Last chapter of 2010

Hi people. How's your 2010. Mine was filled w fear, tears, sadness, disappointment, anger, but also love, happiness, joy and laughters. I made new friends, lose friends as well, lost someone i thought was important to me and met someone who totally brings me back to life. Its a year of contradiction and mixed emotions, but i'm glad its gonna end w a smile in my heart.

Sucks to be working on a NYE though :<

Anyway, my bintan trip was boring and there is literally nothing to do there plus weather was cranky. Thank god i had awesome companies (Y)

Light of my life

I had a great december so far. Its awesome! Its like the best december ever. Next will be bintan trip in 2 days time w besties!! Cant wait -grins-

But. HAVENT START PACKING YET!

Honey Bunny ♥

Too much things, too little time.

Because you're all thats on my mind.

Cant wait for Christmas.

Christmas= sales!!= shopping:D= BROKE

Puppies!

Going back tmr again to feed them. Cant wait! Tehee

December

Its gonna be a busy month w lots of events! Whoop! ^^

Cos you're stuck in my head like my favourite song.

I'm looking forward for the next few days.

Tmr meeting naz, bel, and fangs, sat meeting D, AWAQ and shantal, sunday's farm day! Although i love lazy weekends but this packed weekend is gonna make me excited:D

Oh and i'll be anticipating for my marc jacob bag coming on monday! My toms are here alr teehee. Okay i should come up w a saving plan alr cos i gotta spend ALOT in december. Start saving now and stop spending!

I miss that girl.

Today is a lazy sunday. I spent most of my time nuaing and munching on the chocolate my aunt brought back from Europe. She went to swarovski and branded goods outlet store there and she didnt get anything omg how can that happennnnn! But okay at least there're chocolates heh.

Yesterday was awesome w the L clique. Lepak in the day and 10 people steamboating at night in shantal's crib. Her room damn nice to chilllll. Okay photos up soon!

(L)

We all love surprises, dont we? ♥

And this is all that matters :)

My cold is getting better compared to yesterday. Fever subsided, not coughing as much but my nose's still blocked. Just had B's med i hope i'll recover by tmr cos i'm working:(

I'm craving for nutella on toasted bread. Slurp!

Against all odds

So.. i cant really blog in peace now, can i? And to TSQ, I will not hesitate to pour a glass of rootbeer down your head. I have no temper but you can try stepping on my tail :)

Had a great day at AWAQ's crib on sat w denise shantal simran and nat. Love heart talks and bitching in the middle of the night. Cant wait to meet all of them next sat for sports day and steamboat!

B we should stop eating like pigs hahahaha. BUT, cant help it cos there're too much temptation every where!:(

My 11:11

11:11 wishes does come true!

Mine came on 11/11 at 11:11pm:)

My stomach's grumbling. Time check: 2.07am :(

Gastric pain sucks:(

Where's my happy pill?

Who lives in the pineapple under the sea? SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS!

Cant wait for Rapunzel and Yogi Bear to be out. I'm craving for cartoons! :D

Cus baby tonight, DJ caught us falling in love again

SERIOUSLY.

Embrace

3 days seems like 3 hours. Its never enough.

Summer

I always forget the time whenever you're here. Why are you so irritatingly... cute. Heh.

This is a rough patch, but we're gonna go through it together no matter how hard it gets.

I'm not entirely good w words and all the cliche stuffs. But you know I'll always be here. If you're gonna make the effort to visit my blog, then i'll make the effort to blog :)

Anyway, Halloween at simran's place was awesome and bloody hehe. Photos all up on facebook!

You.

Soul food

You kidnapped my heart.

Soft whispers

Sometimes, the strength of a person is only this much. At some point of time, the feeling of giving up overwhelms and dries you up. But some how, the strength to carry on is just amazingly strong.

However,
I always have my lowest point of time. And I hate the situation I'm always caught in. I hate how unreasonable and demanding I can get at times and I have to fight my feelings because I know I cant behave this way. I really need assurance all the time.

Maybe overcoming myself will make me even stronger. Persevere!!

My workplace's desktop wallpaper..

IS THIS.

No i'm not pervertic okay..

I changed my seat today cos there are new colleagues coming in and they need the desktop that i was using so i changed to the one one of the 2 guys used before they left. Guess what? I had a shock when i on the computer. Cool wallpaper.

I'm bored :(

Why should you continue to make someone smile when the person makes you feel like shit? :)
I'm happy w my life now and I love the people around me. So god damn drama free (Y)

I went back to Jireh's today to collect my pay. Cuddled ginger omg she's so cute la. And Iwi's in the hospital instead of the iso alr. But they told me Iwi's having fever i hope she gets well soon :(
I'm really scared of cats in the past leh. But after I work for Jireh's i think i fell in love w them man. To the extend that I'm considering of keeping one next time hehe.
Ok its 2am now and i'm hungry byebye. Tmr need to wake up early heh heh

Fairytale

Hello hello. This place has been neglected for a long long time.

I'm not working at Jireh's alr and i miss working there now:( contradicting i know. I have a happy time there though (of course there were the down parts) and i'm glad i had a chance to work at the back instead of reception, battling w the stupid fierce cats and feeding meds, treating them and of course the saddest part is watching some of them passing on. Good experience there w some pretty nice colleagues. Biggest part is missing Harvey, ginger and Dr Poh's Perri Poo Poo. Satisfied my crave for working at a vet clinic since young but it makes me wanna work towards it more hehe.

(Anyway the photo on top is Iwi, the first patient i looked after. She's damn sweet and she'll meow to me when i talk to her hehe)

I'm now stuck w what I wanna study:( There are so many things to consider: interest, location and COST. If only i'm rich.............

Anyway I've been pretty happy nowadays, or at least contented. Thank you^^

Brittle Hard

I endured through the 1st week of work! Although half the time i was thinking when should I quit hahaha. It's really really really tough and tiring and stressful. K not gonna say much here.

Today's another long tiring day. But totally enjoyed myself after work cos i had sushi for dinner w ___ and then kbox w family. Tmr I'm going JB in the day and prolly meeting chris at night! Totally made full use of my off day before another tiring day begins hehe.
Ok i'm super tired now. Gonna bathe and concuss!


AND, before I go:
Hey bitch, I had enough of your nonsense. You live your life, I live mine. You want to step on my tail? Just watch out. You aint any better, bucket (Y)

Want your bad romance,

Dont lie to me unless you're sure that i wont find out, cos i'd prefer to know the truth. Dont doubt a girl's ability to find out things.

-

Had haircut w ethel yesterday, then to town to do her smiley piercing. Omg she's joining me more and more hahahaha. She even wanna shave her hair! Picture spam soon when i get the photos from her :)
Omg work's starting tmr. Excited but..... :(

Stalking like a Predator

'Just respect me for who I am.'

Faster start work, get my pay, and go shopping. Wheeee!
I met ethel today, like its been ages since i see her. Had my cravings satisfied at bugis and a little bit of shopping. Fried shitake, corn soup and chewy junior!! (Y)(Y)
Gonna meet her tmr again to cut hair and do her piercing. So damn tempted to do another piercing lehhhh. And i'm gonna move back to amk soon when i start work so, hello i'm back my amk friends! :D

And now, i'm contemplating if i should lock up my blog. Seriously need some privacy..

Yes this is my contract! So i'll be working at a vet clinic soon! Alot to learn but i'll try my best hehe. Hope my colleagues are nice :/ Oh and the vet cat there is super cuteee!

Lets call the shots

Guess i'm not your girl, cos we're from different world.
And this girl will be there for you i know, you wont need me any more.


I'm basically a v much happy girl now cos i've learnt to look at things in a different way. And life's good, i'm contented. Nice to have old friends back too hehe. I just went down to my workplace to collect my contract, shall upload it later to show you guys yay yay!:D
Yes, life's not perfect, but there're always perfect moments. And I'm glad i've got you, you and you ^^

Get down, get real.

Hello! My life is wonderful because I have nice people around me. I dont need ALOT of friends around me to be happy. I'll do fine w a few real ones who can really make my day (L)
And I found a job! A dream job since young, but i'll need to start from scratch but its okay i'm paid to learn new stuffs!
Not gonna reveal now until I sign the contract heh heh. People closer to me will know. Those that dont, wait for me to update then ^^

Okay time to go for a run!

my posts are wordy but i like!

‎"At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be"

- Simran

And i cant stand it that why some people are ACTUALLY talking about themselves oh gosh, please stop your drama, childish people.

" Just because I’m quiet, doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say. Just because I appear happy, doesn’t mean everything is okay. Just because I forgive, doesn’t mean I forget. Just because I don’t listen to your problems, doesn’t mean I don’t care. Just because I’m gullible, doesn’t mean I can be cheated. Just because I’m stubborn, doesn’t mean I’m not easy going. Just because I don’t study, doesn’t mean I’m stupid. Just because I don’t show my feelings, doesn’t mean I don’t have any. Just because I’m honest, doesn’t mean I’m outspoken. Just because I’m not like you, doesn’t mean I’m weird. Just because I’m unsure, doesn’t mean I’m afraid. Just because I don’t love you, doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings for you."

- From tumblr

I'm spending more time on tumblr now than blogger hahaha. The air there's fresher ^^

Superficial

I miss you. The old you.

I feel so lethargic these few days. Yesterday's picnic was successful! Shall wait for the photos hehe. Should I go for the vet job or wait for RP? Should i go wait for JCU or go for PSB? Roar.

Oh, I cant wait to meet fangs on Thursday! So many things to update each other :)

Hey,

watch your mouth and get the facts right before shooting.

And i really hate the sentence 'so what do you expect me to do now'. Hardcore hate. The next time i hear it, i think i'm gonna punch the person right into the face. Ha, just kidding. Not aiming at any person so please dont think too much that its for you.

And having good temper doesnt mean that i have NO temper. So please dont push my limits. Good night bitches. Cant wait to meet my favourite girls tomorrow!^^

Instant

There will always be words unspoken, truths untold. As much as I want to, I'm scared. Scared of falling down because I've got too many scars you dont know. It's a phobia I'm overcoming. It's scarier than anybody could imagine.

Despicable Me's niceee. Super cute. I missed Alice in Wonderland, and I just missed Shrek4 :(

I wanna watch Toy Story 3 and 9 temples. Cheryl promised to have horror movie marathon w me heh heh. And Part 3 of Chronicle of Narnia's coming out yay yay yay! Happy movies make me happy. I'm such a kid hehe.

I have nothing to blog about.
But i'm looking forward to suntanning and swimming w gene tmr morning and friday's bbq hehe.

Other than that, life's mundane + in a mess. And my sinus problem's back.

Cocoa

Hehehehe I got so many chocolates thank you everybody!!! (L)

Actually got some more but i finish alr :$

Imbecile

How can I change myself to be a priority when all along I'm an option?

I tried too hard, I need a break.

Forgive me.

I need to feel like a girl sometimes.

Reminisce

It hard to keep myself going at this rate, but i promise to do my best. Anyway, Ive been loving tumblr. Its speaking my heart so much i can tear while reading those heartfelt posts. Find me if you can. The link's some whereeeeee.

Happy note: I still have lots of chocolates (especially hazelnut's) thank you all my loves. I'll upload a picture w ALL my chocolates maybe hehehe. And i'm going to GentlePaw's again tmr (i mean later) to see the dogssss :D

Fml my W709's spoiled. Now i cant tap wifi using phone. I want my phone back cos there are so many things in there. I am depressed.

back at one

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

My wisdom tooth is aching again zzzz. Its annoying and not making me any wiser lorrrr. And my tonsil problem is back, the same side as my wisdom tooth. I think I agitated it after accidentally swallowing a unagi bone. So if you see me and I dont talk, please forgive me haha.

Sore

Nobody can make me feel better than you, nobody.

I'm back from genting, nothing much happened there except for eating ice cream in the cold at night w shorts and jacket-less and I injured myself, blood flow like buffet and flood my slippers hahaha. I'm back in singapore, I'm having sore throat, and I miss the weather and chee cheong fan there omg damn niceeeeee.

Back to Singapore= back to reality. I'm sick of disgusting real life dramas. Wanna play bitch game? I'm on. Not happy, come straight to me. Stop being sneaky.

happy pills

I need no diamonds. I just need simple things to make me happy.
I've got a box of kinder surprise today, and 2 packets of kinder bueno from cheryl!!

I'm more than happy today:)



Anyway I'll be going genting on monday, 3 days 2 nights. I'll miss you.
And BBs, please change away the stupid airplane ringtone TYVM!!!!

Shall hit town tmr for shopping. I need clothes.

GentlePaws

Hello hello. GentlePaws' having an adoption drive from 10 to 11 july at pasir ris. If you're interested to get a dog and have a big big heart, come down and visit! The dogs are v cute and all have v sad backgrounds:( So give them a good home! I'll most probably be there to help out also so if you're interested, call me :D

Blink.

I'm so tired of doing the same thing over and over and over again. I'm not happy.

Do y'believe?

我会很爱你 一百个世纪
很爱很爱你 没人能代替



Does she need you more than I do?

twenty

I like how my both presents are in pink (:

Wired

Sometimes, ignorance is bliss.
Sometimes, you'd rather be self denial than to be scarred by the truth.
Sometimes, you hope that you dont know about the things you dont wanna know.
Sometimes, its easier to pretend that you're fine because you're too tired to explain things.


I want to be happy for now. Please grant my wish.

5:40am

I'm sleepy but I'm waiting for my hair to dry. I'm happy today too cos I got my second present ^^


My sticky's finishing because I have pig friends \m/
OH AND MY DRY INSTANT NOODLE ALSO. I just finished the last pack today:( Heng I still got my prawn soup one heh.

Note to self: buy MORE instant noodle just in case. Its my life saviour hahahaha.

walao damn heartbreaking i wanna cry :'(

Airplane sucks

Denise seriously never fails to irritate me. I think I'm immune to the airplane song even though I still hate it.
Now, I have something new to say when she sings the airplane song.

"Can we wish that airplane in the night sky's like shooting star~"
"NO I HOPE YOUR PLANE CRASH"
"Its okay, I dont need parachute ^^"
"I dont need no parachute, baby if i got you"

Love yesterday's surprise. Love yesterday even though my face's full of blemish thanks to the cream from the cake, my legs breaking from walking and my wallet got one hole cos i got cheated by another black hearted taxi driver AGAIN (2 times in a day fml), but i'm still happy and i bought 2 packs of STICKY!

Will update again (:

Bitchfist

Yes bb i know you wont (:

"Can we wish that airplanes in the night sky's like shooting -cuts off-"

"OMG SHUT UP NO!"

Thanks to denise, the song kept me awake through the night cos it's repeating in my (existing) brain.

I'm meeting nicole and the rest for dinner tmr, then i'll head down for gay's night hehe.

I MISS GREG!!!!!! D:

Hate NS.

Oh, and i just realised that my birthday's just 5 days away omg why so fast?! I'm not gonna be a 19 year old kid any more. I'll be a 20 year old kid! :(

Just let me enjoy while i'm still 19 cos i can never be 19 again -sulks.

Sweetest Addiction

Random crave: strawberry and arnold's chicken
Really damnnnn random. And, I wonder when i'll get my 11 cans of wznn, and my kinder family chocolates.
I had a full bowl of la mian from crystal jade today some more. Now i feel like making cup noodle at 4.30am stupid marilyn's eating too. Omg its all food. I'm gonna gain back all the weight I lost when i'm sick :(

Ecstacy

Can I have you next to me today?

I'm so sleepy I only slept for less than 2 hours thanks to the 3 cans of redbull as mixer zzzzzzz. Clubbing for 2 days straight= cui. My eye bags are saying hello. No more clubbing/pubbing tonight sorry friends my bed miss me hahaha.
Thursday night was _____ till 6 plus at maxwell oh well I hope everything's alright now. Was only at the dance floor for about 30min but it was fun because of the right people and its freaking packed cos of SUTYA preview. Friday night was uh....... desperate guys -.-

Okay imma go take a power nap.

Summer snow

So cuteeeeee reminds me of Hiyo when she's still a pup hehe.

I'm happy today! And I went out! Like, OFFICIALLY out till night after so long. Love the people I met today, full stop. The rest remains in ♥.

Greggy boy's enlisting tmr:(

Soon its gonna be more people going in. Gonna miss all of them.

Supergirl

Hehehehehe so cute. I know of one, who keep cheating my feelings, forever sleeping :(
And one that keeps complaining to me on sms and msn and owes me WZNN,
And one that keeps sending me texts w typo errors (eg. hahahap, gagagaga),
And many many more <3


不要问我哭过了没 因为超人不能流眼泪

Crossed path.

People only cherish only after they lose things. So true. But sometimes, you'll only be left w memories.

I told magesh i'm too afraid to walk away because i feared not to be called back :(

Okay. 420am. Time to try to sleep. Nights world.

Poison

Its 4.44am and i cant sleep. Felt like a loser suddenly. Sucks D:

Aint teling you how much you're missed.