just came back from from supper at changi airport with sis, bro-in-law and their god sons. it's 1am now and i just finish bathing only. haha. and i am going to sentosa early in the morning tomorrow lor!

just now went to see grandma in hospital. the state she's in was.. hais. she look so different from the usual grandma i used to see. so much older. and fragile. she was moaning in pain and i was trying to hold back my tears. heartache. everything.

sis told me that this is not the worse. few days back when she just had her operation, there were tubes every there on her. and she was hitting the side of the bed in fustration because the stroke make her feel very uncomfortable.

thank god that i didnt see her in that state. if not i will break down.

2weeks ago before she had her operation, she still look so strong. and cute. but her cuteness didnt go away with her health. she still ask us for coffee by hand gesture(cos she's too weak to talk) when we visit her just now. she's cute isnt she? my heart is really really really painful. i hope she recover soon. i told her just now that if she recover fast, not only coffee, i would buy her favourite durians and mangos for her.

please cherish your loves ones and the people around you. love them. god bless.