goodbye fairytales.

okay. i told him ler. and it happens that he dont know. i thought he know ler. he said he treated me as classmate only. i lied that i dont like him ler. maybe i really dont. i'm very tired ler. i'm not sad. really. i felt relieved. i finally said what i wanted to say. and it's time i wake up from dream to reality.
bye bye fairy tales. bye bye cinderella story.

finally im off the working load now n u can no longer find me at bee cheng hiang!!! wahahaha! i got my pay n im off slacking till the next job which comes at march. i'll be working at expo's popular book fair for a week.
hmm.. i work at bch for over a month n my pay is miserably less than 1k larrrr!!!! very little righttt!! work so hard leh. but then my pay is in cash lar so is like i never see so much cash in real life before lor.. lol

2day's chu er-the second day of cny n red packets are very little. i got bout $200 plus. but i gave my mum [$50], another red packet for her oso [$50], red packet for my dad [$50], pay back my aunty cos she oways gimme pocket money [$200], red packets for my san gu n xiao gu [$20x2] and red packet for my uncle [$30]. u go count how much money went out lar! my pocket got one big big big hole le. hai~ but i gotta giv them cos i got my first pay and thay are the pples who made my life possible, so its a little token lar.

oh, and i must say this. i think the economy damn bad leh. cause i used to get at least $8 red packet n this year, it goes as low as COINS. okay lar. i dont really mind about the amount inside but $2 note will be better than 2 $1 coin right.
AND, this yr is the first year i'm wearing tube tops for new year, n i put on really nice sally hansen fake nails which look REALLY real. lol

new year

okay. new year is jus like.. 2 weeks away?
i'm so damn busy at work that i cant go do new year shopping larrrrr. why lidat de!! sad~
last time even if i studying oso got time go gai gai de lor. 'cause last time got weekend break, now DONT HAVE! DONT HAVE! DONT HAVEEEEEEEE!!!
cannot even slack. vry sian leh. shall go J8 for shopping spree one day. i dont think i even got e time to buy my new year clothes lar. so sad.
everyday work till so tired. teng li say that next week will be worse. i should be dying by new year. or i should be dead.. lol
it'll be soo good if i can stay at home to sleep during new year, but mummy sure will pull me up go bai nian. but for the sake of the ang baos.. heh heh heh~
i hope this year mummy can go aunty ann's house to bai nian, then can see yuyang. lol. yes. is hong yu yang from campus superstar. hehe.
but of cos i like zhi yang better oso. but aunty ann very good leh.. she know i got follow up with campus superstar, she ask yu yang get for me the i-weekly campus superstar edition with ALL THEIR SIGNATURE. WAHAHAHA. dun jealous k.

okay. i have some new year wishes n resolutions pple :

my wishes

1. get a new parrot. ( hopefully 2! )
2. go for a shopping spree~
3. earn enuff money
4. help josh/ethel/black
5. find a new job
6. new laptop. i like e vaio one.
7. tell him
8. learn a new skill
9. get into tp's vet course/ get into tp's tourism course
10. cook a day's meals for mummy
-thats all for now-

resolutions

1. keep the house clean
2. stop being lazy
3. avoid being scolded
4. forget him
5. work hard
6. jian fei!
7. teach tenshi a new trick
8. be more independent
9. stop spending so much money
-thats all for now!-