Thursday, April 29, 2010




“From time to time, people tell me, “lighten up, it’s just a dog,” or, “that’s a lot of money for just a dog.” They don’t understand the distance traveled, the time spent, or the costs involved for “just a dog.”

Some of my proudest moments have come about with “just a dog.” Many hours have passed and my only company was “just a dog,” but I did not once feel slighted. Some of my saddest moments have been brought about by “just a dog,” and in those days of darkness, the gentle touch of “just a dog” gave me comfort and reason to overcome the day.

If you, too, think it’s “just a dog,” then you will probably understand phases like “just a friend,” “just a sunrise,” or “just a promise.”

“Just a dog” brings into my life the very essence of friendship, trust, and pure unbridled joy. “Just a dog” brings out the compassion and patience that make me a better person.

Because of “just a dog” I will rise early, take long walks and look longingly to the future. So for me and folks like me, it’s not “just a dog” but an embodiment of all the hopes and dreams of the future, the fond memories of the past, and the pure joy of the moment.

“Just a dog” brings out what’s good in me and diverts my thoughts away from myself and the worries of the day. I hope that someday they can understand that it’s not “just a dog” but the thing that gives me humanity and keeps me from being “just a man.”

So the next time you hear the phrase “just a dog.” just smile, because they “just don’t understand.” ” —Anonymous

-- deemuffin.tumblr


Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

-Mallory Marie

hide&seek

So baby tell me what you want,
and dont leave me guessing the possibilities.

Kbox w the 5 girls yesterday, bumped into xiang, jeff, kim and jiamin, totally enjoyed myself, butt greg joined in then off to sengkang for dinner and chilling session.

Oh and i'm v happy yesterday hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. It's the same feeling as hanging out w your eyecandy for the whole day kinda feeling, y'know that feeling not?! ^^

xy: eh give me your phone, i send you something (:

me: *checks phone upon recieving* AIYO, THANK YOU LEH!! ^^

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *melts*

side note: I want to clubbbb. I miss thursdays :(

I'm dealing better.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

super no.1

I'm fightin' for this girl
In the battlefield of love

I saw a lil frog being squashed to death by a big truck while waiting for bus but there's nothing i can do to help that lil thing :(
Anyway i'm back home from meeting greg pingpongpiangz, xy and denise yeowgui. So sad la cos i cannot see the hunk greg is bringing cos i need to go off early :<

And so..... my sat is wasted and i can foresee my sunday too hahaha. I'm wasting time seriously. CHRISTABEL HENG when are we going down to JCU?!?!?!?! Please contact me ah!
And i'm counting down to something that i'll never want to face :'(



Suddenly everything seems to be worth, w nothing of return .

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Uncertain paranoia

I.Need.Assurance. Just that little.

Hello I am back from the chalet and i'm deadbeat cos after work was immediate chalet and i didnt sleep more than 3 hours for the chalet. So here i am, ready to concuss after my bath and i'll be holding my phone to sleep just to wait for it to beep.

Recent eventful eventss:

Sunset grill- Level 30 wings ftw.



Meeting the secondary school people (:






Elvira's birthday/house warming bbq



And the chalet!




Many more but i cant exactly remember them because there're no photos and my brain's getting rusty. More photos on fb. I wanna work more, and earn more money cos i kinda need them badly. Oh and try to get myself into Uni. I wanna study omg although i know after that i'll hate school again. And and and i cant decide whether to take out my piercing cos i'm bored of it alr i have really short attention span when it comes to certain things. But sometimes i'm amazed at how i'm able to hold on to things too.


K i'm really sleepy but the toilet's still in used. Mum's not gonna be back tonight again but i think i wont have a v big problem sleeping alone cos i'm really tired, and idk what's gonna be my plan for tmr. G'night.



I'm happy having you my priority. I'm happy suffering from delusions. I'm happy like that. Dont take it away from me.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

How do you measure the depth of pain?

Too tired to blog. Very very tired. Till then.

xo.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Fall in quicksand.

Nobody would ever want to be me, ever.

Buffet lunch was sooooooooooooooooo fulling+fattening w maggie, cheryl, simran, xy, denise and mehleen. And I'm home early! ^^

I so need to turn back my bodyclock and prepare myself for work on mon although its just a 2 days thing.

K I think I'm hungreh now fml i'm craving for kinder bueno. Its a hint, I should sleep hahahaha. Gonna bring the dogs to swim tmr. Hope it's the beach instead then i can tannnnn!




I dont want to walk this Earth if i got to do it solo, solo.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

hot breaths

Dont we all love tumblr? {: Camp was tiring today and I think I'm losing my voice from the shoutings again hahahaha.

Pris sent us an email telling us about the degree offered in James Cook Uni and it sounds really good especially when we can be exempted from 6 modules (shiok leh no need to retake chem!!!), and the rest of the modules sounded interesting. The thing is, where to find money ahhhhhhhhh? :(


Guess i'm gonna sleep eary today cos i'm damn tired and i need to wake up early (againnnn) tmr. Gonna try to sleep by 230, though not v early but its still early hahaha ok i'm going to bathe now!
Its like I wanna do something for you to feel better but there's nothing I can do:(

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Kate Spade FTWWWWW.

I want lehhhhhhh.....

From here.
And I still want my Lx3, and BB. Maybe I should buy my sticky first cos its cheapest hahahaha.


New schedule:
16th- orientation camp
17th- meeting the gfs at vivo
19th and 20th- slogging at resort world
21st to 23rd- chalet

Fully packed for whole week to drain myself out. Coooool!
Happy note: me and sis just ordered macdee's for dinner. Cinnamon meltssssssss^^


Edited/
So as you can see the difference in the number of people reading my blog when i update and when i dont. Tsk.
And i'm wondering who's the one who always google my email address. Love you man. Hahahahaha.




I said a prayer for you, that everything will be fine.

From bav's.

EH v long never see you alr and i know you'll see this. See you sooon! Got plans coming up hehehehe.

Anyway i'm not that enthu about tmr's briefing cos i'll need to leave home early, wake up early, and then its only for an hour then i'm going home zzz. Hope there'll be something for me to look forward to. Good night!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Wanna be your wannabe

Be contented while it last.Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving


♫ The man who cant be moved -The Script


Yesterday was hardcore (unglam) webcamming @ my balcony in the midnight w jess, myjm, d and xy. Laugh till everybody got 12 pacs. 3 step Dora dance ftw I wanna go club and see her dance more often and laugh w ddddd lol.

I'm kinda looking forward to the camp cos i can meet a lot of people that i hadnt meet since the last UT. Oh and the DENV facis :D
There's a briefing on thur, camp on fri so i'll have to give Play a miss this week (then cannot see somebody dance :( ) . Then next week also cannot go Play cos got chalet wahhhhh. Then I need to send resumes also. I wanna ask Dr Alvin to do a CV for me, but he's so scaryyyy. How ah?


I'm scared.

Monday, April 12, 2010

I want...

The knight in that shining armour

I know who's gonna be worth the pain [♥]
xo

Hello I'm so happy today cos i got a new netbook from sis and bro in law hahahaha. LOVE ONLY :)
Time to bathe, and try to sleep early. My cough's getting worse from all the sleepless nights, and my ears' blocked for 3 days alr i hope fever dont come. Please pray that I can fall asleep and stop thinking about random stuffs. I seriously need sleeeeeep.
Tue's supposed to be yckss' 2006 graduate's chalet, aint sure if i'm going in this state, 16th will be DENV's orientation camp for new batch of year ones . The pioneer batch are gonna help!! Definetly going (: and chalet on the 21st again. Busy busy busy. Shall try not to party till the end of everything, and start hardcore sending resumes again!!!!
Bye gotta run, lover's waiting in the bathroom, JUST JOKNG!

Saturday, April 03, 2010

MYJM

webcamming w myjm @xy's place waiting for ddddddddddddddd.

Hello m, you suck even more, but still love you k. your face EPIC LA. HAHAHAHAHA.