it?


When the nurse pulled up her sleeve, her arm just hung deadly beside the hospital bed. I knew she was not with us anymore, but I couldn’t believe the fact that she bear to leave us. I went out of the room and broke out in brother’s arm. I thought I could be strong, but I can’t.


After that, we went to arrange for her wake, the casket, tentage etc, then went home to change before proceeding to the void deck of my aunty’s house to prepare her funeral.


At about evening, her body was sent back. It was raining super heavily, that I was drenched even though I was in the void deck. And I am the only one that was drenched because when the rain come, everybody ran to the stairs for shelter and I was the only one covering up the food, documents etc.


Because grandma was Christian (the rest of the family, non were), we cannot gamble or drink there, so it’s kinda quiet, and many people came and leave shortly.


I stayed at the wake throughout the whole funeral without sleeping (Okay, I dozed off a few times) until Thursday night, my youngest aunty asked me to go upstairs to sleep because she said that I looked pale.


On Saturday, we packed up and leave for the crematorium place. The father was praying for grandma, who was laying in the white polished coffin, so silent that I feel like shouting for grandma to wake up and talk to me.


After that, the coffin was sent to be cremated. As the coffin moved nearer to the furnace, more and more tears rolled down my wet cheeks. My oldest aunty broke down and she called out for grandma. Then we all started to call out for her. The atmosphere there was heart wrenching.
Yesterday went to collect grandma’s ash. Her bones had pink and yellow. They said that pink represents that she did a lot of good things while she was alive and the yellow was because she had been eating a lot of medicines because of her diabetes and high blood pressure, and the medicines stained her bones.


It was sad to see grandma lying in the coffin. Can you imagine? I have been seeing her moving around and talking to me for the last 17 years. Although she had a lot of illnesses, but she is still able to go shopping on her own and look after the house.


She was still talking and advising me the day before her operation when I went to see her. I hugged her and told her that everything will be fine, and promised to treat her durians and mangoes after her operation.


She didn’t know that she was operating to take out the cancer in her stomach, not just a normal tumour. After her operation, the cancer was gone, but more problems came out. The miscommunication between the hospital staffs made it worse. Finally, she was free from all the illnesses and sufferings, but she’ll never wake up to hug me anymore. I am angry at her. How can she bear to leave us and see us crying when we cant bear to leave her at all? Probably it’s time for her to really enjoy life up there in heaven with god, and I hope that she’ll be watching us from above.



Misses always grandma, and may you rest in peace.

Monday, October 15, 2007

its so fun disturbing genevieve. HAHAHAHAHA


Friday, October 05, 2007

HEY GORGEOUS crews came our school today and DESMOND KOH is OMG CUTEEEEEE. fiona xie is pretty also lar but i only look at guys :))))
i still remember in the dog year, the mediacorp artists shoot a mtv with the dogs and patrick ask me to bring hiyo and pepper down. and DESMOND was the one holding pepper, and he kept talking to me about pepper cos he say pepper very cute mah. LOL. i think i am gonna smile the whole day. *sheesh*
just came back from the Food Heaven and it was damn crowded cos everybody wanna take picture of the artists. the camera was just beside me only can! heng i never sit down and eat cos DESMOND was walking down the table looking for some gorgeous people. i am camera shy lar (yar right!). LOL.

then just now went to the JG shop. they are providing pre-made and self-made lappy skin. that means you can ask them make a laptop skin with the picture of you and your friends etc. its water prove and chemical prove. $38. I WANT!
then i ask them about the adidas shorts that my eye candy has. $10. I WANT!
then the aunty show me a adidas wind breaker they are selling. $58. I WANTTTTTTTT!!!

omg. there goes my pay ):

Thursday, October 04, 2007

thanks for doing something about it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YVONNE LEE, ONG HUILING AND VIVIENNE CHANG

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

pictures taken during the latern festival and while work during friday. more will be coming up as they are with yvonne.






Monday, October 01, 2007

mum just told me that the doctors said that there is very slim chance that grandma will recover. so now we are just waiting for the time to arrive. hais. mum said that i should go visit grandma more often. then call her see if can wake her up.


why is life so fragile?
we should really cherish our loves ones around us before they are gone.


maybe even your enemies too.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY PEOPLE!!
AND TO CELEBRATE CHILDREN'S DAY,
I PON SCHOOOOOOOOLLL!
WAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay lar. i pon the 2nd and 3rd meeting. at least i went for the first okay! not like that fatty alan. LOL.
i went to the library to meet him after 1st meeting, then meet gene, khatik, audrey and huiling after the 2nd meeting. (all from W24M)
after that, we bus-ed down to vivo. went CANDY EMPIRE! pamper myself with CHOCOLATES :)))

then we went to PET SAFARI!! wanted to buy hamsters for yvonne but then her dad dont allow. toooooo bad.
now gotta fret over what to buy for her again. gosh. huiling and vivienne's birthday coming tooooo! *faints*

i am now at mum's stall. alan and gene just left. treated them pancakes. i make one leh! so proud of myself. last time i dont even dare to touch. HAHA!

so yupps. thats my children's day :)))
i ponned school!!!!!!
i think school nowadays are so dead. and i kept ponning school. i pon school again today. i left after the first meeting lar. this is the second time i pon cognitive le lor. *faints*
anyway i think i also no mood to study lar.

anyway, gene never join us for work yesterday cos she wanna rest for a week. so my classmate shuxian take over her. peisi also left in the evening time then her friend come take over her. the friend hor.... super clever can! he scored 10points for o'levels lor! zomg!
anyway, i super duper tired lor. dont feel like working also. but for the sake of money. wahhahahahaha.
oh oh oh. shuxian also work on friday with us :)))

saturday went for badminton training with genevieve with the school team! wah. i tell you, its super tiring. gene ask me to join the team with her. but i think i seriously cannot lar. i am havin muscle ache after a day of training only, and i dont think i can commit. ya.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

i am soooo borreeeed. am at the badminton court now. but i dont have any mood to play badminton cos i am super tired. the PP er ren zhu is playing badminton now. just help alan finish his RJ so sun bian use his laptop to blog. hahahahaha. gynette call alan pork. LOL!

i wanna see my eye candy!!! but just now i go pass gym he is not there. lets just hope that he will be there later :DDDDD

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

men are hard to please

i recieve this mail and i find it soooo super true.

Men Are Hard To Pleased
The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNGIf u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREATIf u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u. (very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. (Bullshit)
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMEN
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!& sooo hard to please!!!!!
If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true.......
but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....
The moral of the story is.......So exactly, what do guys want?!?!?
yesterday went to bishan park after school to celebrate mooncake festival with yvonne, gene, peisi, zj, alan and tk. family plan cancelled. actually not celebrate lar. only go there play sparkles, fire, swing and eat tibits. haha! had lotsa fun with them. really love hanging out with them. super duper fun. got another blue black from alan again, and scratch marks from gene.
took quite abit of pictures. will upload them after i got them from gene.

anyway, next week 'll most probably be working at orchard point roadshow instead. yupps. cos i really dont like urban pple.
then then then....
please sign up at http://www.mysmsads.com/
they pay you for recieving smses and introducing pple to sign up. i am super broke now so pleaseeeee help me! thanks. my username is meow. :DDD

Tuesday, September 25, 2007


this is hammy, the hamster i bought for gynette. its a female. super cute right??? its very very small, but very guai! omg omg omg! i think i wanna take back =x
LOL LOL. but i wont de lar. :D
worked on sunday. super duper tired. had a new xialan co-odinator. quarrel with him lor. dontknow still wanna act pro. knn.
yesterday ponned school cos super duper tired. so no mood study. so me, genevieve, alan and peisi meet up at CWP macdonald for breakfast. saw alot rp students there also. so many pple ponned with us. haha.
after that we took bus down to bugis. the gene and sisi bought jeans. they took super long time to choose and try lor. me and alan wait until wanna fall asleep. HAHA.
then we cab down to far east. shopped awhile and ate yakun roti. saw guishan and her friends there. haha. so qiao she skip school also.
after lunch, sisi went to meet friend, so we bus-ed down to vivo. went to the pet safari. spend alot of time wow-ing and laughing at the hamsters and dogs, and sharing pet experiences. damn fun. bought a sapphire hamster for gynette. it was super duper cuteeeee :DD very guai also! omg. lol. i think gynette love it.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

read from viv's blog, i get to know that there is this place call Fucking town.


the Fucking signboard. LOL


this is the Fucking map. REALLY GOT THIS PLACE LOR!the Fucking news.


just imagine you get into a taxi.
passenger : can you fetch me to the Fucking town?
taxi: i dont know how to get there.
passenger: cant you just look out for the Fucking signboard or follow the Fucking map?
LOL!
Fucking is no longer a vulgarity in Fucking town!
just imagine......
the fucking bastard is fucking that fucking vamp in Fucking Town...


anyway, came by this website. the test result is very true. can go and try. esp question 2 and 3.. i think its quite true for me lar.
http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html
if you are someone who read the newspaper or watch the news, you should have know about the girl in malaysia- nurin jazlin, who was sexually abused and killed.

she was found dead in a bag, dead. the cause of her death was a cucumber and a brinjal, which was found in her private part, forcing the rupture of her rectum and to be infected with bacteria, resulting in her gruesome death.


her parents couldnt believe that the body was their 8 years old daughter, which was reported lost a month ago.


its such a saddening news and i wonder how can they do this to such a innocent girl. i know the pain of losing a love one.
you can visit a blog about her at http://nurinjazlin.blogspot.com/





anyway, went to visit grandma in the hospital on friday night after work. super duper tired after a day of school and work. she was transferred from normal ward to ICU. the docter had taken out the tube that provide her with oxygen, and change it to an air tight mask, which was placed over her whole face. it looks scary but the nurses said that it was more confortable for her actually. it was really heart wrenching to see my beloved grandma in this state, and to see my mum and aunties crying.


i really hope that grandma can get over this soon.


she was alright before the operation. she can walk, talk, eat like a normal person although she was diagnosed with stomach cancer. we didnt tell her that she got cancer because we were afraid that she would fret over it.


we just told her that she had a tumor in her stomach and she need to have an operation to remove it. the stomach specialist told us that the cancer should be remove asap to prevent it from becoming worse. but grandma had complained that she was having headache before the operation, and the docts didnt take it to their concern, but it was actually a sign of stroke. after the operation, she was in so much pain, resulting the stroke attack. after that, her condition kept fluxuating. last week, the nurses suck up the flam 3 times in an hour because the nurse dont know that the previous nurse had alrdy done it. the procedure actually caused her to have asthma attack, and now she is in ICU.


there was alot of miscommunication between the nurses and the doctors and we hope that CGH can really do somehing about it.

this is a picture of grandma celebrating her 77th birthday this june. she seriously dont look sick in anyway despite have heart problem, diabetes, high blood pressure and asthma!

Friday, September 21, 2007

Went for badminton yesterday with PP 二人组, which is alan and Genevieve lar. LOL. We played until 7pm, then me and gene went down to gym. Alan never go cos he never bring towel.
I SAW MY EYE CANDY AGAIN!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! HE SUPER DUPER ULTRA CUTEEEEEEEE :DDDD
I had spotted him since orientation and he is in SAS. My senior leh! Lol.
After that we went to the pasar malam at cwp there walk walk, then go eat dinner at yakun roti.
After dinner we super tired, so the 3 of us share cab home. Stupid alan keep telling us ghost story. Scare the shit out of me can. Some more I saw the pictures of a dead body. The girl actually jumped down INSIDE sun plaza and die lor. the face was splitted apart. Thanks to oscar lar. Then no choice I called uncle to come down pei me go home. BECAUSE I SCARED LAR CAN.
Eh. Don’t laugh hor =.=

Anyway, life in W14D is getting better. But W26G is still the best. Cos when I am cold, I can borrow jacket from ah xiong, bin bin or elwin. When I am sad, I have the WAFFLES to cheer me up. When I don’t know how to do my work, I have aiden and tas to guide me. When I want to disturb people, there was ryan for me to kajiao. When I am bored, I have W26G to crap with me. See? Everyone is important. Even ryan lor =.= I think he will be super touched if he see this. Lol.
Anyway, life’s gotta move on lar.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

second day of school was ALRIGHT.

managed to crap with some of them. had quite abit of fun. but of course i still prefer W26G larrrrrr.
i hope the future will be better:)

just now meet up with terence, xiian, elwin and dear for lunch at kopitiam. dear forced a stick to me lor. i had the smell lingering around me in class can! =.=
second break meet dear and elwin again. dragged linhui along. we eat abit of fruit cocktail.
dear like idiot. laugh non-stop =.='

i tell you. GYNETTE TEE CHIEN WEI IS PHD IN RETARDATION OKAY! MAI SIAO SIAO :D
and stop laughing at my email address you idiot.

Monday, September 17, 2007

i am gonna tell you all...


i fucking hate my new class!


okay lar. i dont know whether i will like it after some time but i dont like it now!!!!!!
damn it.
the new class is scary. and i mean it. scary. they only talk to their own friends. if not their own group. some group looks so darn fun. but my group really sucks. only got 4 person cos one never come. the worse thing is i am the only girl there. the guys dont talk at all D:
and you know i cant live without talking.

when the faci is not talking, the class is DEAD SILENCE. i can even hear breathing sound. it just sucks to the core.
how i wish i was back to W26G, where all the familiar faces were. so comfortable. so noisy. i really really really miss W26G. i feel like crying. i wanna pon school. i dont feel like coming school anymore. i cant even smile now.

can we like go for a riot so that we will be back to our old class. i am serious. i hate the class i am in. i feel so not in the class. i even find it hard to breathe in the class. thats how worse it is.
now i know that we really have to cherish the present.
although we have to move on, but i really dont wish to change class.
hais. kill me please. i would rather die than to go back to that class.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

anyway, its the first time i felt earthquake yesterday sia. i was at mum's stall when i suddenly felt very giddy. so i sat on the chair with my head on the table. i felt the chair shaking but i thought i was the one shaking sia. lol! i even told my sis about it and ask her if she got feel anything not but she say dont have. until 10pm hews report then i know is earthquake sia. i thought i think too much. lol.
dumb~
didnt went sentosa on tuesday cos it was raining so we changed it to TODAY!
chen chong, cheek keong, zhongjian, weihong, tengkiat, yvonne and genegieve went. fun day with then and it wasnt crowded.
i tell you, i almost drown~
because i was holding genevieve at the deeper part of the sea but my feet could still touch the ground lar. then suddenly a wave came and the next thing was i was struggling under the water. my feet couldnt touch the ground and because genevieve couldnt swim, she held super tight to my neck, and because of this, i couldnt swim up =.=
so i any how grab, gasping for air and i was actually tugging yvonne! lol. sorry girl. i drank tonnes for sea water and it was super super saltish. haha! and fight with the curry noodles at J8 sia! lol. heng zhong jian was there to save the 3 of us sia. i was actually tearing cos i really kena shocked and i was choking on the sea water. i think genevieve really had a scare too cos she cant swim. haha.
but still we enjoyed ourself lar. after that, we went vivo eat lunch, the rest went back, left me, gene, yvonne, tk and zj. we went town shop awhile, then we went back amk. played pool at k-pool for an hour, saw kun xian and colleen. after that went back home.
i am super burnt sia!
my arm DAMN red! like BBQ meat. LOL

see the diff between my original and burnt skin!


even my leg also=.=

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

my cousins came from KL these few days and they are going back tomorrow. so, brought my niece who was 21 years old (!!!) to go walk walk and then meet upwith yvonne to watch ratatouile (i dont know how to spell can!). its a super cute and nice show. haha.
then after that sis fetch us to jurong to meet bro in law.
we ate delifrance. i think i am getting super fat. i need to loseeee weight!

ahah. anyway, bro in law told me that he is gonna share money to buy a kelong with his friends! YAYAYAYAYAYAY! then he say if my sis let him buy, he is going to get my love and keep him there. curious who is my love? if he gets to buy it, i will show you. haha!

i cant wait for tomorrow. because i am going sentosa!! SUNTAN! i am getting whiter and whiter and i dont like it. haha. and its good to meet up with secondary school friends!
i sooo wanna meet up with W26G pple toooooo D:

anyways, my new class is W16D. i checked the class list. no W26G pple in same class as me except my secondary school mate lin hui. better than dont have lar. but still.... sad-ded. i want at least one of the WAFFLES! or at least one of the gurus like aiden and bin bin. or at least one of W26G pple!! D: except for ryan

okay. i am gonna go sleep now. it's 2.30am and i am meetng them at 9.30am!

nitey:D

Friday, September 07, 2007

meet up with my secondary school friends for k box yesterday. it was great meeting up with them. sang my heart out. we were all in low mode. low as in our voice could reach the lower notes but not the higher ones lar. haha!
yvonne was the winner. she always bao thr lower notes that we couldnt reach one. haha! my voice was lower than usual yesterday too. haha! i agree with genevieve that cong wen is getting better at rapping! lol. his rapping power lar. tengkiat also become more brave to hold the mic and sing. and i think cheek keong go there to eat and fight with cong wen only cos he didnt sing at all. haha
after that genevieve went to meet peisi they all, the rest of us went to yvonne house slack and we ordered mac delivery when the mac was downstairs only lor. haha. we were just plain lazy lar.
we slack till about 7 then walk with the guys to amk hub. very tired alrdy so they went shopping while i went home. sian sian sian. everybody holiday till october while rp students only until next week lar! not fair! i want more holidays.
and sorry to W26G pple. i really had not time to book the chalet cos i was busy working. i dont even have the time to blog. haha. any kind soul wanna go organise? i am willing to help :D

thanks to all the friends who tagged me. thanks for all the concern. you all make me feel that my lfe is not as dead and as meaningless as i think. i am so glad that all of you are around for me. thanks to nicole too. miss you darling <3

Monday, September 03, 2007


as i lay down on the floor and think. what is happening to my life right now.....


not blogging for these few days cos i was busy working. and i earliest i reach home is like 11pm? its 12.39am now and i cant believe i am still online. genevieve says my eye rings are super black. shucks.


i am like a sandwich. kiap between my aunty and my mum. i think my aunty is getting more and more possessive of me nowadays. once i say i wanna go mum's place or go hospital see grandma, her face immediately chage, and she wouldnt even talk to me. peeps who know me well enough will know that my mum and aunty crash. and the worse thing is that one is my mum and another one is a aunty who brought me up. i cant simply just ignore one of them. the biggest problem is my aunty lar. hais. i also dont know what to say. who can i turn to? who can help me?
oh fuck.


i think hamster got an african grey- from gynette's blog. i want i want!!!!!
its my dream bird but its darn ex. $950 leh. i am just a poor kid :(


i hope i can get my pay soon. i am too broke. if i am rich, my aunty will take money from me and she wont attitude me so much. i think she can attitude me now cos i am broke. when she wanna take money from me she very nice one. haha!

seems like no matter how much money i have also not enough one. cos the one spending most of it is not me. hais.

why is my life so miserable? i dont understand.

just now when taking train home from work, yvonne and her parents sat opp me. its so nice to see the 3 of them so close. i am so jealous can. why cant my famly be like this? why cant my parents just sit down and talk nicely, and we can have a nice little family gathering? its just my little wish since i was young.


i think my life is a total shit. crap. how i wish i wasnt even born. how i wish there was someone i can confide to. how i wish there was a shoulder for me to lie on.

but i am still grateful that i have great friends in my life. you all really make my life alot better. life without all of you will be meaningless.

a big thank you to all those friends who have stood by me through thick and thin, and comfort me when i am down, and not looking down for who i am. i love all of you.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

you didnt even give me a chance to explain. it's not just what you think it is. why are you just always looking at the shallow part? i am seriously very hurt by what you had said. thanks very much for waking me up.
bye bye. i am fucking off :D

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

gynette, i have deleted the picture of you and bin bin. sorry to bin bin. she scared that her BEBE will be jealous. although i dont think that the picture of the two of you looks like couple in any way. but i think i dont have the rights to put any picture without any permission lar. so if anyone one of you thinks that your picture should not be on my blog then please let me know. i will remove them. thanks. but i think most of you all wont mind lar.
enough said.

Monday, August 27, 2007

Yesterday finish work at around 9.30pm. Alex said that the upper management ask us work OT until 11pm. But Alex decline lar because he still gotta go down to other outlets to pack up and bring back to office. By the time he reach home will be 3am. HAHA! But if we OT, our pay will be x1.5 oer hour which is $12 leh!
On the way home yesterday was super fun, because we got entertainment from Genevieve tan ah pui and alan ng xiao pang! Haha! They fight and fight, which is super funny can! Lol.
Then on 269 that time, we saw a super duper cute guy from NYP sports and wellness. Me, ah pui and serene kept gossiping saying that the guy is very cute etc, and ah pui even dared me to ask the guy for number lar! We laughed so hard in the bus that my mouth ached. And I think the guy know that we were talking about him because he was sitting in front of us only! HAHA! Then then then ah pui say that if the fella alight at the same stop as her, she is gonna ask him for phone number. And the guy really alight at the same stop as her! I think he heard what ah pui said because he ran super fast to the opposite of the road once he alight. Hahahahaah! Me and serene were laughing like some siao char bor lar. Who know that guy can intro????
Early this morning, pei ah pui to yishun, then back to amk hub to meet xiao pang and Audrey because they going for class chalet and they were meeting up for last minute shopping. As usual, ah pui and xiao pang kept fighting and bickering. Audrey and I were laughing at them.
Dear W26G, when are you all free to organize a chalet? I am very busy nowadays and I seriously need some help form you all. Most probably weekday, and changi safra county club. You all see when you all free then tell me. And I need someone to help me inform the others about the latest news cos I don’t have the whole class’ phone number.
Thanks :D

Saturday, August 25, 2007

pictures taken yesterday with genevieve. we were like the only ones wearing t-shirt and bermudas in town. haha.

pingting's mum waxing gen's leg. haha ru hua HA H AH AH Aokay lar. i think i look retarded also. HA HA HA ! i will never let my kids wear this man.