i am soooo borreeeed. am at the badminton court now. but i dont have any mood to play badminton cos i am super tired. the PP er ren zhu is playing badminton now. just help alan finish his RJ so sun bian use his laptop to blog. hahahahaha. gynette call alan pork. LOL!

i wanna see my eye candy!!! but just now i go pass gym he is not there. lets just hope that he will be there later :DDDDD

men are hard to please

i recieve this mail and i find it soooo super true.

Men Are Hard To Pleased
The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNGIf u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREATIf u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u. (very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. (Bullshit)
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMEN
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!& sooo hard to please!!!!!
If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true.......
but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....
The moral of the story is.......So exactly, what do guys want?!?!?

yesterday went to bishan park after school to celebrate mooncake festival with yvonne, gene, peisi, zj, alan and tk. family plan cancelled. actually not celebrate lar. only go there play sparkles, fire, swing and eat tibits. haha! had lotsa fun with them. really love hanging out with them. super duper fun. got another blue black from alan again, and scratch marks from gene.
took quite abit of pictures. will upload them after i got them from gene.

anyway, next week 'll most probably be working at orchard point roadshow instead. yupps. cos i really dont like urban pple.
then then then....
please sign up at http://www.mysmsads.com/
they pay you for recieving smses and introducing pple to sign up. i am super broke now so pleaseeeee help me! thanks. my username is meow. :DDD

this is hammy, the hamster i bought for gynette. its a female. super cute right??? its very very small, but very guai! omg omg omg! i think i wanna take back =x

LOL LOL. but i wont de lar. :D

worked on sunday. super duper tired. had a new xialan co-odinator. quarrel with him lor. dontknow still wanna act pro. knn.
yesterday ponned school cos super duper tired. so no mood study. so me, genevieve, alan and peisi meet up at CWP macdonald for breakfast. saw alot rp students there also. so many pple ponned with us. haha.
after that we took bus down to bugis. the gene and sisi bought jeans. they took super long time to choose and try lor. me and alan wait until wanna fall asleep. HAHA.
then we cab down to far east. shopped awhile and ate yakun roti. saw guishan and her friends there. haha. so qiao she skip school also.
after lunch, sisi went to meet friend, so we bus-ed down to vivo. went to the pet safari. spend alot of time wow-ing and laughing at the hamsters and dogs, and sharing pet experiences. damn fun. bought a sapphire hamster for gynette. it was super duper cuteeeee :DD very guai also! omg. lol. i think gynette love it.

read from viv's blog, i get to know that there is this place call Fucking town.


the Fucking signboard. LOL


this is the Fucking map. REALLY GOT THIS PLACE LOR!the Fucking news.

just imagine you get into a taxi.

passenger : can you fetch me to the Fucking town?

taxi: i dont know how to get there.

passenger: cant you just look out for the Fucking signboard or follow the Fucking map?

LOL!

Fucking is no longer a vulgarity in Fucking town!

just imagine......

the fucking bastard is fucking that fucking vamp in Fucking Town...

anyway, came by this website. the test result is very true. can go and try. esp question 2 and 3.. i think its quite true for me lar.
http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

if you are someone who read the newspaper or watch the news, you should have know about the girl in malaysia- nurin jazlin, who was sexually abused and killed.

she was found dead in a bag, dead. the cause of her death was a cucumber and a brinjal, which was found in her private part, forcing the rupture of her rectum and to be infected with bacteria, resulting in her gruesome death.


her parents couldnt believe that the body was their 8 years old daughter, which was reported lost a month ago.


its such a saddening news and i wonder how can they do this to such a innocent girl. i know the pain of losing a love one.
you can visit a blog about her at http://nurinjazlin.blogspot.com/





anyway, went to visit grandma in the hospital on friday night after work. super duper tired after a day of school and work. she was transferred from normal ward to ICU. the docter had taken out the tube that provide her with oxygen, and change it to an air tight mask, which was placed over her whole face. it looks scary but the nurses said that it was more confortable for her actually. it was really heart wrenching to see my beloved grandma in this state, and to see my mum and aunties crying.


i really hope that grandma can get over this soon.


she was alright before the operation. she can walk, talk, eat like a normal person although she was diagnosed with stomach cancer. we didnt tell her that she got cancer because we were afraid that she would fret over it.


we just told her that she had a tumor in her stomach and she need to have an operation to remove it. the stomach specialist told us that the cancer should be remove asap to prevent it from becoming worse. but grandma had complained that she was having headache before the operation, and the docts didnt take it to their concern, but it was actually a sign of stroke. after the operation, she was in so much pain, resulting the stroke attack. after that, her condition kept fluxuating. last week, the nurses suck up the flam 3 times in an hour because the nurse dont know that the previous nurse had alrdy done it. the procedure actually caused her to have asthma attack, and now she is in ICU.


there was alot of miscommunication between the nurses and the doctors and we hope that CGH can really do somehing about it.

this is a picture of grandma celebrating her 77th birthday this june. she seriously dont look sick in anyway despite have heart problem, diabetes, high blood pressure and asthma!

Went for badminton yesterday with PP 二人组, which is alan and Genevieve lar. LOL. We played until 7pm, then me and gene went down to gym. Alan never go cos he never bring towel.
I SAW MY EYE CANDY AGAIN!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! HE SUPER DUPER ULTRA CUTEEEEEEEE :DDDD
I had spotted him since orientation and he is in SAS. My senior leh! Lol.
After that we went to the pasar malam at cwp there walk walk, then go eat dinner at yakun roti.
After dinner we super tired, so the 3 of us share cab home. Stupid alan keep telling us ghost story. Scare the shit out of me can. Some more I saw the pictures of a dead body. The girl actually jumped down INSIDE sun plaza and die lor. the face was splitted apart. Thanks to oscar lar. Then no choice I called uncle to come down pei me go home. BECAUSE I SCARED LAR CAN.
Eh. Don’t laugh hor =.=

Anyway, life in W14D is getting better. But W26G is still the best. Cos when I am cold, I can borrow jacket from ah xiong, bin bin or elwin. When I am sad, I have the WAFFLES to cheer me up. When I don’t know how to do my work, I have aiden and tas to guide me. When I want to disturb people, there was ryan for me to kajiao. When I am bored, I have W26G to crap with me. See? Everyone is important. Even ryan lor =.= I think he will be super touched if he see this. Lol.
Anyway, life’s gotta move on lar.

second day of school was ALRIGHT.

managed to crap with some of them. had quite abit of fun. but of course i still prefer W26G larrrrrr.
i hope the future will be better:)

just now meet up with terence, xiian, elwin and dear for lunch at kopitiam. dear forced a stick to me lor. i had the smell lingering around me in class can! =.=
second break meet dear and elwin again. dragged linhui along. we eat abit of fruit cocktail.
dear like idiot. laugh non-stop =.='

i tell you. GYNETTE TEE CHIEN WEI IS PHD IN RETARDATION OKAY! MAI SIAO SIAO :D
and stop laughing at my email address you idiot.

i am gonna tell you all...


i fucking hate my new class!


okay lar. i dont know whether i will like it after some time but i dont like it now!!!!!!
damn it.
the new class is scary. and i mean it. scary. they only talk to their own friends. if not their own group. some group looks so darn fun. but my group really sucks. only got 4 person cos one never come. the worse thing is i am the only girl there. the guys dont talk at all D:
and you know i cant live without talking.

when the faci is not talking, the class is DEAD SILENCE. i can even hear breathing sound. it just sucks to the core.
how i wish i was back to W26G, where all the familiar faces were. so comfortable. so noisy. i really really really miss W26G. i feel like crying. i wanna pon school. i dont feel like coming school anymore. i cant even smile now.

can we like go for a riot so that we will be back to our old class. i am serious. i hate the class i am in. i feel so not in the class. i even find it hard to breathe in the class. thats how worse it is.
now i know that we really have to cherish the present.
although we have to move on, but i really dont wish to change class.
hais. kill me please. i would rather die than to go back to that class.

anyway, its the first time i felt earthquake yesterday sia. i was at mum's stall when i suddenly felt very giddy. so i sat on the chair with my head on the table. i felt the chair shaking but i thought i was the one shaking sia. lol! i even told my sis about it and ask her if she got feel anything not but she say dont have. until 10pm hews report then i know is earthquake sia. i thought i think too much. lol.
dumb~

didnt went sentosa on tuesday cos it was raining so we changed it to TODAY!

chen chong, cheek keong, zhongjian, weihong, tengkiat, yvonne and genegieve went. fun day with then and it wasnt crowded.

i tell you, i almost drown~

because i was holding genevieve at the deeper part of the sea but my feet could still touch the ground lar. then suddenly a wave came and the next thing was i was struggling under the water. my feet couldnt touch the ground and because genevieve couldnt swim, she held super tight to my neck, and because of this, i couldnt swim up =.=

so i any how grab, gasping for air and i was actually tugging yvonne! lol. sorry girl. i drank tonnes for sea water and it was super super saltish. haha! and fight with the curry noodles at J8 sia! lol. heng zhong jian was there to save the 3 of us sia. i was actually tearing cos i really kena shocked and i was choking on the sea water. i think genevieve really had a scare too cos she cant swim. haha.

but still we enjoyed ourself lar. after that, we went vivo eat lunch, the rest went back, left me, gene, yvonne, tk and zj. we went town shop awhile, then we went back amk. played pool at k-pool for an hour, saw kun xian and colleen. after that went back home.

i am super burnt sia!

my arm DAMN red! like BBQ meat. LOL

see the diff between my original and burnt skin!

even my leg also=.=

my cousins came from KL these few days and they are going back tomorrow. so, brought my niece who was 21 years old (!!!) to go walk walk and then meet upwith yvonne to watch ratatouile (i dont know how to spell can!). its a super cute and nice show. haha.
then after that sis fetch us to jurong to meet bro in law.
we ate delifrance. i think i am getting super fat. i need to loseeee weight!

ahah. anyway, bro in law told me that he is gonna share money to buy a kelong with his friends! YAYAYAYAYAYAY! then he say if my sis let him buy, he is going to get my love and keep him there. curious who is my love? if he gets to buy it, i will show you. haha!

i cant wait for tomorrow. because i am going sentosa!! SUNTAN! i am getting whiter and whiter and i dont like it. haha. and its good to meet up with secondary school friends!
i sooo wanna meet up with W26G pple toooooo D:

anyways, my new class is W16D. i checked the class list. no W26G pple in same class as me except my secondary school mate lin hui. better than dont have lar. but still.... sad-ded. i want at least one of the WAFFLES! or at least one of the gurus like aiden and bin bin. or at least one of W26G pple!! D: except for ryan

okay. i am gonna go sleep now. it's 2.30am and i am meetng them at 9.30am!

nitey:D

meet up with my secondary school friends for k box yesterday. it was great meeting up with them. sang my heart out. we were all in low mode. low as in our voice could reach the lower notes but not the higher ones lar. haha!
yvonne was the winner. she always bao thr lower notes that we couldnt reach one. haha! my voice was lower than usual yesterday too. haha! i agree with genevieve that cong wen is getting better at rapping! lol. his rapping power lar. tengkiat also become more brave to hold the mic and sing. and i think cheek keong go there to eat and fight with cong wen only cos he didnt sing at all. haha
after that genevieve went to meet peisi they all, the rest of us went to yvonne house slack and we ordered mac delivery when the mac was downstairs only lor. haha. we were just plain lazy lar.
we slack till about 7 then walk with the guys to amk hub. very tired alrdy so they went shopping while i went home. sian sian sian. everybody holiday till october while rp students only until next week lar! not fair! i want more holidays.
and sorry to W26G pple. i really had not time to book the chalet cos i was busy working. i dont even have the time to blog. haha. any kind soul wanna go organise? i am willing to help :D

thanks to all the friends who tagged me. thanks for all the concern. you all make me feel that my lfe is not as dead and as meaningless as i think. i am so glad that all of you are around for me. thanks to nicole too. miss you darling <3

as i lay down on the floor and think. what is happening to my life right now.....

not blogging for these few days cos i was busy working. and i earliest i reach home is like 11pm? its 12.39am now and i cant believe i am still online. genevieve says my eye rings are super black. shucks.

i am like a sandwich. kiap between my aunty and my mum. i think my aunty is getting more and more possessive of me nowadays. once i say i wanna go mum's place or go hospital see grandma, her face immediately chage, and she wouldnt even talk to me. peeps who know me well enough will know that my mum and aunty crash. and the worse thing is that one is my mum and another one is a aunty who brought me up. i cant simply just ignore one of them. the biggest problem is my aunty lar. hais. i also dont know what to say. who can i turn to? who can help me?

oh fuck.

i think hamster got an african grey- from gynette's blog. i want i want!!!!!

its my dream bird but its darn ex. $950 leh. i am just a poor kid :(

i hope i can get my pay soon. i am too broke. if i am rich, my aunty will take money from me and she wont attitude me so much. i think she can attitude me now cos i am broke. when she wanna take money from me she very nice one. haha!

seems like no matter how much money i have also not enough one. cos the one spending most of it is not me. hais.

why is my life so miserable? i dont understand.

just now when taking train home from work, yvonne and her parents sat opp me. its so nice to see the 3 of them so close. i am so jealous can. why cant my famly be like this? why cant my parents just sit down and talk nicely, and we can have a nice little family gathering? its just my little wish since i was young.

i think my life is a total shit. crap. how i wish i wasnt even born. how i wish there was someone i can confide to. how i wish there was a shoulder for me to lie on.

but i am still grateful that i have great friends in my life. you all really make my life alot better. life without all of you will be meaningless.

a big thank you to all those friends who have stood by me through thick and thin, and comfort me when i am down, and not looking down for who i am. i love all of you.