I ever dreamt that all my friends are leaving me and i woke up crying. It's fucking scary, more horrible than any nightmare.
In life, i always try hard to make things work or to please everyone. I trust people easily and end up being used. In then end, I'll end up blaming myself when things dont work.
All along, I cant be alone. I cant eat alone (i rather buy home and eat alone), watch movie alone, shop alone, sleep alone etc. I'm scared of lonliness. Such a loser i know. But yesterday i finally decide to to swim myself, but then my aunty dont allow me to go alone cos i'm sick -.-
I should start living for myself. There are people far worse than me.
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