Happy birthday adel gan

Met xy at seng kang t slack, then bused down to ECP for adel's birthday bbq. We totally kaobei all the way till we reach because it is so fucking far omggggcurrychickenpok. Why they dont want to book at pasir ris. The book ECP also book so far in oneeeee.
BBQ-ed, lepak and feed mosquito till 1245am then cab back to jalan kayu w xy.
Bathe, ate med, and KO. Oh yes i didnt mention mum brought to see doctor cos i was havng dizzy spells every since monday. Doctor says that i'm too stress wtf. LOL.

Okay I'll update the photos from yesterday after i got them from FB. I think all sure flooded w xy's face hahahahahahaha! ^^
I'm still so sleepyyyyyyyyyy and i'm falling asleep in class. But the 'A' last week is motivating me hehehehehehehehehehe.

lips lock

I had th sweetest nightmare 2 nights ago and i'm reminiscing.

'Cause you're hot and you're cold

I think being a science student is very dangerous because we have handle with a lot of cancer causing agents like Ethidium Bromide and Dichloromethane. So before you know it, maybe I alr die from cancer. CHOY CHOY CHOY!


My da yi ma came today but it didnt kill the mood of gyming!:D
Fitness First today with gene and peisi. Threadmill for 30min, and start training legs. I think my legs are going to suffer tomorrow. HEHEHEHE. Sauna for a while, and it made all of us red, but damn shiok. Then, they decided to takr photos w just BRA. Fat ttm thank you very much no need to tell me.

Totally cui. Met serene a while then home.

I want to quit being a fool.

On a side note, I kinda miss my long straight hair.

Mr. D

The long awaited reply is here.

I didnt know you felt confused, like i do. And i didnt know you still cant get into me. The invisible wall is really getting into the way. It's still my mental barrier. Why didnt you have the cheek or courage to reply?

But I'm still glad you made the effort to explain with a 6 pages long text. Friends still, of course, Mr. D.

From fangs:

" Dear owner of meowlurve.blogspot.com, kindly please update your blog for the pleasure of your beloved fangs who runs out of class to sit on the toilet bowl to entertain herself with your blog in the toilet. Thank you"

HAHAHA i got update can! and stop reading my blog in the toilet la lim fang ying!

And to you, I'm very much kind of irritated by your random flooding of my inbox/msn that i'll get rowdy and annoyed cos its annoying and its kinda obvious so please know your limit cos i'm not as free and bored as you, and I'm not that interested about the things that you want to tell me. I'm very busy in school. Once in a while is fine with me but not to the extend of texting random stuffs. Irritated by your sms doesnt mean that i dont like you as a friend. Yea (:

yaw

I'm dead beat from 2 days of moving house and my arms have blue blacks thanks to my cousin's heavy boxes of magazines. We're officially from pasir ris to jalan kayu now. Pratas pratas!

And i think hor, some people really wierd. As in like y'know FB can tag photos of friends right. Idk why some people like to un-tag themselves in photos that maybe make them look ABIT unglam. Like eyes half close, can see fats, hair messy, face looks big etc etc y'know what i mean, like scared people will see like thattt. Not like can see whole big chunk of unsightly fats. If mine can see i thnk i'll jitao ask the person take out the photo hahahaha. Okay just random thoughts cos i think quite a few people does that so no offend. I do that too sometimes only if my face looks really retarded or something. I love my face too much la! Must tag all okay. HAHAHA.

Tmr will be another day to endure. I'm looking forward to next hol/outing w the cliques. Talking about that, i havent see most of them for like, 2 weeks? :S

Dear friends,

I dont know if you guys will read this, but i think the problem is arising again? When i dont ask, nobody is making the initiative to meet up again.
MSN and texts are not replied, cold attitudes, and like dont even bother to say hi. What's this? Where's the enthusiasm in meeting up like the past? I know you have your own lives like work, girlfriends, boyfriends, new friends etc. But please try to light up this friendship again. It's the most precious to me. I hope its precious to you guys too.
This is making me sad :(

fyi,

I hate irresponsible people. FMLFUCKYOURLIFE.

Oh give me a break man.

truely yours,

Hello people. First week of school gone. So far so good. Today's lesson was boringggg.

Met xy, D, jeff, xiang and yifang for dinner at shokudo. Shiok ttm please. The down to SOHO. Yf didnt join us though. First time kena police check please. So you can imagine like, dance half way then lights on and everybody get out of club that kinda thing >:( annoying ttm.
Music was kinda boring though we tried to enjoy ourselves with pole dancing and such. HAHA. Drama-mama, got people puke every where, pee every where, AND!

We were so tired of dancing we decided to find chairs to sit down. Saw this empty chair w a wierd thing on top, and i've decided not to touch it cos it looks rlly wierd under the dim light. The suddenly this bouncer came to stop a girl from trying to sit on it cos she never see the wierd thing. He shone his torchlight on the chair, guess what's that on top?
IT'S......

SHIT. (no price for getting it right.)

Fucking gross please. Super heng i never use my hands to sweep it away which i almost did omfg. Seriously dk how it landed there. Idiot people.
Breakfast @ newton w them and th DJs (funkymunky was their geog tcher!) then cab home. Shagged.

Met mum after school w her friend to eat @ chompchomp then to nearby pub for beer and drink today. Cheap like omggggg. Sis and broinlaw joined later. Totally sang till hearts content. Imagine from 7pm till 11++pm. Shiok only. I just reached home not long ago and its time for bath and off to bed. Good nights.

Emo only -.-

换一种方式 咖啡还温热
我用雾气在镜面手写着 爱你呢
床上音乐盒 依旧旋转着
但你却不再为我唱歌 说我是你的

对的错的 做了选择 故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻
要多久 才能够褪色
好的坏的 做了选择 我们就到这
纵然会难以割舍又能如何
说好了 这个时刻不互相指责

初恋的颜色 我们都记得
像家乡那条小河 透明得 很清澈
你曾为我折 一千个纸鹤
如今却连一个拥抱 你我都尴尬着

对的错的 做了选择 故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻
要多久 才能够褪色
好的坏的 做了选择 我们就到这
纵然会难以割舍又能如何
说好了 这个时刻不互相指责

永远的承诺是你赐给的
只是当初任谁也不晓得
爱情的转折 比想象中的坎坷
感情的怨怼拉扯 牢牢捆绑着
有些裂痕你无法去 却只能舍得

对的错的 做了选择 故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻
要多久 才能够褪色
爱的恨的 做了选择 我们就到这
就让我曾爱过的记忆深刻
其他的(才能够褪色)
就此放手 微笑得带过
就此放手 微笑得带过

Sound of the broken heart.

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
以后管他是谁


Vivienne asked me: 你觉得幸福是要靠缘分还是努力？
It means: Is happiness something to be worked on and achieved or fate will do the work?

I told her, that i feel that its fate that brings 2 person together. However, we need to work hard for the sparks.

Fate has brought us together and to come this far as friends after so long. I've worked very very very hard, but everything seems to go down the drain. I'm so tired. Maybe fate just played a trick on me. I give up. Goodbye.

OCK's mushroom chicken ball rocks my underwear.

I changed to W709. I cant find the exact color on the net cos its new, but mine is much chioer than the above cos its maroon in color :D

BUT!

The phone really CMI la. It keeps hanging, lagging, and it wont auto update my inbox and sent items. As in, if i recieve a msg, i can see but if i want to see the msg and i go back to inbox, its not there! Same goes to my sent items. So now my inbox only has certain msgs and i cant refer back to who text me or what i text. Omg headache la! Second day only leh! I think i'm going to bring it to the service centre. Hais.
But other than all these BIG problems, the phone is awesome cos there's wifi and its chio!

It's a long day today.
Out to guide adel maths today at heeren's spins. Omg I seriously forgot everything can. Wtf standard deviation, algebras etc hahaha. All go back to Ms Low, Ms heng and Mr siva.
After adel leave for her tuition, chris came down to accompany me till kaiqing and vivienne come. Had dinner w them and nicole at Orchard central, then went to KPO to celebrate vivienne's birthday. The ambience there's awesome and the drinks are nice too. Got eyecandyyyyy some more. HAHA. But a lot of rich people there cos the carpark's full of lambo. Like 5 of them? Gawd.
No photos taken, but its sure a pleasant night. ^^
Happy birthday Vivienne! Hang out soon :D


It's another day of empty waiting.

So many texts, but none from you.

I'm telling myself t let go, but my heart wont.

2nd day of lesson was fine. Energy utilisation management was okay (for now). They teach me how to save electricity and calculate how much electricity is used! ^^
And i'm proud of myself cos i finished the worksheet. Okay last question lazy do.

I'm changing phone. Egg-cited! Hope sister can come, if not i'll have to wait again.
So tired!!!

Went yvonne house to give her a surprise birthday visit last night w tengkiat, zhongjia, gene and cheekeong. Saw her in her PJs so cuteee. Hahaha. Photos to be uploaded when I get them (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE! (L)

1st day

First day of school, and fangs was asking me to eat cos its break time alr..

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*yar i know but the china faci keep talking
*HER NAME IS CALL ALOE OMG
*aloe vera
*hahaha

f a n g s . says:
*hahahah i thought you say her surname is OMG
*hahahahhahahaha

-


f a n g s . says:
*than you tell her your name is vera

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*together, we are aloe vera!
*cool right
*never think of it
*but i tell her my name is sunflower

HAHAHA funny can..
First day of school only, sian. 15 more weeks to go.

HAHAHAHAHA see this. Confirm brighten up your day!

Semester 2's starting!

School's starting tmr, and i'm so totally not ready for it yet. I havent enjoy yet omg! All thanks to fyp. But i am glad i dont have to change class anymore, but i have a earlier class on the fourth day sianzzz.

My body clock's so screwed during the hols cos i never sleep before 3am everyday of the hols. I hope i can wake up tmr seriously, and i'm hoping for the best because i dont want to pon on the first day of semester HAHA. And i'm curious who'll be my facis. CHRISTABEL PLEASE DONT PSYCHO ME TO PON CLASS TYVM.

Gym tmr. I want my muscles back baybeh!

3 minutes of heartbreak

Whitesand's w chris and adel till 430am in the morning. Shag ttm.
It's raining now and I cant get my ass to move to amk, so I'm still waiting for brother to come and fetch me.

I seriously cant help it but to feel, sad. Pathetic much? :/
I shouldnt even text/call/anticipate for you because, oh well.
I dont get whats the problem w me now. I totally have no mood for anything, and school's starting in 2 days? FML.

Oh, and people that I dont expect to show concern to me, are making my heart warm and nice whereas most of the expected ones are MIA. But really love(: I'll pick myself up.

Happy mid-autumn festival to all!

hey ho!

Thanks to all lovelies that show their concerns. I'm fine! And I'll be back to normal, because I'm HM, i'm strong! :D

Met gene for a swim in the afternoon. I TOTALLY FORGOT I GOT A SCHOOL EXCURSION THIS MORNING OMG. Till naz text me in the morning, i totally couldnt remember. Gave it a miss cos i left 30min to get ready and reach school which is mission impossible.

Family gathering after that at pasir ris home. Got curry chicken, braised duck and fried bee hoon. Like shiok only can! ^^

Going to meet chris and adel later at whitesand's mac. Going to teach one PP, another one science. Haiya troublesome couple hahahaha.

Oh and timetable is out. I'll be in W56Q for all 4 days and bel will be in the same class as me for all days. In fact most of my classmates are the DENV people. YAY!:D

I'm feeling,

This song totally reflects what's on my mind. It's nice. Take some time and listen to it(:

I'm home alone again
And you're out hangin' with your friends
So you say
Somehow I know it's not quite that way
It's getting pretty late
And you haven't checked on me all day
When I called you didn't answer
Now I'm feeling like your ignoring me

I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms

And I wish I could go back
to the day before we met
and skip my regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
it just ain't fair the way you treat me
No you don't deserve me

Wasting my time thinking bout you
when you ain't never gonna change
I wish I wasn't in love with you
so I wouldn't feel this way

When you touch me my heart melts
Everything you did wrong I forgive
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love
that I feel for you

Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that's why I'm oooh so mad
Now I'm drowning in disappointment

And it's hard for me to even look at you

Said you care about me
But from what I see
I ain't feeling that
So I disagree
Gave you all my love
And understanding
And you're treating me like your enemy

So leave me alone
Don't want nothing from you
Just go back where you came from
This house is no longer your home
You are not welcome no no no more

Spend my evening w serene teng, gene and alan at woodland's party world. Really enjoy man! Alan's going for NS in 5 days time. Omg we're so gonna miss him :( Bro take care okay! We'll wait for you to come back and be civilian again!:D

Train home to change, then meet serene sim again to chill at thomsom's starbucks. I love heart talks please. Slacked till like, 12 plus? Then took 162M home. But then we realise the bus like got smoke come out, so we alighted and waited for the next bus cos we scared will exploded (hahahaha), which was like 20min later-.- But after we bought our next bus, we went passed one bus stop and we saw our previous bus there. BROKE DOWN ALR LOR HAHAHA. Heng we got down earlier.

I was on the verge of breaking down, seriously. I hate to be a fool. And I've alr put down my ego, but things just dont get better. It's all excuses. Maybe I can never really understand what guys are thinking about. Hope I'm wrong. I feel stupid omg.

Thanks dearest and serene.s for today.

School's starting omg! Damn excited. I'm going to make full use of the rest of my holidays!:D

I feel fucking despo right now. FML.