EARTHQUAKE!

yay i cut my har alr! cui la but nvm $8 only. BUDGET OKAY. Its now short and cooling hahaha.. But the aunty really no skill. Keep combing my hair until my scalp damn sore. Cut also cmi. Forget it nvm. I'm going to cut again real soon cos i think its ugly.

AND OMG I JUST FELT EARTHQUAKE. not the first time but its super strong until i feel super giddy. It's really shaking okay! Scary shit. Its at indo sumatra. 7.9 leh!

I have a feeling everything is going back to square one.

imma happy girl today.

I'm happy today! 'cause

1. I MET DEEAARRR TODAY!

2. tmr got no fyp. YAY.

3. my texts are replied :D

Met dearest at cwp after fyp for late lunch/early dinner at pizza hut. We ate like pig omg. Then we decided to go do those kiddy art fill in the color thingy to kill time. I made one for her and she made one for me. Although mine's more artistic but hers also err, not bad la!:D

Happy only la can. I cant sleep tonight alr hahaha.

In the middle still for write: ♥ you dipdip gyn

HAHA jealous not. Now i feel so ♥. :D Thanks dear for the listening ear. I knew i could share everything w you. Love you deep deep too! (:

And, I'm super happy that my texts are replied. Dearest knows. BYE!

Edited/

GYNETTE ; attached to sianrui <3 says:
*hahah
*best is to care about urself
*lol

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*a bit hard also
*but i'll try hahaha

GYNETTE ; attached to sianrui <3 says:
*if not u tell me everything
*i'll care for u :)

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*hahaha thanks dear
*i'm damn touched omg

GYNETTE ; attached to sianrui <3 says:
*don't be so fake okay. knn
*hahaha!

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*I NEVER LOR :(
*the words are at the bottom of my heart
*my heart is just like a hdb flat
*so its downstairs:)

GYNETTE ; attached to sianrui <3 says:
*aww. okay. thanks.
*lol!

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*good analogy right

GYNETTE ; attached to sianrui <3 says:
*HAHAHA
*okay la.
*not bad
*why not say at the bottom of the sea
*i prefer sea
*:D

[[ ♥ meow`]] ;perfectly imperfect says:
*that one too far la
*my heart not so deep

HAHAHA cork only.

Fool,

is the word to describe me now.

I know i shouldnt even step out of my comfort zone.

Meeting gynette tmr. Cant wait!:D

MISS SINGAPORE SEH.

Mat&Bav's birthday

Birthday boy and girl.

I totally suck at love, so dont ask me about my pm PLEASE. I'm going to squat in a corner and draw circles now. Bye.

你答应我的我都记得

但是你却忘了你的承诺

midnight boredom.

Gave socialhouse a miss 'cause I'm tired and I thought i could accompany my mum tonight. BUT SHE PANGSEH ME AND GO PLAY MAHJIONG. Sad case. Cousin went ahead though.

Me sis and broinlaw missed dinner today and we were so hungry in the middle of the night, we went to cook maggie mee at 1.30am fat ttm puhlease! HAHA.
Now i'm like so bored and i cant sleep yet cos i'm still fullllll. I hate to sleep alone too anyway. I'm deciding if I should ton the night away watching Lword while waiting for mum to come back from her mahjiong which i think will be tmr morning. Sianzzzz.

Ryzzal's random entertainment hahahaha.

Got ice cream..

my maggie mee...random cat...AND ITOUCH W OVEN BREAK HAHAHAHA.

Goodbye.

I'm glad you didn't reply to my texts. Thanks for the empty promises.
I'm just stupid to believe you 987654345678 times.
I'm just not courageous enough.
Goodbye.

我看不透你的想法 多么可怕的想法

怎么去爱都是惩罚

怎么选择都是一场心伤

忘记我还是 忘记他

我想不透你的想法 多么伤心的想法

难道你已硬了心肠

怎么决定都是一场渺茫

忘记我还是 忘记他

peeektures from meh's birthday(:

DAMN FUNNY

I dont know what title to put la.

Fucking idiot moron dumb faker low EQ bitch, you suck.
You want to do everything? I'll let you do everything.


Out to celebrate mat and bav's birthday today. Woodland-->airport-->home. Super shag. I think our plan damn good. Wel told bav we are going to give mathan a surprise birthday celebration and we told mat than we are going to give bav a surprise birthday celebration so they are supposed to trick each other to airport. Vivian and I were so scared they will find out but too bad both also stupid hahahaha =X We succeeded!
Hope they love the presents. Photos will be updated soon.

Results are out. But i cant check cos the stupid admin site is under maintainance. FML.
FYP tmr still. SIAN.



Will I wake up to your text tmr?

GARAGE SALE!

We're moving people! Sad but no choice, yes.

This is urgent sale, therefore all items are selling at super low price! ALL NEED TO BE GONE BY 15 OCTOBER!

Study table

Selling it at $200. Still in good condition (8/10). Detachable, therefore its quite easy to move. It's about 2 metre by 1 metre. Chair not included. Original price was $1600 from V.hive.

Television Cabinate

Selling at $450. Still in good condition too (7.5/10). Detachable too. About 8 feet by 7 feet. TV NOT included. Original price was $2000+ from Ikea.

Mini bar fridge

Selling at $80. Average condition (6/10).

ALL PRICES ARE NEGOTIABLE. VIEWING CAN BE ARRANGED. JUST DROP ME A TEXT AT 96478720. ♥

a painted smile

Town today to celebrate meryl's birthday w serene sim, serene ong, meh, JG, yuanli and rachel. Enjoy enjoy and enjoy. Had ramen ten for lunch, shared DinTaiFung's xiao long bao and fried rice for dinner, bought a tank, cardigan and mum's presents. I'm not haolianing, I'm just trying to say I'M BROKE. Yay!

Photos will be up when i get them.
FYP tmr, hope it'll be the last day, and mum's bbq on wed!

bling

I'm helping sister with her online blogshop layout now. Omg all the blingzxz are making me blind. HAHA.

I need a rant.

I hate to be in between. Yes it was a weekly routine, but i'm sick of it.
It sucks to have a broken family. I'm so jealous of people who go out as a family. A family includes: father, mother, siblings etc. Road trips, movie, dinner, a visit to zoo, shopping, sharing happiness and burden as a FAMILY.

I'm so stressed and pressurized, but who knows? Yar, all i heard was:
How stress can you be? I'm even stresser at work. My customers makes me stress, more than you! etc etc.
Who can i turn to? Who understands what i'm crying about? I keep telling myself 'I'm a fortunate girl. There are many thats worse than me.'

But DAMN. I had enough. I'm really sick of this. Life sucks (seriously). Why am I working so hard to please everyone, and all effort are a waste. Once in a while, I need people to tell me what I'm doing is right. I need encouragement. I need assurance. My family gave me none. I'm always caught in between. I'm always the one that was used, and everything was 'for my own good'. HA, whatever. I'm 19. I have brains. Okay enough.

Tomorrow will be a better day.
Why am I crying?
Bye.

FYP-->badminton match-->sushi for dinner (PS' birthday)-->home

I'm cui. But had a great day w the badminton people. Miss them alot. Tmr will be a cui-er day and the day after tmr worse cos FYP has got lot to do and pt's not coming tmr :(

And bad news. I found out that my aunty's taking my hard saved coins (my precious $1 and 50cent coins okay!) w/o my permission and I had alr told her to never ever touch my coins. Mind you I never use the word starting with the big S. Anyway, save the details. I didnt confront her either.
I need work. I need money. Bye.

uh-oh

FYP's starting, no more fun :(

But I'm looking forward tmr cos we're (me gene and ps) meeting Alan (and serene?) for dinner tmr before he goes for NS and become a chio botak man (omg i'm so gonna miss him :O) and also badminton match at yck stadium (i miss badminton alot alot alot alot okay! sigh). Minus the fact that I need to go back school for FYP.

Down to Bugis again yesterday again w my aunty and brother after going temple. Damn long neh go temple alr can. I used to go w her every sunday for prayers. Guai much? Hehe. Then to Bugis to buy her shoe and bag. She bought this CarloRino leather bag w a matching wallet for $156 like worth it only. Spotted this Bonia rlllly nice bag the cloth kind $80 the original price $200 lor. Aunty wanna sponsor me but i think like not veh good. So satisfy my crave for a cheap and nice tote from topshop ^^

Gym today and then town again. I hate temptations when I'm broke. Hais. Life suckzxzx.

hais. life sucks.

I told gene i'm like damn fucking jealous of this friend.

She's got a fucking rich mom, she go for underarm and brazillian waxing like once a month, and shop like everything's free. Her allowance was $100 a week when she was 13 if i never remember wrongly when she was 12, I dont know about now. She's 15.

Yes I'm damn jealous. Sometimes I just wish I was born in a rich family. I dont have to worry about the family's financial crisis, to give my aunt money when she asks for it, worry that my dad works too hard, and get scolded for not getting a part time job. Buy one magazing $4.50 also need to think.

Okay confirm people got alot of comments about this. It's just a wish and it's not going to happen, so just shut up and keep it to yourself cos I dont wanna know. You are not me and you wont understand what I'm going through, and its not easy to be me.

I'm trying to be contented like what gene says, but I love to DREAM okay. HAHA.

Anyway, out to Bugis w gene and ethel. Walk until leg going to break. From Bugis J to Bugis street then Iluma and back to Bugis J, Cui. Bought a shoe which i think it's damn chio and its $12.90. Original price was $25.90. Gene and ethel think its outrageous cos its electric blue but i like! Wanted to get neon pink instead but they say blue is nicer, oh well. This, I am contented. Cheap and nice to wear :D

But after that, I am left w miserably $2 in wallet and single digit in bank. FML. I need to work.

Random photos.

Mathan.R trying on my hairband. Cannot see anything except for my chio hair band. Saw this hairband w a chio ribbon at Dorothy P. Didnt buy cos I'm broke. Rebel's toilet.

Very long ago photo after running in school.And, I'm missing my very short hair :(

But its very butch-y. The first time Kels met me she thought I was a butch, Adel thought I was a butch from behind, and Adel's dad thought I was her new gf! :( I'm trying very hard to be more feminine k. My effort is very obvious.

But short hair better leh cos very hot.

Think I'm cutting soon.

Sigh, Bye.

Lovelies

I think my blog like very long dont have my face HAHAHA. Cos FB makes me so lazy to upload one by one la. Blame FB k. Nah like that combine easier hehehe.

Ian's birthday. Totally enjoy one. Laugh like nobody's business. Good that Ian likes what we got for him. Seoul garden sucks for the price and it makes me have hardcore sore throat the next day.

And not to forget, the guys' so not passable seducing look with the mutton shiok signboard. Totally disgracing. Good thing the girls dont have to do it.Oh and rebel (:

Meeting tomorrow (i mean, today, cos its 3.11am alr) w Alvin omg excited. Then dont know the clique wanna go where tmr. Miss them alot. Like, ALOT. I hope we can meet up more during the hols. I scared we'll distant again. I dont want the history to repeat itself :(

Butterfact tmr. Yes? No? Ladies night shiok only, but then.. Sigh..