hawt!

Eyes so small but mesmerizing, I like! Hawt ttm! ^^

Dinner w zj and yvonne at Far east, then clarke quay to meet gene, alan and peisi for rebel/zirca. Met kansie. Music not very good until behind part, crowd also sian except for supermannn ^^ hehehehehehehe.

Photos up soon! (:

Oh and dinner w edmund, hong sheng, oliver and yvonne just now was a good catch up (:

Pour it out

it's still an obsession, and it's permanently there.


It's raining, and the weather's damn nice. I should be sleeping but I'm still surfing the net aimlessly.
Rebel tmr instead of st james cos gene says they'll be playing trance music eww much? Menses came today which kinda spoil my mood.. but cant wait to see the rest ^^
Swimming today was quite shiok cos me and gene totally owned the pool cos of the rain. Literally nobody in the pool thanks to the rain so we hide from the rain under the water hahahah. Shiok ttm! Oh and gene wanna drive a convertible with the roof open and wash car so that she can swim in the car. COOL NOT?

Oh and I decided that I need a private space to blog so ask me and maybe I'll let you know where (:
Because I always need to hesitate before I blog what I want to, considering about the people who might/are reading my blog. I have stalker k. HAHA.

HOLIDAYS!:D

UT'S OVER! yes yes yes yes yes! Holidays is here! Even though there is still fyp but I'm still happy!

Anyway, I think i can make christabel HKB laugh non stop. Its a gift k!

Endure!

I'm so so so so so so so tired. Mentally and physically.
There's 2 UTs tmr, and are the hardest.
But I cant seems to study. My brain's so full its bursting. I'm damn tired.


I'm tired of pretending,
pretending to be happy when I'm sad,
pretending to be fine when I'm not.
Sometimes, I just wanna be myself.

And,
Jokes/sacarsms are fine with me, dont do it overboard.
I have my limits too, especially when I'm tired.
Please know when to joke with me.

St. James this friday with sec school friends. Cant wait! Yvonne i miss you!
K back to mug.

Boy,

just tell me what's on your mind. I'm confused.

Bored

I am at peitsung's house now w mat, bav, ian, viv and ryz. I intend to study genomics but all of them are studying food industrail cos the UT's tmr. So i have no motivation to study genomics alone cos all of them are outcasting me cos all of them are biotech and uses acer (LOUSY) laptop :(
Watched Marley and Me while they were studying and ended up crying cos its damn sad. Now I am rotting but its shiok here cos got chair and table for me to use laptop and aircon in the room! :D

Okay I'll go try find things to entertain myself. Dinner with dad later.

Come holidays!

All 15 problems are over, like finally! And I endured through today. Lab management UT2 result is out, and I am satisfied with it (:
Lab management UT3 is like, tomorrow omg. And I need to wake up at 630am :(
Good luck to all for UT3, make the best out of it and have an enjoyable holiday :D

You belong w me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?


And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?


She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time


If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me


Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me


Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me


Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me


Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
You belong with me


Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

I have funny people entertaining me online

[[Genevieve]]™ says:
*-.-
*dun change the topic
*lol
*oh ya
*tell u something
*i going tioman with him
*haha!

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*then what
*you want make me jealous

[[Genevieve]]™ says:
*like duhhh -.-
*LOL!

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*you dont come back become pregnant i tell you

[[Genevieve]]™ says:
*WALAU EH!
*u my mother arh
*talk like tt
*make me laugh sia
*hahah!

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*you dont um chio lor
*i know your inside shuang

[[Genevieve]]™ says:
*SIAO
*shuang ur head

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*aiyar i also dont know him
*wont jealous one

[[Genevieve]]™ says:
*jl i wanna intro to u de
*haha!
*wait till u noe him
*LOL

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*most i will jealous you got shuai ge go with you overnight only lor
*i will lie in my bed, hug my bolster and cry

and,


[[Genevieve]]™ says:
*if close i keep for myself le ma
*haha!

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*WALAO EH
*NOW YOUR PIG TAIL COME OUT ALR

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

shuxiannn :D

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*wah i think i scared to be in relationship
*Loser with a BIG L i know
*aiyar

8- W! says:
*i also . but stillllll. if i continue think liddat hor. i no need bf liao

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*same la
*we be old virgin together
*HAHA

8- W! says:
*i worry toooooooooooooo much. haven tgt wll think of when break. will think of later see the face too long sian liao how . all tt LOL.

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*SAME
*faint

8- W! says:
*me dun want lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i want bf. but am not in a hurrrrrry to find one. hahaha. if i cant find u cant find. den we be old virgins tgt. sobzzzzzz

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*okay
*we must be stronger than men
*be top entreprenuer kind
*then i be top scientist

8- W! says:
*stronger in everything except size. hahahahaha.
*PLS LAH U SCIENTIST
*THE FUTURE OF THE WORLD'S IN A BLEAKKKKKKKK
*u want be those wash test tubes de ahhhhh? hahaha

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*eh dont dog eye see people low k
*i will come out with a chang shen bu lao pill
*eat alr dont get old
*be chio forever
*hahaha

8- W! says:
*wahlao ehhhhhh. go invent 1min slim 10kg de pill leh
*i want jian fei.

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*cannot la if like that later people commit suicide eat that pill then how
*disappear nto thin air then no body!


8- W! says:
*go invent those instantly can grow taller de pills. whitening. good skin. big nehnehs. skinny legsssssssss
*wahhhhhhhhhhh. if u can invent. i'll love u for life. LOL.

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*walao you very tan xin leh!
*tsk!
*then you be my good friend then i give you free sample righttt

8- W! says:
*ya free sample. but dun take me as sample
*HAHAHA.

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*tsk!
*wah then you can be poor but still chio leh!
*tsk!
*i no benefit

8- W! says:
*wahlao by the time u will be damn rich lah! sponsor me wont die mah. dun so stingy!!
*pls hweemiang. start workign on these pills. put aside ur chang shen bu lao de pills first. start inventing mine. thankyou. love you many many

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*hahaha shut up la
*fyp havent finish think so much
*back to reality~

8- W! says:
*why did u slap me back into realityyyyyyyy
*:'(


[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*aiyar you no reputation no privacy one leh

8- W! says:
*i actually have reputation de. but i dunno why my reputation getting worse. :( my friends also say i no more reputation.
*must be u

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*what blame me?!
*dont give you pills alr

8- W! says:
**slaps hweemiang back into reality*

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*:(
*back
*thanks uh

8- W! says:
*hahah dun want talk to u liao. i go eat supper liao. PLEASE FASTER INVENT INSTANT SLIMMING PILLS. SO I CAN EAT WITHOUT WORRIES. talk to you next time! good night!


HAHAHA so funneh. SHUXIAN! (L)

Ouh..

Didnt sleep at all last night because my gastric is giving me problem again. Super painful and I feel like puking totally. Toss and turn and it was morning alr :(
Now my eyes are closing. I hope I can survive today.

Town yesterday to celebrate kq's birthday with nic, shiwei, justin, viv and glen. But ended up home after 12 because many were late and we send alot of time trying to find a wine (cork hahaha) opener. Totally had fun laughing and playing hair. (;
Hope to see them soon!

Happy Birthday Style!

And i really thank vivian for that sms. I hope it really wakes everybody up and stop giving excuses. It aint really that hard, right? Just a little effort shown is enough, before I totally give up trying. I hang in there because I still have hopes for this friendship. Dont disappoint me.

because,

I need to remove that mental block.

Work today was awesome. Awesome pay, awesome companies, just a little hot, a little busy, a little sticky, a little problem with some people and very hungry! Lol. Many bangaladesh, and a little from china and india. Time passed fast though. I'm richer! But I'm saving up the money (:

Mum's out for mahjong again, like 2 nights straight. I hate it, totally. She just dont understands why. She never does, not even try. I always feel empty. Or rather, I am.
Fuck it.

I wanna go out tmr. I dont wanna stay at home.

From leepei:

"You can see, the closer we are to our family and friends, we tend to ignore thier feelings. We thought that they would be just fine, because we understand them, and they understnd us. That is not the case, usually. Because your love ones care for you, every single action that you do, will definitely affect them."

So true peipei. So true...

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

Yay! I love Singapore okay, really. I never fail to have goosebumps whenever the anthem/pledge is playing. Except during pri/sec school cos I think I was sick of hearing it everyday hahaha. It's a unity as a nation. I'm proud of my country.
A safe country, low crime rate, free of disaster, peaceful, who dont love you tell me! :D

The universe is the illusion that sustains all reality

Town with jingui on Friday after school to get my bag (like finally) and chilled at spins to wait for nicole. (L) my berry-t twist and OCK mushroom chicken ball and fishball! Even JG likes okay.

Finally got to see nicole, like miss her alot alot. Shopped around wisma then to fareast to get her heels. Wah cute can. Still got ribbon leh! LOL.

Ramen ten for dinner. The ramen was awesomeee. Okay mainly was the chilli that works for me. Totally sat there and drink out free flow teeeea and lots of catching up. Really had a great time with the both of them, like its been long since I enjoyed that much.

Work tmr, moolah come to mummeh~

And I'm going to have a long holiday because I made up my mind to skip school on Tue. Yay!

(Live for myself! \m/) ROCK ON! LOL.

Swimming in the morning like shiok ttm. Sun was good and I had a good time. Now my face red like monkey backside. 3.06am and I should be off for my beauty sleep but then I cant get to sleep alone cos mummy is out for her mahjong session :(

K I'm going to count sheeps. Bye!

Oh! I wanna watch Up in 3D! :D

♥

adel got hers already!!
AND I AM GOING TO GET MINE ;(

Happiness are fairy tales

I ever dreamt that all my friends are leaving me and i woke up crying. It's fucking scary, more horrible than any nightmare.

In life, i always try hard to make things work or to please everyone. I trust people easily and end up being used. In then end, I'll end up blaming myself when things dont work.

All along, I cant be alone. I cant eat alone (i rather buy home and eat alone), watch movie alone, shop alone, sleep alone etc. I'm scared of lonliness. Such a loser i know. But yesterday i finally decide to to swim myself, but then my aunty dont allow me to go alone cos i'm sick -.-

I should start living for myself. There are people far worse than me.

Enjoy!

TO LIM FANG YING

STOP READING MY BLOG IN THE TOILET IDIOT.

oh i cut my hair:D
and dinner last night was 2 popiah.
and i had fish noodle for lunch just now.

I'm growing fat, and SICK.
Fangs, I update just for you. Enjoy shitting. Bye!

Coughs

I totally enjoyed myelf today after school even though I didnt get my bag :(

2 sore throat madwomen ate macs and walk around metro, popular, home-fix and kiddy palace playing like kids. Totally had fun with JG, all the cheapthrills made us laugh, even though its just the 2 of us. Awww it's been longgg :D

I believe, when you lose something, you gain something. So I treat it as something good (:
I have more time to catch up with friends I missed out for the past 1 year. And I'm probably meeting Nicole after so long on friday. Totally miss her can. I want to hug and kiss and hug and kiss her! Okay dont want. She very fierce hahaha.

My throat's giving me problem now, and I should sleep soon cos its 1.21am and I have to wake up early tmr. Nights!

Tuesday post.

Everybody is too busy to even notice me.

I've been home early, and why is this so?!

But aunty's happy with me, cos she gets to see my face more -.-

And i got more rest than usual, so i dont really care much.

And i dont bother to care either.

I just want to go school everyday, get good grades, go home straight after school, sleep early and wake up early for school the next day. No life? Yeah I know. But it's okay. I'm getting used to it soon. Although I love school, but some how i just want to graduate and get my ass out of here. Make new friends maybe, idk?

I WANT TO GO TOWN AND BUY MY BAGGG :(

bye.

My facinated-by-your-piercing-look

webcammed with adel gan to teach her how to make curry POK and she haolian to me that she can put in her tongue piercing omfg grossed cannnn! And please look at my facinated-by-your-piercing-look hahahaha.